Come into my arms and fall in
There are memories of days far gone
And vibrant beds of woven dreams
With wisps of sleep to carry along.

Going down memory lane
I thought I was going insane

So I left my soul there
The brunt of my mistakes to bear

Tortured and tormented with my foolishness, it came back
To find that the new path to go on lied as a needle in a haystack

It cried its nothingness out
His hollowness which had been created by my selfishness around

My greediness felt to him like darkness forever
To find the light at the end of the tunnel,the tunnel seemed to end never

Wavering around in despair
There seemed no way out there

He tried to get up but to in vain
My ferocity fell upon him like hail

But then suddenly with great perseverance
He tried to soothe me with deep reverence

He succeeded at last
But sadly he succumbed by the torture he had

In the end he let go a long deep sigh
And bid me a good bye
For now it was my turn to cry.

******* the thumb of hopelessness I grew up
Watching life die in despair I threw up

I walked away to find a new way
Where one gets his own say

Like a mad scientist I experimented with my soul
My fatuousness which only created in me a deep black hole

My life was always black and white
Faded from the colors of happiness's sight

Death and gloom on the doorstep
Thats what I always felt when sometimes I used to take a breath

The fragments of my soul falling like falling hair
Thats what was only realised by me there

Feeling of sadness and tormentation was only left to share
The brunt of which my inner self could never bear

My blood seemed like hot lava in the heart
Pumping blood and materializing hatred was what was done by my heart

I was taught torture and pain
Never to use my own brain

So I did what I had always dreamt of
I did what what my soul died every second for
I killed myself, but that's why I on the first place lived for

The ecstacy that laid in there
I gave my soul to share.

I **** people with the knife of fear without hesitation
In their world, its just another day of hallucination

Churning out muck from the milk of the bodies of the dead
Seeing them die with agony in hell's own bed

The pleasure I receive,the relief that I get
From the ****** bodies that I behead

The terror that grips them day and night
I never miss it out of my sight

The web of commonness to which they stick to
I give them a new world of pain to go through

I, the doctor of the dead and devil of hope
I give their demented souls a boat of peace to row

The darkness that lurks around and the silence that prolongs
That is the only thing they see and in their ears that echoes around

I slash them with the sword of anguishness
I help their suffered souls to attain true tranquilness

I relieve them from the trance they live in
From the decayed mind with which they from heaven ship in

I see the agitated bodies lying in my hands
Whom I bury with the shovel of hatred into the blood stained sands

The ethereal hearts,in my hands I take them
I shred them out and give the dogs to feed them

I live to see them get killed
And with a sigh, I pray to the God of Hell and dream of someone someday devouring upon my dead body's filth.

I lived like a baby cuddled in life's *****
Only to realise that what life had in store for me was all rotten

I traveled along on the boulevard of shattered hopes
My mind held captive by life's prosaic ropes

Life, a cursed necessity inflicted on myself
A terrified soul in my body dwelt

No one as it seems had the answer
To what could overcome this deadly cancer

I could never understand's game plan
The divine goodness which He created I could never stand

The unfathomable skies tried to lure me away
Only to realise that I was to go nowhere but to stay

In constant delirium choked remained my thoughts
Misery and breathlessness was only bought

The leaves of hope in autumn lay trampled
Spring in my time never seemed to happen

Only loneliness came through my door
In the tree of aspirations, fruits never bore

So I left life and chose hell
It was only place where life's enslaved mind could sell

And ages hence; today my gay soul to me it tells
How it used to wander away in the peaceful streets of hell.

A spark lit up a thousand skies
And the world stopped in its tracks to watch by

It sprang up and leaped to freedom
A king was born and with it a kingdom

Some hopes were born and some dreams came true
And some pureness crafted to fill the ethereal soul that brew

An idolization of an impeccable being
Was moulded with the best of abilities one could see

A utopia was created for her to dwell
And for her victory came out of its shell

Life greeted her with high spirits and charm
And discovering insight, in a vista she ran

But little did she know that the bitter truth would come to light
The dark times would lurk around and everything fade away from her sight

She was thrown around
And her soul fragmented when a stranger was crowned

Some blood was smeared and life hated upon
When defeat was tasted and a loss great inflicted upon

Some comrades dearest to her left
But innocent was she to realize that in her heart they did rest

She was trampled upon
And with abomination with life was created a deep, strong bond

And with a vengeance she came back
To make life repent for the defeat she had

But soon she realized it was not life's fault
But it was the hardwork that had proved short in her vault

She worked hard and victory she did see
She matured into the impeccable being one had seen

In determination and perseverance she now believes
And now finally the waters of her mind lay at peace

That girl is now so lively
Isn't it you who i am referring to Vahini?

The prolonged wailing filled me with the night
Naught but death,then,seemed bright

What remained of the soul were bits and pieces
I, ready to be carried away by the breezes

A utopia awaited in my dreams
But not was the wailing allowing me to sleep

A dawn so pure and warm
And a world where only life was born

Where dreams fluttered and leaped to freedom
And one was a king of his kingdom

Where one could shatter life's shell
And be tranquilled by hell

As I pondered on my dreams
I noticed that the crying had ceased

A realization dawned me, a fear gripped me
And I cared naught about the agony

With the last breath left I opened my eyes
Trying to look beyond the darkness beside

I spotted her and watched her lying by
Still she was with no tears to cry

But I knew she had a breath left
And tormented by that sight my soul wept

I dragged my tattered body to the ethereal being
And I withstood the pain that had been

I looked at the calmness now at her face
Her divinity I could only embrace

The vibrance she radiated
And the peace that in me she created

I clasped my hands around her
And in my eyes reflected her's

And staring into the stillness that had drawn
The night devouring us, we waited for a new life, a new dawn.