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 Oct 2013 apathy
maybella snow
i'm in the mood
to throw around my heart
anyone want it?
hot potato, pass it on
its okay if you just want
to mess around
i'm not right for an
actual relationship
but **** me over
as others have done
and leave me lost
its okay
i asked
for it
 Oct 2013 apathy
Ty
Nearby
 Oct 2013 apathy
Ty
Three weeks ago
I could think straight
I hated the metal
I could distract myself from the sadness

*Today
I'm more insane than before
I crave the metal more than air
I am more depressed than ever
(tm)
I don't think i can make it another day.
 Oct 2013 apathy
maybella snow
is it normal
to feel claustrophobic
inside my own skin?
                            skin that grew with me
as years passed
   burnt in summer sun
chilled in winter
               i think
                              the scar tissue
is making me
            claustrophobic
because i cant
breathe
               i'm stuck
here
inside this body
      and i want
to escape
 Oct 2013 apathy
maybella snow
imagine
waking up
and not dreading
the day
imagine
going to sleep
and dreaming of happiness
not nightmares
imagine
our loved ones
holding us
throughout life
and leading the way
imagine
death being
something that just
happened when it
was meant to
imagine
**living
 Oct 2013 apathy
maybella snow
give me wings
so i can fly though the day
without dark thoughts
dragging me down
 Oct 2013 apathy
Ty
Untitled (10w)
 Oct 2013 apathy
Ty
Twenty-two days without it
and I just ******* relapsed
(tm)
I'm a failure
 Oct 2013 apathy
maybella snow
the wheels on the bus go round and round
- i drag myself to school to escape home.
round and round
- school is too much. home again.
round and round
- sleep comes at 2am
the wheels on the bus go round and round
- dreams or nightmares are distant fuzz
all the way to school

the baby on the bus goes wah wah wah
- hold emotions in, or people will know
wah wah wah
- don't want people to know they won't understand
wah wah wah
- they think their school crushes, gossip,
the baby on the bus goes wah wah wah
- school dances, will end them.
all the way to school
 Oct 2013 apathy
maybella snow
and i think that's a good thing
because i don't want anyone
to know what this pain is
so i know you don't
understand and i
am glad of that
accept it
 Oct 2013 apathy
maybella snow
telling you.
asking for help.
pushing you away.
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