I want you to have weekends me.
messy, unbrushed hair, a sleeping mask, and hair-tie perhaps
stained old T-shirts, big, comfortable, and nice.
covered in cat hair, no glasses, unrecognizable.
weekends me. I want you to have that me, maybe the real me.
free,
I want to show you that me.

My love for you is the roses
Forever blossoming
Kept in an icy crystal
That refuses shattering
My love for you is the sky
Forever widening
Where only the free birds fly
And no bad is happening

Your love may be true
but its not enough
you don’t burn with it
and I deserve the fires.

Hands brushing , lips inviting
Eyes shining , smile welcoming
Finger tips almost kissing
Thighs almost linking
Such urge... such hold such gravity.
I want to orbit around you forever.
Can a cold planet not burn with being so close to a sun?
Can the sun ever love such darkness?
Can the night light up a day?
Will we shine together?
Or does the darkness have another say?
Is it truly my night or did they cover me in it?
Can I shine like you do? Can I light you?
Can you feel a warmth? Or are the winds cold?
I'll light up souls, I'll make fires that I cannot produce

Your pearly whites blind me
Your smile could light this whole town
A gentle, inviting smile
Your eyes too, shine
I can barely hold myself from kissing you
From wanting to touch that cheek
From holding you and getting closer
Is it ok if I get closer?
Can I do what I want to do?
Will you welcome me in that warm embrace?
I jump and fall to you.
Hoping I'll be caught.
In your warm nets.

To you... To you who calmed the storm
To you who knew where I'm from
To you who erases Darkness and lights the sun
To you who wields the sword for me.
I'd die for you, reborn, and die again gratefully.
I send my love, my care, my light. May it always keep you happy, safe and Bright... To you... who lights the sun.

Hard to approach, people are afraid
Courage is not found within him too
I swear it’s true
it’s hard it really is
I want to but something me stops
I hope you understand that its not my fault
And that nothing is wrong
but it’s ok
I'll find the right people or the courage
somewhere, sometime, someday...
I don't blame you nor do I blame me
for it is who we are.
And so shall we be.