Just hate everything
I hate
Even hating everything

One word that could describe me better
A clear mad

No other words
I will talk
I will be like this
U have created me this way
I am sure that I am not bad
So I will be like this
Whatsoever happens

Who ever it may be
Get lost

I will be like this
Even if you too hate me
OK My Lord !!

Hate living
As Hate Others
And Hated By Others

Love Dying
As Love The One
And Loved By That Only One.

I hate the four letter word
LOVE
I hate that as it kills who is
TRUE

On seeing the brightness
Just scared
Just because I can't be all alone
Hate mornings

No one knows
How I feells

Doesn't want this
Everything irritates

Hate all hates

I hate this moment
I am dead inside

God I never known
You are brutal enough

To hurt the purest innocent hearts

I beg you Lord
I want to  be mad !

Who is He ?
He is my brother
But He cares me like father
He is my friend
But He cares me in every end
He is my mother
But He cares me more than a mother
And
He is my human God
And Always I want to be his ward !

Every minute
Something will keep Him engaged

Every where
Someone will want Him unchanged

Every time
Someone will want Him to be refreshed

Every day
Something  will keep Him committed

But
  Every second
My Everything will breathe Him alived !

Let me forget her
face
words

And
everything
But
Nothing
is
possible
when
I
think
that
she
is
incomparable..

Never thought
Two words
Could stop my twenty hours
Hallucination

Yes everyone's words can't do that
My Living God's word can do that
My anaaa....
My everything.....

Life is neither a hell nor a heaven...

Just feeling helpless
Its not that am suffering too much

But am helpless
As I couldn't take away the Rich
Pain of my lovable hearts
!!!

For what I am here
For why I am here
??

Hope one day I will find answers somewhere !!

Drowning in the longing sea.......

I read a quote
' Hope is a waking dream '

I think for me
' Hope is waking me and my dream' everyday

Just hold a pen
But I don't have plan

Heart forces me to write
But  I kept quiet

Its not that I don't  have words
But its states that I hold tears

And I write that I hold hope
Without any stop

I don't have anything to say
But one thing is sure
I am living with a hope
That one day







Not with the hope
That everything change
But with the hope
That I will leave everything
One day

Hope
One day or other
I wil
Win
!

A day
Where I will be beside my anaa
Waiting for a coffee
From my sweetest anniii

' Latchu ............ '
Said my anni
' Anniii........... '
Said with a smile
Just a moment
As like cuckoo's voice
' preethu ........ Ammu ......
...............'
Whispered my anaaa

Just beside them
A baby feels heaven in earth

The most awaiting moment
A rocking voice reached me
' preethuu......... Lunch is ready '

Me and annnniiii
Moving to have a feast

Having fun
Playing and sharing
Will end the day with
Most precious tears !

Hello everyone
Hope going to have a happy morning
Reminded of morning mantras
"Be positive
Don't worry
Everybody has life "

Am happy today
Its not that I got everything
But I got that something
As my hope is heared
And answered

Wish to have hope
And to be heard
Completely

Hope
My Almighty
Will do
Anything
And everything
For me

Never thought I want to be a boy
Never even thought I will wish to be boy
At least once a boy

But today I wish to be a boy
Because I don't want to get to permission to meet my ana
To be with my ana

Yes I wish to be a boy
And for the first time in life
I wish to be a boy forever

Actually u know na
I hate the word even ' boy '
But promise today I wish to be a boy

To be your brother !!

A remarkable day in my life
23/06/18

How much I could survive
Even after I dead

How much I could smile
Even after all my tears dried

How much I can act like living
Even after dying every second

Am I born in this world
To long ?
'Yes' I said a word
But how long ?

When having a heavy headache
A heart longs
Will there be a word ?
' R u k ? '

Immediately reality slaps
With a word
' No one .. Move away .. Don't hurt anyone '

Just I am dried
And drained

Feeling very tired
Not only physically
But mentally too

Just going to lie down
By clearly knowing that I couldn't sleep at all

Is it going to be my day
Doesn't know
But I will be
For I want to be

Just going to have
Fasting

I planned for watering your hope
But this day starts with killing my hope

God , Make me strong
To make me feel
I am human
As my Bro says
' crossing burdens
make us humans '

I know so many good hearts are here
Pray for me
Some will live
Some will die
But I am dead and living
So its paining
I can't go for killing
As my parents are there for living
I don't want anyone
I can't die
But I heard so many good bye

Never been hurted like this
Feel like going out of this too
For me
My poetry is
Extreme way of expressing my feelings

Its doesn't mean
I am always
Negative

A kind request to everyone
Don't think that negatives
Are waste creatures

U can avoid
But don't hurt

A Blissful Morning Blooms
A Beautiful Bird Sings

And I Thinks
Am going to have a blessed today

Only fate determines everyone's life
But who determines this fate ??

Its hurts heavy
When someone avoids
For what you are

But I couldn't avoid me
For what I am

Because it is I
Who makes me what I am