God, let me know one thing
What mistake I did
Ya I am this way
If you want me to change ??
U could have done this
When you have created me
But this how u made
I will be like this only
Why I can't be all alone
In this world
Please stop everything

soon should submit my soul to you..

I just want to run away from this world
why I longs
Do I don't deserve anything
Am I such a worst creature in the world
Working for six day
One day was ment for rest
But am dying on that one day
General studies states that it was my psychological problem
Am I a ******
But longing was there for long time
I running
And running
After my childhood days
I was not OK
GOD y u hate me this much
Tired of everything
Please don't force me to tell that
I hate you
Lord I love you
Though I lost all my hope
No need hear me lord
Just don't add burns to my wounds

when  someone become close to my heart
suddenly they depart

At the time,I just want to cry
And move to sky

I just want to shout
As i want them to love a lot

I just want to stare
And i want someone to share

I just want to be unmoved
As i still wait for them who moved

At the end,I just  don't want to do all these things
As I had the 'SWEET MEMORIES' to bring..

More than a dead
Its paining
Never enjoyed
What's happiness this much
But paining
Killing
...

Being  possessive,is a curse
It brings many problems without any cause

A person one who is possessive
Hurts thyself
And others calls her possessive
As jealous,complex,and selfish

But being  selfish is different from being possessive
oh my God !Let everybody knows  What POSSESSIVE  Is?

No one can change me
Even i am
Why should i torcher them in the name of love
Killing me and killing others

Yesterday Tried at most to make myself
Again went worst today

I came back to hang in words
Always I am all alone
I don't have any
I love my mom
Who is just like me
Who faced too many
Once I thought my dad as my life
But now I found his life was his son
So what I thought I had my friend
But she never think about me at all
So many mocks at me
For being myself
I have a god sent Angel
My bro
Even the stone might have for his words of positivity
But me a dead rock
A ****** can't change
Who torched others
Wish to **** myself
But scared on thinking about my mom
C is an innocent child
I die in living until c lives
Enough ..
God I thank you
For this ...

I Praise The Lord
I Praise The Lord

You Who Made Me Laugh
Even W hen I Don't  Want To Laugh

You Who Came  With Run
When I  Fell That  I'm In Lone

You Who Care
When My problems I Share

Love You God
For Your My Lord..

Moving closest to the next step of life
Not thrilled but expecting

Hope Almighty
Hold my hands still

And wants ever to hold
And lead..

your absence kills me papa
you know well that
your my every thing
but today a small snake changed
our life...last thursday you left our home
till today our home,auto, and myself
longing to hear you
longing to be with you
though i talk to you
through thousands calls
it can't equate bring your smile to me
i saw you one to three hours in hospital
but you come home soon papa
i'm tired of crying
i'm tired of feeling
and i'm tired of everything
so please my ALMIGHTY father
bring back my papa
i don't want to trust anybody  
but i trust you completely
plead you
and beg you..

Though there is a true love between two
Then What makes the difference
Is it destiny or ??????

Everywhere everybody is facing hard situations but still everybody keeps moving its because they have focus ... No I think it doesn't mean that ?? They don't want to quit and this is fate and we should take and move as much we can ... This is the reality that I found .. If that's the case what's the role of a God ?? In what way His presence is shown ?? Does that can be measured through the way He supports us by giving us a situations or by giving worse situations to make ourselves a strongest ?? ..  If this is the case then what is actually happiness ??? And for whom it is meant for ??

There is a sayings,
"stop working and start collecting memories"
                              
BUT
My feelings forces me to say,
"start working and stop enjoying memories"

BECAUSE
Memories are sweeter
But for me it is bitter
As it made me a longer.

Never expected they had such a rude heart
Is it that rude heart that i loved a lot?