anu: Poems

191 · Sep 2015

anu Sep 2015

Trying Hard And Hard
To Move And Move
Without Hurt, an Heart..

Trying to move on without hurting others(sorry, they are not others but my love)..But hurting..In my view,i don't want to hurt them but they forced me to hurt them..I KNOW WHO AM I AND WHAT I'M..

190 · Aug 2015

Not a poem but a pain..

anu Aug 2015

Not a poem but a pain..

Hate to be in this World
Why She Comes back
Am i cheater
I know myself
Hate everyone
whom i loved
Because though they doesn't recognise my love
How they could devalue it
Hate-loving others
Especially loveling truly
Just want to get out of his world..

Painful words..

190 · Aug 2017

Memorable Memories

anu Aug 2017

Memorable Memories

Had a great time today
After 10th
After reaching the 10th
Year of 10th
Celebrating
The celebration

Had a happiest moments
With my parents
And going to have with frnds too

But still
I know
I longs

For
??

But thank God
For what you have given
I will beg you
Only for one thing
Let everyone smile from their hearts forever !!

186 · Oct 2016

Pain

anu Oct 2016

Pain

Doesn't know
why this morning comes
Because I couldn't sleep and cry
Which would at least console my wounds and pain
Just I am feed up
Nothing is there
To take me up again
Even God left me
Thanks for everything

I couldn't even write sry for myself

186 · Aug 2017

Nears Tears !!

anu Aug 2017

Nears Tears !!

Nothing changes
Everything forces me to longs
But still I will have my hopes

My heart longs
Cries
And
Tries

185 · Sep 2017

Hate and hurt (:----:)

anu Sep 2017

Hate and hurt (:----:)

Today my day was awesome
But couldn't enjoy it fully
Just because I am getting hurt
Just now .Feeling very bad
Not that I couldn't face
But why should I face such hard situations
Then let me ...

Sorry for posting

185 · Jul 2017

Experience !!

anu Jul 2017

Experience !!

A word that describes my life
APPA

I told many times that I had nothing
And I don't want anything
The fact I doesn't know
That God gave me everything

Yesterday this exact time
I met with an accident
I thought I am OK
But my apa ran
And he was not OK for 2 hrs
And my mom too
Thats love

And that's everything
Thank God

Every good souls gave caring words
Felt happy
Doesn't know am right or wrong

I saw my friend
She is near by me
And I felt as if I was in the heaven

Thank God
Not for giving
But for showing me
That I am not bad
As I have these many good souls

184 · Apr 2017

Request from God !!

anu Apr 2017

Request from God !!

I am having a heavy heart
God, will you never show me happiness
Its alright I could accept the reality
But will never seen what's hearted happiness
Please I beg you
Don't show me
Who are happy
Because I feel jealous
Which I should not do
I am longing
But is it jealous ??
Please I beg you
How worse the situations may be
I will trust you ever
And I will call only u ever

Pls strengthen me, My Lord !!

184 · Nov 2019

Will it happen !

anu Nov 2019

Will it happen !

Will this change one day?

Or

That one day will that change !

183 · Nov 2017

_-------_

anu Nov 2017

_-------_

I am at the edge of pains
No one could hurt me
More than this
Writing with floded tears
But with the dead heart
I am surviving today
I will not make it tomorrow

183 · Sep 2017

??

anu Sep 2017

??

Missing everything
Makes my life and
Me, a very strong one

!!

183 · May 2017

Living

anu May 2017

Living

Paining
Hate crying
Just want moving

Irritated

183 · Oct 2020

Confession to Lord !

anu Oct 2020

Confession to Lord !

Confession
"Problem is with me "

Confession
"Done Sin - Loved too much"

Hear My Confession Lord !
Not for forgiveness
But for Punishment...

Take me from this hell and have me with you !

183 · Aug 2015

Be what you are..

anu Aug 2015

Be what you are..

I just want be what i'm
Doesn't want the world to change what am being

Depressed..

182 · May 2017

Hypothetical question !!

anu May 2017

Hypothetical question !!

Only fate determines everyone's life
But who determines this fate ??

Is it God ??
If so
On what basis
How and
Why
??

182 · Oct 2017

A thought !!

anu Oct 2017

A thought !!

A thought
I wouldn't have been
Suffered this much

If I weren't
A girl !!

But I don't want to be a boy ever !!

181 · Sep 2017

Mad !!

anu Sep 2017

Mad !!

God
Ya u have succeeded
I am lost everything
Be happy god
You can say
I will give you
What you deserve
I know I am nothing
Even to receive
What I want
Then how can I get
What I deserve
Yes it's your way of marketing
Humans hearts
But I am poor fellow
As you went to
Rich and knowledgeable fellows
And now I am mad too
So you please take some good place to go
Ya I am dead too
Be happy God
See you have so many to bless
Console
Hear
Cheer up
Who am I
Just an orphan
A ******
Who torches everyone in the name of affection
Who thrown by everybody
But with a note that still they care
Happy to become a mad
I won't
Because I am .....
Successfully u could **** my inner poet too
Thank God

Mad writing by a mad

180 · Sep 2016

Dying With Living

anu Sep 2016

Dying With Living

Just can't describe
How I feel this pain

God,Let me go through it

Feel like dying

180 · Feb 2018

For Lord !!

anu Feb 2018

For Lord !!

The greatest pain in the world
The pain which we can't take away from the one who become was our happy world

So I must have a word
With God
To make Him nod
For all the request of his ward

Ya its paining .. God please !! Hope u will nod ...

179 · Mar 2018

Positive scrible !!

anu Mar 2018

Positive scrible !!

When someone throws you
In dustbin
Just tell that how worth you
Are to adore you in your own within

If your absence
Doesn't disturbs someone
Just make your presence
that someone is nonsense
To know your greatness
Which is known by someotherone

Let me move on
As I had hands
Which can hold
Me as I am
! ! !

My first pour out in positive way
I am strong
I can
A stone can bare
Thanks to two souls
Who really can bare
For what I am !!
Thanks Samiyanadha and Soundu !!

179 · Jul 2018

Love for my sweet kani ma !

anu Jul 2018

Love for my sweet kani ma !

Kani ma
A beautiful soul u r ma

Be u
World will come to u

Keep rocking
With ahead of walking

Will miss ur care
But expressing it is not fair

Changes keep changing
So accept the happening

The love u have earned will keep on living !

This is for my very good frnd Kani !
God be with her ever !

178 · Dec 2019

.....

anu Dec 2019

.....

Am in extremes
Nothing could give me peace
Please i beg you
Lord !

....

177 · Jun 2018

Y not me ?

anu Jun 2018

Y not me ?

I can see a baby with father and mother moving with a smile
Y not me ?

I can see a baby with her ana (brother)who were playing happily
Y not me ?

I can see a baby with her friend
Who hugs each other
Y not me ?

I can see a girl who is having happy life who was blessed by Lord
?
Y not me
?

Pray for me
I can see a girl who was dead by accident
Y not me ?

177 · Jan 2018

Let me die !!

anu Jan 2018

Let me die !!

I just wish to die
Because only I know who am I

I want to die
Because i can't even take me as what am I

I should die
Because no one can try to change this I

As usual I hang
Thanks HP u bare me when no one can't !!

177 · Nov 2017

-----

anu Nov 2017

-----

Hate this life for everythings
How cheap creatures humans are
Its because everyone is cheap
And the one who created is more cheaper
I don't want to be harsh this way
But I am forced to this way

Just tired of this life
Please God leave me
I want to die
Though I can't
I will shout like this

Readers sorry for posting this
I am cheapest
So bare me

177 · Feb 2017

Hate :(

anu Feb 2017

Hate :(

I think I am most hated person
By the Lord

I am depressed
I never come out from out this pressurised

I am every
Version of ******
And don't have ego

To go to dear ones
But even my Lord throwed this waste one

Hate myself completely

177 · Oct 2020

LOVE !

anu Oct 2020

LOVE !

Highest form of love
Not ready to do anything
But must be doing everything !

H. O. P. E.

176 · Oct 2017

IMAGINE

anu Oct 2017

IMAGINE

For all these days
I thought
God has given
Only enough problems

But just now
I found
He has given solution too

Its nothing but
IMAGINATION

I am imagining that everything is solved..

176 · Nov 2017

A pour out !!

anu Nov 2017

A pour out !!

Never known that someone will hurt me this much
Whomever I likes can't understand me
I am not selfish
But just possessive
Unknown can't be known it seems
On the whole
A boy is a boy
And that gender is a gender

Me hate the other gender

176 · Aug 2017

( o _ o )

anu Aug 2017

( o _ o )

Nothing could describe my feeling now

Just I want to tell this

MISS U BRO

@ jobira Bro
Knows well something may be there for your silence
But sry
Missing you Bro !!

175 · Jun 2017

Hate hate !!!

anu Jun 2017

Hate hate !!!

One word that could describe me better
A clear mad

******
Hate everything

174 · Sep 2020

பாலாமஹா

anu Sep 2020

பாலாமஹா

நண்பர்களாய் கை கொத்து
காதலர்களாய் கை சேர்த்து
தம்பதியராய் சிறகு எடுத்து
இன்று பெற்ரோராய் வானில் பறக்கும்
என் ஜோடி புறாக்களுக்கு
இனிய முதல் திருமண நாள் வாழ்த்துக்கள்
5.09.2020

என்றும் அன்புடன் நான் !

173 · May 2018

( * • * )

anu May 2018

( * • * )

All my dreams
Broken down into pieces

Nothing to worry
Because I have my Bro to tkcr of me in my every worry

I have to smile
And I want to move for a mile

I know it will take time
Until I don't want mind to rhyme

For Self !

172 · Oct 2019

Will Go !

anu Oct 2019

Will Go !

Whatever happens
Life must go on...
One day or other
Definitely I will go to God
With that Hope
I will go !

Paining

172 · Jun 2018

Who is cheapest !

anu Jun 2018

Who is cheapest !

Sometimes people are very cheap
Cheaper than slippers
Even slippers are not cheap
As they are true to their owners

Those creatuees will earn
If they not
God will earn my curse
Who still made me to think of those creatures !

Hate everybit of my life
I just want to die.

Will try !!

172 · Nov 2017

A hope for a hope !

anu Nov 2017

A hope for a hope !

I have smiled from my heart today
Its because I heard
What I want to hear
Though this wouldn't be a permenant day
But a gave me a hope
To pray for that day

After a long gap I am feeling better.. Thank God !!

171 · Nov 2018

Thats life !

anu Nov 2018

Thats life !

What is life ?
When two hearts meets
4 eyes shares
2 hands longs
And moves
As lives .....
Thats life !

Longs and lives.....

171 · Nov 2017

Stronger vs Strongest !!

anu Nov 2017

Stronger vs Strongest !!

Facing problems
Will make us stronger
But answering problems
Will prove us that we are strongest !!

I have made myself stronger
And not yet strongest !!

170 · Apr 2020

He !

anu Apr 2020

He !

Who is He ?
He is my brother
But He cares me like father
He is my friend
But He cares me in every end
He is my mother
But He cares me more than a mother
And
He is my human God
And Always I want to be his ward !

This is for my anaaa......

170 · Oct 2019

Change pls change me too !

anu Oct 2019

Change pls change me too !

Everything change
Deepest affection will change
Pure bond will change
Innocent love will change
But still something can't change
That is to accept all this change !

Only change that never change !

170 · Aug 2017

Oath for My next year !

anu Aug 2017

Oath for My next year !

Last year too I thought
I was born only to die everyday
I stated this
Because I felt this

But this year I hope I have grown better
Its not that everything changed
I think I have changed
According to the situations

Still I hold tears
But with a gentle smile

Yes it shows
I am grown
One year ahead

Hope I will travel
With the same way
By having a gentle smile
And making everyone
To have that smile ever !!

Thank God
I am matured
Hope I will move my next year
With this matured smile
Though nothing changes
As everything hurts
I will !!
Thanks God
Hope u bless me with ur presence ever
Only then I can handle all my situations
Love you Lord !!

170 · Jun 2018

If u r ready to help , read this !

anu Jun 2018

If u r ready to help , read this !

Why ??
I am moving and searching
For true love
Care
Affection
Everything ??
Always I am search
Everywhere I am failing
But my heart doesn't feel satisfy
For my extreme love on me

Pls readers if someone could help me here I will be happy !

169 · Jul 2017

Goodbye !!

anu Jul 2017

Goodbye !!

Every seconds I am planning
To quit my life

I have not did that
Just because of two souls
But now I hate those two souls

So
I have all those reasons
To implement my plan

But still I wait
As I don't want to hurt those two souls

I hate u Lord
Finally u succeed
Be happy God

Am not aa book of job !!
S lord am just a normal girl

S I confessed
U be happy God

168 · Sep 2017

(o___o)

anu Sep 2017

(o___o)

For everything there is a limit
If everything crosses from its limit
I will cross from my being patience limit
And I don't want to emit
Any light
To have life night
I might
Sleep for ever at all night
As i have my right
To **** myself from everyones sight

Yes I think I am coming to last stage of my life
Its alright If everyone leaves me at the same time
But God u shouldn't
Because it is you who have created me this way

168 · Aug 2017

Interpret And Answer ?

anu Aug 2017

Interpret And Answer ?

What is life ?

A _ that doesn't have life
is called life.

Yes !! I found this real definition of life

168 · Nov 2017

Questions for answering !!

anu Nov 2017

Questions for answering !!

Everywhere everybody is facing hard situations but still everybody keeps moving its because they have focus ... No I think it doesn't mean that ?? They don't want to quit and this is fate and we should take and move as much we can ... This is the reality that I found .. If that's the case what's the role of a God ?? In what way His presence is shown ?? Does that can be measured through the way He supports us by giving us a situations or by giving worse situations to make ourselves a strongest ?? .. If this is the case then what is actually happiness ??? And for whom it is meant for ??

Just feel like sharing whatever I feels..
Dear readers if you could answer feel free !!

167 · Jun 2016

Me and u!!!

anu Jun 2016

Me and u!!!

I am feeling being
Only when I am longing

Wrote earlier.. But feel like sharing..

166 · Oct 2020

ENGAGED !

anu Oct 2020

ENGAGED !

On this special day, I would like to give u a promise...

As a seed, with full of hope stepping into the second phase of life...

Hope... If the seed is watered with love, it would make a lovely paradise ever....🤝

29/10/2020
Thursday...

166 · Oct 2020

Happy birthday dear Cheta !

anu Oct 2020

Happy birthday dear Cheta !

A brave soul
Which could see everything in whole

A true unique heart
Which give concern for every good heart

An awesome brother
Who I wish to have happiness ever and ever !

HAPPY BDAY CHETA !

Prayers for your happy life.......

166 · Oct 2017

You !!

anu Oct 2017

You !!

When I saw you talking to someone
Why should I get hurt ??
When you comment someone
Why should I feel that you don't even seen my scribblings ??
When I am here
Why I should check
Whether are you here ??
Though its not love
Its because of care
That you have given me
And I think that now it was taken from me

I have written this for ....
Let me wait !!