white tulips
in moonlight, though silver
this night
they are near,
near, yet I cannot
touch them
nor catch their coy scent
but I smell nothing, hear
nothing
and, and this vision
of a forgiving bulb,
is fading
behind it,
in its shivering shadow
I see him
what is left of his face
what grace there must be
in this place
where the man I killed
the moment he killed me
and I, are now together
separated only by
silent soil, and a merciful
white blossom
All that would come to me on World Poetry Day--on my walk tonight, I guess the moon took me back a hundred years, to some French battlefield--Ypres? I believe I once read white tulips signify forgiveness...