Perhaps happiness is crude
And we just exaggerate it

Perhaps you are hopeless
And you meant it

It could be,
That we just weren't meant to be

Not together,
Not ever

Your passage in my life
Wasn't designed
It was a flaw

We are human
We make mistakes

It's all okay
I've got the same to say about you

You came here
And tried to hide your pride

But I saw the brick in your hand

You can't smash my head in
That is not the design

This thing you have is a sickness

You need help
And I'm not a therapist

It's warm outside
But I'm cold

Where am I?
This is my home
But it doesn't feel the same
It doesn't feel right

Take me away from here
Take me anywhere
Take me away from my life
From my friends
My family
My home

Because my home is with you
Wherever in the world we may be
It doesn't feel right without you
Because everything is cold.

Every day I learn to accept who I am more and more,
Every day I’m beginning to realize that who I am isn’t so bad
Every day someone says something to knock me down a little bit
But it only makes me tougher
A hell of a lot stronger
Every day I’m realizing things aren’t always going to go the way I want them to go
Every day I realize that I’m not so bad after all
Every day all of the things I put up with
The love and the drama
It all just makes me want to live a little bit longer

I enter my room.
I search for the blade.
This feeling of death will never fade.
Maybe it was the drugs, the pills, the ****.
Maybe it was the feeling i wouldnt succeed.
Maybe it was my parents fighting at night.
Blaming me for their on going fights.
Maybe it's me, yes that's it!
Now tonight this will be it.
I will slip away and no one will care.
Not even friends who said they'd be there.
Still too young, not ready to go.
So much to live for.
I guess I'll never know..