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239 · Aug 2017
Self !!
anu Aug 2017
Could find one thing clearly
Am not totally wrong

Longing
Hurts
And
Triggers
Me
To
Be
Brutal

But I won't
As I found
This would lead me
To hate myself

Just time will answer
All my questions
For me
239 · Apr 2017
What is life ??
anu Apr 2017
Life is what ????
I think
Life stands for
Life is full of emotional pains !!
Paining !!
238 · Oct 2015
Fate vs Me..
anu Oct 2015
Every thing goes wrong
What to do

I'm just struggling
With my fate

Let me try
Howfar i can !!
Struggling But smiling..
Let me hope for the best..
237 · Nov 2017
Who am i ??
anu Nov 2017
I hate myself
When I couldn't stop
My bulshit emotions
When I couldn't stop
My eager to express feelings
When I couldn't stop
My mind recall all memories
When I couldn't stop
My affection towards loved ones
When I couldn't stop
My living
Yes !! I hate myself every second !!
237 · Sep 2015
Love
anu Sep 2015
I Think,My Love(s) don't deserve and deserved
To talk about true love
Hate loving..But Will love my parents(My heart..)
Others or just...
237 · Mar 2017
Love All My Hates
anu Mar 2017
When anything exceeds its limit
We won't cry or worry
We will feel
What is next

Ha ha
A unique experience
Ha ha !!! ???
237 · May 2017
God
anu May 2017
God
When I saw in TV
I doesn't know the real pain of last days
But when I know that someone is really counting the days
It hurts to the deep
With tears
God
Sometimes your plans
Are hardest !!
236 · Oct 2017
If
anu Oct 2017
If
If I have a magical powers
I will use to **** myself for first
I know how good I am
So I will not be brutal like God
Will sing a lullaby
And will made myself sleep forever
Self consoling is the process of self killing
235 · Oct 2020
Happy birthday dear Cheta !
anu Oct 2020
A brave soul
Which could see everything in whole

A true unique heart
Which give concern for every good heart

An awesome brother
Who I wish to have happiness ever and ever !

HAPPY BDAY CHETA !
Prayers for your happy life.......
234 · Nov 2017
&-------&
anu Nov 2017
God I beg you
I wish to die
I don't want to have the next day dawn
I am crying
And will cry ever...


Sorry for posting !!
234 · Oct 2016
Why ??
anu Oct 2016
Just thousands things reminds me
But why you forget me
God ??
God,let no one have this pain in the world !!
232 · Feb 2018
Hatest hate !!
anu Feb 2018
I hate this moment
I am dead inside

God I never known
You are brutal enough

To hurt the purest innocent hearts
What sin I did ??
How can you hurt me this much ??
232 · Apr 2016
Me And My Hp..
anu Apr 2016
Missed Many things in life
And Missing Many things
But  Missing Hp
Makes Me
To Fell
As Missing
Myself..
Miss Hp A Lot..Especially MY lovable and friendly poets...
231 · Apr 2017
Hate
anu Apr 2017
Every second who dies in the world
Its me

One day I will be mine
I do something
Hate everything
anu Feb 2018
Never thought that
One's words
Could lift my spirit up

But the thought states me that
More than his words
His support lift my wounded hearts up

A great friend
Who is not ready
Wipe tears
Instead who made u
Realize the value of tears to be wiped
Really feeling blessed to have a great friend.. Thanks @ samiyanadha
228 · Jun 2019
Nevermind !
anu Jun 2019
Nevermind !
Who never  mind
What they need to mind !
Irritation  brought  out in a better words....
228 · Aug 2017
Memorable Memories
anu Aug 2017
Had a great time today
After 10th
After reaching the 10th
Year of 10th
Celebrating
The celebration

Had a happiest moments
With my parents
And going to have with frnds too

But still
I know
I longs

For
??

But thank God
For what you have given
I will beg you
Only for one thing
Let everyone smile from their hearts forever !!
228 · Nov 2017
*-----*
anu Nov 2017
I am tried of everything
Start pretending
Keep smiling
And moving
No other go !!
226 · Oct 2017
_-------_
anu Oct 2017
Just every moment I am dying
Ah!!! Just no one should get pain like this
I am ******
Hate every bit of my life
Wish to die every second
But going to hurt myself
Physically
226 · Sep 2015
A Stranger in me!!
anu Sep 2015
I had a stranger in me
Tried a lot to build myself
And trying hard

In spite of this
She gets
What she wants
Through dreams. Not even gave space to think about that.

But a beautiful dream!!
Is it beautiful or pitiful !!
As it is a dream
And it will be only a dream..
225 · Oct 2015
Miss Her
anu Oct 2015
Missed her and missing her
Longing and longing for her

Doesn't know why
But want to cry
Missing her..
225 · Sep 2017
A Challenging Life !!
anu Sep 2017
Facing  challenges
Will make a life

But  facing challenges
For having a life
Is itself  a challenging life !!
Prayers 1
224 · Apr 2019
I Wish !
anu Apr 2019
Wish
Better to be cloud
Than to be a beautiful rainbow !

Wish
Better to be a scribble
Than to be a beautiful paint !

Wish
Better to be a human
Than to be a beautiful girl !
Wish
Better to live with smile
Than to live with happiness !
222 · Jun 2017
My Greatness !!
anu Jun 2017
Talked to my father today
Felt like I was born again

He is a great medicine
Who helps me to get out of depression

God, Love him
And bless him ever !!
Love you dad
anu May 2018
I am dead in everything
When I found I am nothing
I thought my presence  is made for something
But the fact is God tells me that ur cursed to get pain out of everything  !!
Paining to much !
anu Oct 2016
Just everyday becoming worst
And worst
I think I am not best
To handle this Past
And I want this to be the last
Day in my life
Knows well I want to live this hell life !!
221 · Sep 2017
Self write 2
anu Sep 2017
Finally I am succeed
Am out of worries & depressions
Is it got whatever I want
No nothing changes
Except me
I made myself very busy
Ya  its paining pyshically
But not as brutally
I am going to my God

Sry God my intension is not to hurt you but make you understand my condition
221 · Nov 2017
I am psycho !!
anu Nov 2017
I hate me to the extent
I am a coward
Who couldn't **** herself
I am ******
Who couldn't smile even for half an hour
Yes I am an idiot
Who hate everyone in the world
Yes I don't want any idiots
In this fake world
Yes I am an sadist
Who wish to every bit of me
Just everyone in the world
I am coward
Who is not even ready to **** my own self
anu Mar 2019
A man who becomes my mother
Love and Care was his place of wisdom
He was none other than my brother who will be with me ever.

He presented me a beautiful flower
She blooms the happiness of my brother's kingdom
A man who becomes my mother

Was her power
Who took her to paradise with his presence of welcome
He was none other than my brother who will be with me ever .

An eminent founder
Who founds my hidden optimist and sounds it with a feel of awesome
A man who becomes my mother

Was my living saviour
Who views me through prism
He was none other than my brother who will be with me ever.

He is my mighty creator
Who could reedem me from dead lonesome
A man who becomes my mother
He was none other than my brother who will be with me ever .
A new type of poetry ' VILLANELLE ' learned today ...
Form - 19 lines .
   Repeat 1 st line in 6 , 12 , 18  and 3 rd line in 9 , 15 , 18 .
Rhyme Scheme : ABA ABA ABA ABA ABAA

Important note : My first try - A blend of three heart ... Me my anaaaaa and annnniiii ... ( A wish , picture of best days of our future days )
220 · Aug 2017
Nears Tears !!
anu Aug 2017
Nothing changes
Everything forces me to longs
But still I will have my hopes
My heart longs
Cries
And
Tries
219 · Feb 2019
Had enough !
anu Feb 2019
Loosing my mind .......

I am blind.....

I am not kind........

Drained......
Still alive....
218 · Dec 2016
TO THE GREAT SOULS
anu Dec 2016
Thank you
To all who really supported me
My Hp Family Members
218 · Nov 2017
Cool !!
anu Nov 2017
I am thinking
Whether love & affection
Can be fake for 25 years

If its not fake
How one hate
Or avoid
A girl
Whom you love
Or care
For more than 25 years


It hurts

No words to describe my pain


But let it be
Its for me
218 · Aug 2017
How me and my this day !!
anu Aug 2017
Just I am dried
And drained

Feeling very tired
Not only physically
But mentally too

Just going to lie down
By clearly knowing that I couldn't sleep at all
Same feeling like pouring !!
218 · Feb 2017
Things Surrounds Me !
anu Feb 2017
I don't have anything
To react for everything
That happens around me

And I think I am nothing
To all possible thing
God,will trust you ever !!
216 · Nov 2017
_-------_
anu Nov 2017
I am at the edge of pains
No one could hurt me
More than this
Writing with floded tears
But with the dead heart
I am surviving today
I will not make it tomorrow
216 · Apr 2018
Just ignore this !!
anu Apr 2018
Wish to die
Doesnt know what to do
how to move
how long should I move
why should I move
what's the way to move
if you don't want to move

how should I  leave
If I leave will it hurt someone
If not will it hurt everyone

Need to find a way to quit
How to quit
Why not to quit
I should quit
yeah I'll quit
Want to die
S whatever it is I want to die
216 · Jun 2018
How long !!
anu Jun 2018
How much I could survive
Even after I dead

How much I could smile
Even after all my tears dried

How much I can act like living
Even after dying every second
I had enough !
214 · Jan 2017
Who is a real mother ??
anu Jan 2017
Wish to die
In the lap of






Real music
For my unshakable wounds
Music sings lullaby !!
214 · Sep 2020
பாலாமஹா
anu Sep 2020
நண்பர்களாய் கை கொத்து
காதலர்களாய் கை சேர்த்து
தம்பதியராய் சிறகு எடுத்து
இன்று பெற்ரோராய் வானில் பறக்கும்
என் ஜோடி புறாக்களுக்கு
இனிய முதல் திருமண நாள் வாழ்த்துக்கள்
5.09.2020
என்றும் அன்புடன் நான் !
214 · Oct 2016
Please dont read
anu Oct 2016
I just want to run away from this world
why I longs
Do I don't deserve anything
Am I such a worst creature in the world
Working for six day
One day was ment for rest
But am dying on that one day
General studies states that it was my psychological problem
Am I a ******
But longing was there for long time
I running
And running
After my childhood days
I was not OK
GOD y u hate me this much
Tired of everything
Please don't force me to tell that
I hate you
Lord I love you
Though I lost all my hope
No need hear me lord
Just don't add burns to my wounds
Hate myself..sry for posting..
213 · Jan 2018
Bliss 1
anu Jan 2018
Once when I was in silence
And my heart will be in violence

Still now the war doesn't get peace
And I know It won't let me in ease

Just I said myself
" Move ahead "
Though know well that only thyself
Could push me back from ahead
Be positive
213 · Jun 2017
Prayer !!
anu Jun 2017
God
Be kind
Be polite
Please show mercy on everyone
Pls hear my prayers
Or tell me
That u hate me
And stop praying
212 · Sep 2015
Chance of Smiling..
anu Sep 2015
Even I was dying
I can smile
By my buding angel
And by my golden memories..
The Best Memories (when i was with my friends)
212 · Feb 2017
Hate :(
anu Feb 2017
I think I am most hated person
By the Lord

I am depressed
I never come out from out this pressurised

I am every
Version of ******
And don't have ego

To go to dear ones
But even my Lord throwed this waste one
Hate myself completely
211 · Jan 2016
Me and My life..
anu Jan 2016
Life shows its different side
But I want to hide
From all its ride
Am in confused state..
playing hide and seek wit my lfe...
210 · Sep 2017
??
anu Sep 2017
??
Missing everything
Makes  my life and
Me, a very strong one

!!
209 · Sep 2016
Got it !!!???
anu Sep 2016
Just I will get
What I doesn't want

But ever I won't get
What I want

Just I will get
Hurt and hate

But ever I won't get
Love and lovely life
Don't know what wrong I did as ever am tasting tears forever???
209 · Jul 2018
Love for my sweet kani ma !
anu Jul 2018
Kani ma
A beautiful soul u r ma

Be u
World will come to u

Keep rocking
With ahead of walking

Will miss ur care
But expressing it is not fair

Changes keep changing
So accept the happening

The love u have earned will keep on living !
This is for my very good frnd Kani !
God be with her ever !
209 · Aug 2019
For my anaaaa !
anu Aug 2019
Missing u my dear
Am always with u near
Though u r my brother
I miss u like  mother
Yes u r my power
I will live as ur sister ever
If  can't think the other way ever !
Feelings pour out !
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