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173 · Aug 2017
Oath for My next year !
anu Aug 2017
Last year too I thought
I was  born only to die everyday
I stated this
Because I felt this

But this year I hope I have grown better
Its not that everything changed
I think I have changed
According to the situations

Still I hold tears
But with a gentle smile

Yes it shows
I am grown
One year ahead

Hope I will travel
With the same way
By having a gentle smile
And making everyone
To have that smile ever !!
Thank God
I am matured
Hope I will move my next year
With this matured smile
Though nothing changes
As everything hurts
I will !!
Thanks God
Hope u bless me with ur presence ever
Only then I can handle all my situations
Love you Lord !!
173 · May 2020
Be a phoenix !
anu May 2020
Live like a phoenix
Born back from your ashes !
Will born every time to **** out my deadly dead thoughts...
172 · Jun 2016
Me and u!!!
anu Jun 2016
I am feeling being
Only when I am longing
Wrote earlier.. But feel like sharing..
172 · Oct 2020
Hope !
anu Oct 2020
Even a dead man could survive with hope !
God pls.......
172 · Nov 2018
Thats life !
anu Nov 2018
What is life ?
When two hearts meets
4 eyes shares
2 hands longs
And moves
As lives .....
Thats life !
Longs and lives.....
172 · Sep 2017
End
anu Sep 2017
End
I hattest hate
End
171 · Aug 2017
Interpret And Answer ?
anu Aug 2017
What is life ?





A _ that doesn't have life
is called life.
Yes !! I found this real definition of life
171 · Aug 2017
:( :(
anu Aug 2017
I will not cry
Just because I am week

I will not stop believing
Just because everything hurts

I will not die
Just because I can't accept living
Nothing could change me and my fate !!
171 · Oct 2019
Alove !
anu Oct 2019
When I thought
It was dead
But a tear proved that
It was eternal

Yes
Never eyes met
Hands holded tight
Lips blabbered not
Still
It lives
As pure as it

Because still
I am alive
And it will
Alove

In thoughts
Nothing i wants
Newly i like to coin alove - a love live after its death........
170 · Mar 2018
Haaaaa haaaaa !!
anu Mar 2018
How many times will I die ??
Ay God
Go for someone else
I am just a dead one !
See successfully I am gone mad !!
169 · Oct 2017
You !!
anu Oct 2017
When I saw you talking to someone
Why should I get hurt ??
When you comment someone
Why should I feel that you don't even seen my scribblings ??
When I am here
Why I should check
Whether are you here ??
Though its not love
Its because of care
That you have given me
And I think that now it was taken from me
I have written this for ....
Let me wait !!
168 · Oct 2017
Life Experience !!
anu Oct 2017
Sometimes how hard we try
We couldn't describe

How we feel
And wanted to be heal

Oceanic tears pushes hard inside
But a little smile could stop it from outside

Let me walk
With without any hands
But not without any wounds
A thought !!
167 · Dec 2017
I will die
anu Dec 2017
I am feeling cheap about living
Yes I am cheap
As I can't die
As my wish
Sure I will die one day
164 · Mar 2019
Happppyyyy !!
anu Mar 2019
Happy poem
Which tells me Who I am

I am a good *****
Who will be very happy when his ana call her in his busy

I am preethu
Who always adore her positive enthu

I am his good thagachi
Who always wants her ana to be  in her katichi

I am his chamathu Kuty sometimes
Who prays for her ana to be very happy everytimes

I am always happiessss
Just because I am always with my Samiyanadha's smileeesss
Thank God .. I am writing very happy poem .. Its because u blessed me with what I deserve .. I realised ..
Ana - my brother
Thagachi - me ( preethu )
Dedicated to my ana who is more than my friend !!
anu Aug 2017
God, Loosing one self
Is such a hard task
Its alright I am okay
Just getting use to it
Will make me strong
I know all will leave me
Inspite of that why I am
This way .
Please do something
And take my life
I am asking you this
From so long ago
But knows well
U too hate me
Its alright
I will live this hell
Sorry for posting
163 · Jun 2018
Tried but not yet dried !
anu Jun 2018
The world of mine
Is so plain
Me And my love for appa ama and my ana
And I wanna
To be with them forever
And will live only for them ever

Anaaa ....
this word becomes my life
Who could bare me in all his strife
Hope can walk with a thought that I have some reason to live .. I lv them truly.. Ana ... Appa... Ama... My absence may hurt only this three.. May be ..my Sudar will miss me but not my soundu ..
161 · Apr 2017
Why don't you ??
anu Apr 2017
Everything is changing in life
But why don't you ?
Everyone is leaving and going in life
But why don't you ?

I don't want things to be changed
But they change
I don't want them to left me all alone
But they leave

But I forced a lot
To throw you out

Still you are with me
My PAIN

I LOVE YOU
PAIN
Never expected that life has to many turns like this !!
161 · Sep 2019
Where??
anu Sep 2019
Wish to midst in the air
As who breath longs as an air
Never known when will i get into air
To known atleast do i fix there
Enough getting tired
161 · Jun 2018
Can u change, Mr. CHANGE !
anu Jun 2018
Change
What a word is this !
Will it change
That whatever happens in this !
Will it can change

Know well nothing will change
And known this
That I  too want to change
To face this
A pic temt me to write this ..
One who told me that who can't change at all is changed
But one who wants to change can't change !
Ha ha always bounded with irony of life !
161 · Jun 2018
How long ??
anu Jun 2018
Am I born in this world
To long ?
'Yes' I said a word
But how long ?

When having a heavy headache
A heart longs
Will there be a word ?
' R u k ? '

Immediately reality slaps
With a word
' No one .. Move away .. Don't hurt anyone '
No words....
160 · Feb 2018
Listen My Heart !!
anu Feb 2018
Though your fate is crucial
Don't let your fate
To make you crucial

You know well nothing changes
Then why don't you have changes ?
This is for me !!
160 · Aug 2018
Paining !
anu Aug 2018
The biggest pain in the world
The pain that u can't get from ur beloved hearts !
Feeling very bad
I can't even be there to how he was !
But I believe nothing will go wrong !
159 · Feb 2018
Its for you Lord !!
anu Feb 2018
God please I don't deserve living
Please beg you
Take me
I don't want anyone
And I don't have anyone too
Please take me
My Lord
At least if you really love me
Take me
I am ready to beg on your legs
I am scared on living
Just let me come to u
Please Jesus
At least do you think that I am true to u
Kindly take me

More than everything
When you know
That u don't even have one heat to think about u
Then it's really
Serious
159 · Nov 2019
Want this !
anu Nov 2019
When will be the last day
When will be the last seconds
When will be the last moments

Will it be atleast mine
Will it be atleast mine !
Just tired extremely....
159 · Jun 2019
A Magical World !
anu Jun 2019
Me stood on the seashore

A wave of memories
Merged me in the sea of magic happiness

A baby pepble
Hugs me with its innocent voice
' Ma '

A grown rock
Dashes me with its innocent noise
' priya '

A sudden storm
Caught me in net of reality

Me came out with an oceanic droplets
Just try over.....
Sum up of what my mind does....

04/06/2019
159 · Sep 2017
For me !! I am there
anu Sep 2017
In some situations we have to be very strong
But only in that situation
We will have no one
So we have to be
Strong
By our motivation
Self motivation
Even my closest friend couldn't understand me now that hurts me most .. She can't even bare that I am crying but I won't tell her now that I am dying .. Miss her .. Love you Soundu ( soundarya )
159 · Sep 2017
Deadly living !!
anu Sep 2017
I am broken completely
Not even the pieces could make me what I am
Because I am a living dead soul
Thank God
159 · May 2017
Why !!
anu May 2017
Why
All these things happen
Why
I understand everything that happen
Around me
Why
Am being so lovable to all
Why
I don't have two faces like others
Why
I can't find answers for all these
Whys
??
158 · Jun 2020
Last lines !
anu Jun 2020
Unwanted  and Uncared
Is highest poverty in the world

Yes
very soon
I will die out of this poverty

Hope so !
Hope this must be my last poem.
158 · Aug 2015
YOU LEFT ME AGAIN
anu Aug 2015
You said,you came here to reach me
But now u gone IS IT  TO TELL
THAT YOU DON'T WANT ME??

This is your most harsh behaviour
WHY I'M CRYING
I GONE TO HER
AND NOW SHE GONE

God please hereafter
I should not love anybody
in this world especially in terms of friends

I Controlled all my feelings
But this things things
Forced me to pour it all out

She says" Im leaeaving.
If i stay here, or If I respond to your words,
i would end up in hurting you.
I dont want that to happen.
so its better to leave before its getting on my nerves, and before its getting more worse.
moreover i have no energy to fight or argue."

But hurted i like anything
God,She willn't be well in my absence
Give all the things that will help her to be happy..
YOU LEFT ME AGAIN
PAIN..Just can't control..(sorry for posting this)
158 · Oct 2017
Just tired of everything !!
anu Oct 2017
Every bit of seconds
I am dying

But one thing is sure
I will live

And I will live
Really its horrible !!
158 · Feb 2018
My last prayer !
anu Feb 2018
God ... My last prayer
Make me deaf and dumb
I will not cry .. I will not pour out ..only then I can become mad .. Ya one day I will become mad sure..

A dead girl
Who is living
For the life of parents
Who lived already
And who is living for them !

A dead girl ..
Will die one day
157 · Apr 2017
Panic !!
anu Apr 2017
The word that I shouldn't hear
I am heared

The life that I shouldn't live
I lived
Will live with this pain
And I could take any pain
156 · Sep 2015
Being with Myself
anu Sep 2015
Never loved loneliness in my life
But today I loved my loneliness
Wished to have this forever

I cared myself
I comforted myself
I loved myself
I wished to be like myself

Is it that NOTHINGNESS made me to feel this way?
Or my love towards my parents made me to feel this way?

Being all alone
Comforts me

Felt Never want
Anybody or anything

I love talking and chatting
But today MY Silence
Comforted me like anything

Sometimes than Humans
Songs, Films AND Books
Have the Greatest Human tendencies.
Happy(not exactly) with being myself...
156 · Oct 2017
Dot ...
anu Oct 2017
Just to pour out I decided to write
But tears forces words gets blocked

But one thing is sure
In any world only you will be there for you

No relationships is true..
Parents friends brother sisters lover husband children etc

Even God is Fake
Sorry to tell this
Sorry God
I shouldn't tell you fake
But I should say that
'You think that we are fake to u'

May be u r to testing me
But I am not book of job
And I am not a real true follower too
Dot .…...
156 · Sep 2017
Sleep !!
anu Sep 2017
Just decided to take tablets
To sleep
Only to sleep

Because I don't want to disturb anyone's sleep !!
156 · Jul 2018
My wish !
anu Jul 2018
Preethu....
Ana ....thank God
U Came back
I just want to tell two words na
THANK GOD
Once In life  u made me feel complete
Ana ..... Even after my absence
Please don't cry
Because I will come back as ur sister or daughter or as ur karupa ( my ana's bike )  

I can't be without ur affection
I wish to sit next to u and talk and before leaving u I should die with a smile

Yes I am mad
But I am blessed to be ur thangachi
God really I don't want anything
I wish to c his happiness
If  my presence makes him happy
Let me be there
If not take me away from him
Because I know he is like u
My LIVING GOD
Who made me to think to live for his brotherly affection
156 · Apr 2020
Lovely deadly CORONA !
anu Apr 2020
I Love Corona
Just because It made even the unheard heard
(Peace of nature)
I Love Corona
Just because It made even the blind to see
(Beautyof birds )
I Love Corona
Just because It made even the handicap to walk
(Forest Animals found its way to walk)
I Love Corona
Just because It proves even the power of  God
(Humans started their amnesty)
I Love this
Just because It is the high time for us to think
156 · Nov 2017
What's life ??
anu Nov 2017
What is life ?
Its nothing but a empty dream

Shakespeare is right
But I want to wait

To ask him that how can be a bright
To put it straight
Life is empty
Just I could feel that emptiness

Once I read Shakespeare's lines
But now expresaing those lines
156 · Jul 2018
Long ! For how long !
anu Jul 2018
Loneliness

It was made for me
And I was made for it

Only it wants me ever
And I am here for that only

We long
Not to long  as we become we

Long & Life has 4 letters
But I gave my life to this 4 letter long

Long ! Long ! Long !
I am in this for so long !
Tried sth like Anaphora ....
Tried some new way of expressing ..
155 · Apr 2019
Personal feelings
anu Apr 2019
Anaaaa
Feel like as if I was in a fire
I long  for u
Am I not sister na ?
Soon wish to get better days
Only I decided
Not to hurt you
I know
My anaaaaa
Will come to me
Missing every second
Missing everydrop
God I should be strong
I should be strongest !
anu Oct 2017
"Miles to go before I sleep"
Means a lot to me
It tells that I have to move
As if nothing happens to me
And I have to prove
That I can cross whatever comes to me
Its seems positive
But it is an extreme outcome of negative
154 · Aug 2018
Hate LOVE !
anu Aug 2018
I hate the four letter word
LOVE
I hate that as it kills who is
TRUE
Hurting me to the depth
God please I believe u will help me to hear sth good in the morning .
154 · Sep 2017
Ignore !!
anu Sep 2017
If your closest souls hurts you
Just ignore
To not to hurt your closest souls
But how much I can do it I don't know
154 · Apr 2020
NIAP
anu Apr 2020
I am sacred now
I am hurted now
I am depressed now
!

Want my Bro
Want my Sondu
Want my happiness
!

Disturbed enough
Hurted enough
Cried enough
!

Will move on
Just to go on
Hope will have on
!
Nothing is changing
Couldn't beg to God anymore
........
153 · Aug 2015
For Her??
anu Aug 2015
Can I Forget her???
Can I Hear hear her??
Can I See her??
pain
152 · Sep 2017
Self write 2
anu Sep 2017
My mom is seeing me and crying
I tried my level best
Not to come to this situation
But fate
So please I should be very strong
Be the strongest version of you
Its for me
Only for me
:(
151 · Nov 2017
For myself !!
anu Nov 2017
I am pouring
Just because I got hurt
Ya everytime I got hurt
But I learnt to pour it out
To be cool out
But I cannot be out
Without
Memories
Which makes my worries
I should put my worries down
Self write
150 · Oct 2017
Hurt !!
anu Oct 2017
Never been hurted like this
Feel like going out of this too
For me
My poetry is
Extreme way of expressing my feelings

Its doesn't mean
I am always
Negative

A kind request to everyone
Don't think that negatives
Are waste creatures

U can avoid
But don't hurt
Never expect that I will get a moment like this in HP..
If me and my writings hurts anyone
I am sorry
150 · Aug 2015
What wrong i did??
anu Aug 2015
What wrong i did??
I Should preparee my heart hard again
Why all these things should happen??
Is that My God wants me to see crying??
pain...
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