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197 · Sep 2017
Flooded tears !!
anu Sep 2017
Tears
My tears have never been flooded like this

But I will let to overflow this
Or I will loose my life in this flooded feelings

I am crying
And inside I am dying

But I will be living
To make everyone smiling
My second poem with flooded tears !!
Thank God for everything !!
anu Sep 2015
When I heard her voice
Thousands of things forced me to cry
But I didn’t and I will not
She remains the same
As I said she is awesome always
But I was unfortunate always
I Wished “HAPPY TEACHERS DAY”
She said,” THANK YOU”
But not as she talks to others
She know how I will think and react
And I too know how she will think and react
But the thing is I can’t go near her
If I called her in my number
She mayn’t pick up the call
I called
She doesn’t
Any how I got what I want
Heard Her voice
Wanted and want to cry
But will not
I had time still I die
Wish to talk to you mam..Its killing me..This is just a pure relationship
...Now i'm matured enough to understand what you mean....But one thing is sure your memories can't be erased..
196 · Sep 2017
??
anu Sep 2017
??
Missing everything
Makes  my life and
Me, a very strong one

!!
196 · Jan 2018
Bliss 1
anu Jan 2018
Once when I was in silence
And my heart will be in violence

Still now the war doesn't get peace
And I know It won't let me in ease

Just I said myself
" Move ahead "
Though know well that only thyself
Could push me back from ahead
Be positive
195 · Nov 2017
I want to die !!
anu Nov 2017
Finally I lost
Everything

I am dead
I lost my character
I want to die
anu Nov 2018
True Friend
Who never show us that this your end

Adorable Teacher
Who shows the extreme patience as a preacher

Sweet Sister
Who loves and cares everyone as a mother

Loyal Lover
Who makes me to feel that still trueness lives ever

Let that trueness lives ever
Happy birthday my dear
Lv u Shymu ma ( Shyamla - my frnd )
194 · Feb 2017
Hate :(
anu Feb 2017
I think I am most hated person
By the Lord

I am depressed
I never come out from out this pressurised

I am every
Version of ******
And don't have ego

To go to dear ones
But even my Lord throwed this waste one
Hate myself completely
193 · Sep 2020
பாலாமஹா
anu Sep 2020
நண்பர்களாய் கை கொத்து
காதலர்களாய் கை சேர்த்து
தம்பதியராய் சிறகு எடுத்து
இன்று பெற்ரோராய் வானில் பறக்கும்
என் ஜோடி புறாக்களுக்கு
இனிய முதல் திருமண நாள் வாழ்த்துக்கள்
5.09.2020
என்றும் அன்புடன் நான் !
193 · Nov 2017
_-------_
anu Nov 2017
I am at the edge of pains
No one could hurt me
More than this
Writing with floded tears
But with the dead heart
I am surviving today
I will not make it tomorrow
192 · Sep 2015
For My LORD!!!
anu Sep 2015
Trust you My lord..
You Will be always with me
Going to hold my hands
When i'm bleeding in this Unrealistic world
Will i forget you when i was happy
But you will never forget me when i was sad
Does am i not true to you
I think i'm not
I Will trust you and love you always
anu Sep 2015
Trying Hard And Hard
To Move And Move
Without Hurt, an Heart..
Trying to move on without hurting others(sorry, they are not others but my love)..But hurting..In my view,i don't want to hurt them but they forced me to hurt them..I KNOW WHO AM I AND WHAT I'M..
191 · Feb 2016
Miss
anu Feb 2016
Hp
And My Happy
191 · Apr 2020
He !
anu Apr 2020
Who is He ?
He is my brother
But He cares me like father
He is my friend
But He cares me in every end
He is my mother
But He cares me more than a mother
And
He is my human God
And Always I want to be his ward !
This is for my anaaa......
190 · Oct 2016
Pain
anu Oct 2016
Doesn't know
why this morning comes
Because I couldn't sleep and cry
Which would at least console my wounds and pain
Just I am feed up
Nothing is there
To take me up again
Even God left me
Thanks for everything
I couldn't even write sry for myself
190 · Jul 2018
Love for my sweet kani ma !
anu Jul 2018
Kani ma
A beautiful soul u r ma

Be u
World will come to u

Keep rocking
With ahead of walking

Will miss ur care
But expressing it is not fair

Changes keep changing
So accept the happening

The love u have earned will keep on living !
This is for my very good frnd Kani !
God be with her ever !
190 · Oct 2020
ENGAGED !
anu Oct 2020
On this special day,  I would like to give u a promise...

As a seed, with full of hope stepping into the second phase of life...

Hope... If the seed is watered with love, it would make a lovely paradise ever....🤝
29/10/2020
Thursday...
190 · Aug 2015
Not a poem but a pain..
anu Aug 2015
Hate to be in this World
Why She Comes back
Am i cheater
I know myself
Hate everyone
whom i loved
Because though they doesn't recognise my love
How they could devalue it
Hate-loving others
Especially loveling truly
Just want to get out of his world..
Painful words..
188 · Apr 2017
Request from God !!
anu Apr 2017
I am having a heavy heart
God, will you never show me happiness
Its alright I could accept the reality
But will never seen what's hearted happiness
Please I beg you
Don't show me
Who are happy
Because I feel jealous
Which I should not do
I am longing
But is it jealous ??
Please I beg you
How worse the situations may be
I will trust you ever
And I will call only u ever
Pls strengthen me, My Lord !!
188 · Nov 2017
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anu Nov 2017
Hate this life for everythings
How cheap creatures humans are
Its because everyone is cheap
And the one who created is more cheaper
I don't want to be harsh this way
But I am forced to this way
Just tired of this life
Please God leave me
I want to die
Though I can't
I will shout like this



Readers sorry for posting  this
I am cheapest
So bare me
188 · Nov 2019
Will it happen !
anu Nov 2019
Will this change one day?  

Or

That one day will that change !
188 · May 2017
Living
anu May 2017
Paining
Hate crying
Just want moving
Irritated
187 · Sep 2017
Hate and hurt (:----:)
anu Sep 2017
Today my day was awesome
But couldn't enjoy it fully
Just because I am getting hurt
Just now .Feeling very bad
Not that I couldn't face
But why should I face such hard situations
Then let me ...
Sorry for posting
187 · Jul 2017
Experience !!
anu Jul 2017
A word that describes my life
APPA
I told many times that I had nothing
And I don't want anything
The fact I doesn't know
That God gave me everything

Yesterday this exact time
I met with an accident
I thought I am OK
But my apa ran
And he was not OK for 2 hrs
And my mom too
Thats love

And that's everything
Thank God

Every good souls gave caring words
Felt happy
Doesn't know am right or wrong

I saw my friend
She is near by me
And I felt as if I was in the heaven

Thank God
Not for giving
But  for showing me
That I am not bad
As I have these many good souls
185 · Jun 2018
Who is cheapest !
anu Jun 2018
Sometimes people are very cheap
Cheaper than slippers
Even slippers are not cheap
As they are true to their owners

Those creatuees will earn
If they not
God will earn my curse
Who still made me to think of those creatures  !

Hate everybit of my life
I just want to die.
Will try !!
185 · Nov 2017
A hope for a hope !
anu Nov 2017
I have smiled from my heart today
Its because I heard
What I want to hear
Though this wouldn't be a permenant day
But a gave me a hope
To pray for that day
After a long gap I am feeling better.. Thank God !!
185 · Mar 2018
Positive scrible !!
anu Mar 2018
When someone throws you
In dustbin
Just tell that how worth you
Are to adore you in your own within

If your absence
Doesn't disturbs someone
Just make your presence
that someone is nonsense
To know your greatness
Which is known by someotherone

Let me move on
As I had hands
Which can hold
Me as I am
! ! !
My first pour out in positive way
I am strong
I can
A stone can bare
Thanks to two souls
Who really can bare
For what I am !!
Thanks Samiyanadha and Soundu !!
185 · Aug 2015
Be what you are..
anu Aug 2015
I just want be what i'm
Doesn't want the world to change what am being
Depressed..
185 · Feb 2018
For Lord !!
anu Feb 2018
The greatest pain in the world
The pain which we can't take away from the one who become was our happy world

So I must have a word
With God
To make Him nod
For all the request of his ward
Ya its paining .. God please !! Hope u will nod ...
185 · May 2018
( * • * )
anu May 2018
All my dreams
Broken down into pieces

Nothing to worry
Because I have my Bro to tkcr of me in my every worry

I have to smile
And I want to move for a mile

I know it will take time
Until I don't want mind to rhyme
For Self !
184 · Sep 2017
(o___o)
anu Sep 2017
For everything there is a limit
If everything crosses from its limit
I will cross from my being patience limit
And I don't want to emit
Any light
To have life night
I might
Sleep  for ever at all night
As i have my right
To **** myself from everyones sight
Yes I think I am coming to last stage of my life
Its alright If everyone leaves me at the same time
But God u shouldn't
Because it is you who have created me this way
184 · Sep 2017
Mad !!
anu Sep 2017
God
Ya u have succeeded
I am lost everything
Be happy god
You can say
I will give you
What you deserve
I know I am nothing
Even to receive
What I want
Then how can I get
What I deserve
Yes it's your way of marketing
Humans hearts
But I am poor fellow
As you went to
Rich and knowledgeable fellows
And now I am mad too
So you please take some good place to go
Ya I am dead too
Be happy God
See you have so many to bless
Console
Hear
Cheer up
Who am I
Just an orphan
A ******
Who torches everyone in the name of affection
Who thrown by everybody
But with a note that still they care
Happy to become a mad
I won't
Because I am  .....
Successfully u could **** my inner poet too
Thank God
Mad writing by a mad
184 · Oct 2017
A thought !!
anu Oct 2017
A thought
I wouldn't have been
Suffered this much

If I weren't
A girl !!
But I don't want to be a boy ever !!
184 · May 2017
Hypothetical question !!
anu May 2017
Only fate determines everyone's life
But who determines this fate ??
Is it God ??
If so
On what basis
How and
Why
??
183 · Sep 2016
Dying With Living
anu Sep 2016
Just can't describe
How I feel this pain


God,Let me go through it
Feel like dying
183 · Jan 2018
Let me die !!
anu Jan 2018
I just wish to die
Because only I know who am I

I want to die
Because i can't even take me as what am I

I should die
Because no one can try to change this I
As usual I hang
Thanks HP u bare me when no one can't !!
182 · Nov 2017
A pour out !!
anu Nov 2017
Never known that someone will hurt me this much
Whomever I likes can't understand me
I am not selfish
But just possessive
Unknown can't be known it seems
On the whole
A boy is a boy
And that gender is a gender
Me hate the other gender
179 · Aug 2017
( o _ o )
anu Aug 2017
Nothing could describe my feeling now

Just I want to tell this



MISS U BRO
@ jobira Bro
Knows well something may be there for your silence
But sry
Missing you Bro !!
179 · Jun 2017
Hate hate !!!
anu Jun 2017
One word that could describe me better
A clear mad
******
Hate everything
179 · Aug 2019
For my anaaaa !
anu Aug 2019
Missing u my dear
Am always with u near
Though u r my brother
I miss u like  mother
Yes u r my power
I will live as ur sister ever
If  can't think the other way ever !
Feelings pour out !
179 · Oct 2017
IMAGINE
anu Oct 2017
For all these days
I thought
God has given
Only enough problems

But just now
I found
He has given solution too

Its nothing but
IMAGINATION
I am imagining that everything is solved..
178 · Oct 2019
Will Go !
anu Oct 2019
Whatever happens
Life must go on...
One day or other
Definitely I will go to God
With that Hope
I will go !
Paining
178 · Jun 2018
Y not me ?
anu Jun 2018
I can see a baby with father and mother moving with a smile
Y not me ?

I can see a baby with her ana (brother)who were playing happily
Y not me ?

I can see a baby with her  friend
Who hugs each other
Y not me ?

I can see a girl who is having happy  life who was blessed by Lord
?
Y not me
?
Pray for me
I can see a girl who was dead by accident
Y not me ?
176 · May 2020
What for !
anu May 2020
Just running for peace of mind
Begging for peace of care
Longing for drop of  love
Looking for drop of kind words
Sitting for piece  of peace
Waiting for drop of God's mercy
God.... Don't know what to say...
176 · Mar 2018
): - :(
anu Mar 2018
I don't belongs to anywhere
I don't know what to do find everywhere

Just feel like crying
But I don't want to do it as it is one way of killing

God just begging to give me a peace
If not just take me please
Just tired of everything !!
176 · Nov 2017
Questions for answering !!
anu Nov 2017
Everywhere everybody is facing hard situations but still everybody keeps moving its because they have focus ... No I think it doesn't mean that ?? They don't want to quit and this is fate and we should take and move as much we can ... This is the reality that I found .. If that's the case what's the role of a God ?? In what way His presence is shown ?? Does that can be measured through the way He supports us by giving us a situations or by giving worse situations to make ourselves a strongest ?? ..  If this is the case then what is actually happiness ??? And for whom it is meant for ??
Just feel like sharing whatever I feels..
Dear readers if you could answer feel free !!
175 · Oct 2019
Change pls change me too !
anu Oct 2019
Everything change
Deepest affection will change
Pure bond will change
Innocent love will change
But still something can't change
That is to accept all this change !
Only change that never change  !
anu Jun 2018
Why ??
I am moving and searching
For true love
Care
Affection
Everything ??
Always I am search
Everywhere I am failing
But my heart doesn't feel satisfy
For my extreme love on me
Pls readers if someone could help me here I will be happy !
174 · Nov 2017
Stronger vs Strongest !!
anu Nov 2017
Facing problems
Will make us stronger
But answering problems
Will prove us that we are strongest !!
I have made myself stronger
And not yet strongest !!
173 · Aug 2017
Oath for My next year !
anu Aug 2017
Last year too I thought
I was  born only to die everyday
I stated this
Because I felt this

But this year I hope I have grown better
Its not that everything changed
I think I have changed
According to the situations

Still I hold tears
But with a gentle smile

Yes it shows
I am grown
One year ahead

Hope I will travel
With the same way
By having a gentle smile
And making everyone
To have that smile ever !!
Thank God
I am matured
Hope I will move my next year
With this matured smile
Though nothing changes
As everything hurts
I will !!
Thanks God
Hope u bless me with ur presence ever
Only then I can handle all my situations
Love you Lord !!
172 · Jul 2017
Goodbye !!
anu Jul 2017
Every seconds I am planning
To quit my life

I have not did that
Just because of two souls
But now I hate those two souls

So
I have all those reasons
To implement my plan

But still I wait
As I don't want to hurt those two souls
I hate u Lord
Finally u succeed
Be happy God


Am not aa book of  job !!
S lord am just a normal girl

S I confessed
U be happy God
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