How much I am ignorant


For all these years


Even more than twenty years


I am unawared


That am bad


And even useless!!!

Your dragging eyes tells me
That you are an angel
Not only your looks tells me
That but also your love and Kindness

As your name suggest you deserve to be an angel
For everyone there will be a protecting angel
I think your writes are your protecting angel
One of your writes makes me to write about my angel

How beautiful she is
Ohhhhhh Goddddd
Today She should be the most
Happiest person inthe world
But I did a foolish thing
Let her enjoy her day pls
And let me live my own life pls
She is AWESOME
She is ADORABLE
She is EVERYTHING
No Words
And Only Wishes
God,Pls Be with her always..

Everyone in the world
seems that they have someone
to share their love and care
but for me there is none
But  has hope

when this year starts
hopes for the best
but happend worst
But Still develops hope

Feeling deep depressed
thought not to share this
but shared
sorry for sharing this.
But thanks too for your supports

Let this newyear brings
a new death to me
hope that God would atleast
do this favour for me..
But in this second edition
Still hopes for some goodthing..

Lord thank you
Just this two word couldn't describe how grateful I am
U r amazing

From morning I got beautiful and sweetest wishes from my kids friends family members etc

But still a longing heart longs for that two words as it states ur hope for me

Never expected that I would get that in the last second of my day

No words Lord I surrender
Hope next year I will thank you
For your success of hope

Really I think this day is my fulfilled BIRTHDAY

Really A Happy Birthday
Thanks and love you Lord !!!

Once tried many times
To commit suicide

But left that idea
When i know that
I had my friend
Who cried for me

But now i thought
Why shouldn't i
Try again

Once i went to doors
Of  death But there
I thought i got
A purpose of God
But now I got a doubt
Is there any Purpose??

Let me try
What i can??
Whether to live?
Or.....?

I had a stranger in me
Tried a lot to build myself
And trying hard

In spite of this
She gets
What she wants

Though i fail
I try
Though i fell
I try
Though i am tied of  trying
I WILL TRY....

Never loved loneliness in my life
But today I loved my loneliness
Wished to have this forever

I cared myself
I comforted myself
I loved myself
I wished to be like myself

Is it that NOTHINGNESS made me to feel this way?
Or my love towards my parents made me to feel this way?

Being all alone
Comforts me

Felt Never want
Anybody or anything

I love talking and chatting
But today MY Silence
Comforted me like anything

Sometimes than Humans
Songs, Films AND Books
Have the Greatest Human tendencies.

Feeling positive
As i want to be away by my neagative

Feeling Cheerful
Even something forces me to dreadful

Feelind Good
As i'm forcing that i should..

Freshness of early morning
Wipe out all my boring

Blissful cuckoo sounds
Unsounds all my wounds

Cool moon
Wants me to tune
My own boon

Tree shakes
To remove all my aches

Moving nature
Moved my nature.

Fresh morning air
Assures me
That I can bare
Anything to me
That I can care
Anything for me
And It is fair
To think about me

What a flim it is?
Just mindblowing

Sublime
Sublime
And sublime

The Extreme love
The Extreme Care
The Extreme Kindness

The years of Longingness
Vanished With in a second

Extermed Psunami
Brought out exteremed emotion

Just thought
To hold My papa
And mama
And To die next second..

But just had a responsiblity
And soon WILL I..

Even I was dying
I can smile
By my buding angel
And by my golden memories..

'Yes life is a hell
But don't worry my dear
I am here to hear u 'said HP

' Thanks but I don't want to pour out everything as this may disturb someone's positivity ' I replied

' Do you think so ? ' HP asked

' Mm ... But I am wrong I think because more than repost I got comments which tells that we are here for you ' I murmured.

' so I think , now you  got my point !' Said HP with a smile

' ya HP I got u !! ' replied with a heartly smile..

How she could potrayed me like this
Worst creature in the world
No Even now she is awesome
God  let me die or let me forget everybody

I have no other thoughts
PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS­SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS­SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
GGOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD­DDD

Come take me ..

Confession
"Problem is with me "

Confession
"Done Sin - Loved too much"

Hear My Confession Lord !
Not for forgiveness
But for Punishment...