My Dear,We are not near
Let me see you

With all your healthy Smile
Which makes me  to sail

PRAYER TO THEE
PRAYER TO THEE

Let My Angel get well soon
And She is My boon...

Feeling very worst
And i must
Have rest
To get out this irritation
And i should know my limitation

Am i mad?
what is torturching me?
And i'm torturching others?

Really no other creature
should be like me
Killing itself and others

And killing poetry too

Can't calm myself?
Hate myself
Having works
But willn't do

Again and Again
Am proving myself
That i'm not ok
Pshyo.....

only now i expressed
howmuch i love her

but next moment i got
what i couldn't

but nowdays i geting use
to this,feeling desprate

i should get out off this desperate world
as soon as possible

she started hating me
but should i know that

many of loving ones
started hating me

anyhow will lead this life..

Hate this life
Nothing will make me
And help me to know
What happiness means

Just I can't even die
But I died inwardly
I love my parents and friends
They should not die
Because of me
So I won't die
I will die through living

Every sunrise has a sunset
Every day has a night
Every up has a down
Every start has an end
         BUT END
NEVER HAS AN END ....

On this special day,  I would like to give u a promise...

As a seed, with full of hope stepping into the second phase of life...

Hope... If the seed is watered with love, it would make a lovely paradise ever....🤝

Every thing goes wrong
What to do

I'm just struggling
With my fate

Let me try
Howfar i can !!

Feeling very bad
I’m longing for her
Her “Good Bye” disturbs me a lot

Once I decided the same
For my friend
Whom I loved a lot
But there too I decided it
Out my possessiveness

But here my friend decided it
Out of my irritating possessive

Yesterday I enjoyed her smile
By being at her side
And today I’m at her opposite side
I struggled to hide my tears in smile

My heart wants me
To see her eyes
But I forced hard to close my eyes
I think it is not wise
To look at the eyes
Which would drag me
And instates my cries

I think, God punishes me
For what I did
For my friend

And my friend doing this out her love
I Know as I did it for the same

But now I’m feeling the pain
On how it would pain
On hearing “Good byes”

Let me have this pain
As pain is in my vein.

Doesn't know the reason
But want the reason


Nothing is quite serious
But  feeling serious

Just longing
And warning

Is it out of intution
Or perlocution

Want someone for me
to hear me
to care for me
to love me
to love only me

Well Known that
i cant get someone like that

longs,longed, will long
cried,cries,will cry

self consoling
is the worst thing

in the world
but seems as a bold

how can i escape
can't die
can't fly

but to write
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A  LADY  WHO  IS
                                              
              short  and sweet
              white and bright
            
              with kind heart
              and lovable thought

              she cares
              and  spares
  
             who is in need
             and she feed

             with utmost kind
              and  who she is? FIND...

Thousands of words
Are not enough
To describe
That

Howmuch
I love
That
Flim

A Flim consoled me
They doesn't talked to me
But they comforted me

Sometimes GOD would help us
Even through flims....

Can I Forget her???
Can I Hear hear her??
Can I See her??

I Know dear (my friend)
You are angry with me

And i know
I got your wrath

I too was angry with you
untill i sat near you
untill i saw your smile

But when i saw that
Beautiful eyes and smiles
I Forget that
I was angry with you for miles

Longs to be with you
Smiles with you

And want to be with you
For a day
And i may
Have a happy moments with you.

I Know She will not come to me
I Love Her Eyes
But Now It's not ready to look at me
I Love Her Smiles
But Now It's not for me

Warned her with words
She expressed her emotions
Without explanations

I explained her
everything
with all my Understanding

She cried
And i tried

To wipe her tears
And show my hidden scars

That she made
And am not rude

To remove her from my heart
But she trying to remove the gap between ou hearts

And Am  trying and trying
To show her that it will take time
To solve our gap