A liitle thing can ruin one's life
A little ant can ruin elephants' life

A little sight can cause
In me,A Pause
Being possessive is curse
And I'm in a loss..

I am scared of
Very very scared of
If I am not here for long time
It means I am leaving
And not living

Thanks every beautiful souls who supported me ...

Hands and Heart trying hard to message her
But a thought stops that they need my sometimes  silence ..

When there was a heaven drops
           sparrow smiles
           cuckoo wets
           nightingale sings
           leaf  shines
           flower blooms
           tree dances
           river glitters
           sea swings
           cattle enjoys
But  Still your crying remains
Is that you feel for humans
DON'T WORRY !I'm there for you to feel your pains...

Life gave me  a moment
smile spreads over in my face
Life gave me the next moment
Tears  rolls down in my face

SUSPENSE -Neither be enjoyed
                      Nor be worried...

Oh!!!!often you cries for me
I thought none is there to hear my blablas
But  you shouted with your drops
To show me that you have heard and cried for me..

I Am sorry my dear,

You struggled
I too struggled

You struggled for coming out
I  struggled for sending in

You  are coming for consoling
I am sending  you back for torturing

I  hide you, from everyone
you  can't hide yourself from me

When i was all alone
you  runs fast from my deep pains

And my eyelids stops you
But my deep depression forces you

Oh !!!!!!!!! "TEARS"
Finally, I Sheds You...

Often my tears sings lullaby to me
But yesterday, the cry of happiness
Doesn't allowed me to sleep

I am Recollecting and Reading her Words
Again and Again that She too loves me so much

God,you are great
You Gave me a wonderful Gift
For My Long Agony

Does this seperation is to test or our love?
Or to tell us that our love is true?

Thank God..

Thanks HP
You gave my friend back
My inward smile...

I can't  be away from you
But I Stood for past weeks or months

Now I Struggled
Because at the time I thought
My presence may disturb her

But I Know that she too loves me..
Stands as if in a fire
Heart forces my leg to move
But the same heart reminds her words

One thing is sure
That I loves her a lot..
But my Bad luck
Makes her eyes to wet
I thought of admiring her joyful eyes
But it was wet and red
To see this(me) unlucky girl..

Again you left me
Again you left me
Again you left me
Again you left me
Again you left me
Again you left me

Whats wrong with me
Did you came to left me like this
Am i hurted you to such extent
Really it is haunting me
Sorry,will not disturb you
Forever..Why for every second
She  is deciding to leave me

Did this shows
Does she loves me
Please God,
Want to come to you..

Very painful
Its is not that i felt for which she doesn't like me
But i felt for which i doesn't know that for this long time

I miss her
Even i doubt once that she doesn't like me
But i convinced myself that she will like me on one day

But when my well wishers  told me real fact i was stunned
Because   I too know that but  my false convincing heart died
Still my heart likes her and wants her

But I Don't want her
Because i never want love to be begged

All these painful words never means that
She was bad or rude

She was absolutely
good
kind
nice
and lovely...

All these qualities
made or force me
to love her still

She says"I DON'T WANT HURT YOUR FEELINGS"
But how can i hurt her by my mad love..

I'm tried
Of Being tired

Let me live
What I Can live

If  someone
Longs for the affection of someone

Atleast, HE  may give some other one
who longs more than, that one

To show that HE  gave longingness for everyone..

How Hard I Tried
Nothing Dried
And I Can't Hide
All My Pains
Which Fills My Veins

Trying Hard And Hard
To Move And Move
Without Hurt, an Heart..

10th April 2015 dawns
He showed me
The life's first face
       AS
L-Lifelessness
I-Irritation
F-Futility
E-Emotional disturbances


But when 10th April 2015 sunsets
He showed me
The life's other face
     AS
L-Lovely
I-Inspirational
F-Friendly
E-Energetic

I was shocked when He showed the first face
But i was stunned when He showed its second face
Its not that i was stunned because of seeing  life's second face
But because of seeing His Majesty and Real love Which is showed in this 2nd face..

What's is love ??
What actually defines it ??


Got an answer
A minute back
Nothing but
Understanding
Caring
sharing
And thats loving

Yes me and my Elsa akka
Haven't seen even
Haven't even heard
But she understood me
She cares and shares
And a moment back
Saw her love


Akka
Its Not just a message
But a purest of love

God replied me today
Through you
And my anaaaaa
Ka .....