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218 · Nov 2017
A longing loner !!
anu Nov 2017
Its hurting
And I am crying

I don't know what's this feeling
And Why something is forcing

Just known well that crying
Can change nothing
But still I am longing
And I will be longing !!
Shared how I am feeling now
218 · Oct 2022
LAST LULLABY !
anu Oct 2022
Sleepless sights
Sings
Voiceless voids
Whispers

And
The dead bird dies
With its
Heart beats  !
Am back.....

Died bird born back to HP to sing lullaby for dead heart  !
214 · Oct 2015
Miss Her
anu Oct 2015
Missed her and missing her
Longing and longing for her

Doesn't know why
But want to cry
Missing her..
214 · Feb 2018
Hatest hate !!
anu Feb 2018
I hate this moment
I am dead inside

God I never known
You are brutal enough

To hurt the purest innocent hearts
What sin I did ??
How can you hurt me this much ??
anu Oct 2016
Just everyday becoming worst
And worst
I think I am not best
To handle this Past
And I want this to be the last
Day in my life
Knows well I want to live this hell life !!
213 · Sep 2015
A Stranger in me!!
anu Sep 2015
I had a stranger in me
Tried a lot to build myself
And trying hard

In spite of this
She gets
What she wants
Through dreams. Not even gave space to think about that.

But a beautiful dream!!
Is it beautiful or pitiful !!
As it is a dream
And it will be only a dream..
anu Feb 2018
Never thought that
One's words
Could lift my spirit up

But the thought states me that
More than his words
His support lift my wounded hearts up

A great friend
Who is not ready
Wipe tears
Instead who made u
Realize the value of tears to be wiped
Really feeling blessed to have a great friend.. Thanks @ samiyanadha
210 · Apr 2018
Just ignore this !!
anu Apr 2018
Wish to die
Doesnt know what to do
how to move
how long should I move
why should I move
what's the way to move
if you don't want to move

how should I  leave
If I leave will it hurt someone
If not will it hurt everyone

Need to find a way to quit
How to quit
Why not to quit
I should quit
yeah I'll quit
Want to die
S whatever it is I want to die
210 · Dec 2016
TO THE GREAT SOULS
anu Dec 2016
Thank you
To all who really supported me
My Hp Family Members
210 · Nov 2017
I am psycho !!
anu Nov 2017
I hate me to the extent
I am a coward
Who couldn't **** herself
I am ******
Who couldn't smile even for half an hour
Yes I am an idiot
Who hate everyone in the world
Yes I don't want any idiots
In this fake world
Yes I am an sadist
Who wish to every bit of me
Just everyone in the world
I am coward
Who is not even ready to **** my own self
209 · Apr 2017
Hate
anu Apr 2017
Every second who dies in the world
Its me

One day I will be mine
I do something
Hate everything
209 · Nov 2017
Cool !!
anu Nov 2017
I am thinking
Whether love & affection
Can be fake for 25 years

If its not fake
How one hate
Or avoid
A girl
Whom you love
Or care
For more than 25 years


It hurts

No words to describe my pain


But let it be
Its for me
208 · Oct 2016
Please dont read
anu Oct 2016
I just want to run away from this world
why I longs
Do I don't deserve anything
Am I such a worst creature in the world
Working for six day
One day was ment for rest
But am dying on that one day
General studies states that it was my psychological problem
Am I a ******
But longing was there for long time
I running
And running
After my childhood days
I was not OK
GOD y u hate me this much
Tired of everything
Please don't force me to tell that
I hate you
Lord I love you
Though I lost all my hope
No need hear me lord
Just don't add burns to my wounds
Hate myself..sry for posting..
anu May 2018
I am dead in everything
When I found I am nothing
I thought my presence  is made for something
But the fact is God tells me that ur cursed to get pain out of everything  !!
Paining to much !
208 · Feb 2017
Things Surrounds Me !
anu Feb 2017
I don't have anything
To react for everything
That happens around me

And I think I am nothing
To all possible thing
God,will trust you ever !!
207 · Oct 2017
If
anu Oct 2017
If
If I have a magical powers
I will use to **** myself for first
I know how good I am
So I will not be brutal like God
Will sing a lullaby
And will made myself sleep forever
Self consoling is the process of self killing
207 · Apr 2019
I Wish !
anu Apr 2019
Wish
Better to be cloud
Than to be a beautiful rainbow !

Wish
Better to be a scribble
Than to be a beautiful paint !

Wish
Better to be a human
Than to be a beautiful girl !
Wish
Better to live with smile
Than to live with happiness !
207 · Aug 2017
How me and my this day !!
anu Aug 2017
Just I am dried
And drained

Feeling very tired
Not only physically
But mentally too

Just going to lie down
By clearly knowing that I couldn't sleep at all
Same feeling like pouring !!
207 · Jun 2018
How long !!
anu Jun 2018
How much I could survive
Even after I dead

How much I could smile
Even after all my tears dried

How much I can act like living
Even after dying every second
I had enough !
206 · Nov 2017
*-----*
anu Nov 2017
I am tried of everything
Start pretending
Keep smiling
And moving
No other go !!
206 · Mar 2019
For my anaa....! (Brother)
anu Mar 2019
Don't want to miss u
Promise I will not miss u
Only thing is I can't c u
But even u
Dont know that how much my heart longs to be with u
My anaaaaa !
A Big challenge ... Distance can't do anything with deep love and affection .... U taught me a lesson now its time for me to prove that I have learnt .. Annaaa I will be strongest my annnnaaaaa......
206 · Jun 2017
My Greatness !!
anu Jun 2017
Talked to my father today
Felt like I was born again

He is a great medicine
Who helps me to get out of depression

God, Love him
And bless him ever !!
Love you dad
205 · Feb 2019
Had enough !
anu Feb 2019
Loosing my mind .......

I am blind.....

I am not kind........

Drained......
Still alive....
205 · Jan 2017
Who is a real mother ??
anu Jan 2017
Wish to die
In the lap of






Real music
For my unshakable wounds
Music sings lullaby !!
204 · Oct 2017
_-------_
anu Oct 2017
Just every moment I am dying
Ah!!! Just no one should get pain like this
I am ******
Hate every bit of my life
Wish to die every second
But going to hurt myself
Physically
204 · Jun 2019
Nevermind !
anu Jun 2019
Nevermind !
Who never  mind
What they need to mind !
Irritation  brought  out in a better words....
204 · Jun 2017
Prayer !!
anu Jun 2017
God
Be kind
Be polite
Please show mercy on everyone
Pls hear my prayers
Or tell me
That u hate me
And stop praying
203 · Jan 2016
Me and My life..
anu Jan 2016
Life shows its different side
But I want to hide
From all its ride
Am in confused state..
playing hide and seek wit my lfe...
202 · Sep 2015
Chance of Smiling..
anu Sep 2015
Even I was dying
I can smile
By my buding angel
And by my golden memories..
The Best Memories (when i was with my friends)
201 · Jun 2017
U r my everything , God !!
anu Jun 2017
God
Situations tells me
Nothing going to happen

But I trust you
So I will shout
Until I hears you
Thank God
Love you lord
201 · Sep 2016
Got it !!!???
anu Sep 2016
Just I will get
What I doesn't want

But ever I won't get
What I want

Just I will get
Hurt and hate

But ever I won't get
Love and lovely life
Don't know what wrong I did as ever am tasting tears forever???
200 · Nov 2017
Who am i ??
anu Nov 2017
I hate myself
When I couldn't stop
My bulshit emotions
When I couldn't stop
My eager to express feelings
When I couldn't stop
My mind recall all memories
When I couldn't stop
My affection towards loved ones
When I couldn't stop
My living
Yes !! I hate myself every second !!
200 · Jun 2016
Just shared !!!
anu Jun 2016
Always there is none to hear me
In this world

Hope except lord
But still feels and longs
Feels but smiling...
198 · Sep 2015
Rude hearts that hurts..
anu Sep 2015
Never expected they had such a rude heart
Is it that rude heart that i loved a lot?
Loving and will love..
198 · Aug 2017
(o_~_o)
anu Aug 2017
No one knows how beautiful it is
How true it is
How deserving it is

But the person one who knows it
Doesn't know why He was against it !!
Just pouring my tears into words
198 · Feb 2017
Y
anu Feb 2017
Y
I don't want to die
I won't ever lie
Its paining
Y
Its me
And
This much
??
197 · Sep 2015
I Am ,A Friend of her..
anu Sep 2015
After a long gap
Talked to my friend
As a friend of her

I Use to talk to her
As her friend
But today ,talked
As a friend of her

We made for each other
Sorry she is made for some other
But we meant for each other..
For my friend(soundarya) who loves me always.My possessiveness placed some gap between us ..Inspite of this,we are true friends as she loves me as i'm..
197 · Sep 2015
Happy with Hp
anu Sep 2015
Feeling at the home

Never seen faces
But their Kindness
Is Boundless
Never had a word
With them But their Word
Serves as a food
For my livelyhood..

For all my Hp(family) members who support me a lot..
Thank you all and special thanks to all who supports me recently...
196 · Oct 2020
Oh ! Is that OMG ?
anu Oct 2020
***.....

LETS  KNOW SOMETHING INTERESTING......

https://youtu.be/GNrlIpC09AU
196 · Sep 2017
Self write 2
anu Sep 2017
Finally I am succeed
Am out of worries & depressions
Is it got whatever I want
No nothing changes
Except me
I made myself very busy
Ya  its paining pyshically
But not as brutally
I am going to my God

Sry God my intension is not to hurt you but make you understand my condition
194 · Oct 2015
God,wants to be with u..
anu Oct 2015
God,Let me plead you
And please you

To Bless me
Or to Curse me

Let me get out off this
Or let die in this..
Having a heavy heart..
Let me  come to u as soon as possible..
anu Sep 2015
When I heard her voice
Thousands of things forced me to cry
But I didn’t and I will not
She remains the same
As I said she is awesome always
But I was unfortunate always
I Wished “HAPPY TEACHERS DAY”
She said,” THANK YOU”
But not as she talks to others
She know how I will think and react
And I too know how she will think and react
But the thing is I can’t go near her
If I called her in my number
She mayn’t pick up the call
I called
She doesn’t
Any how I got what I want
Heard Her voice
Wanted and want to cry
But will not
I had time still I die
Wish to talk to you mam..Its killing me..This is just a pure relationship
...Now i'm matured enough to understand what you mean....But one thing is sure your memories can't be erased..
193 · Nov 2017
&-------&
anu Nov 2017
God I beg you
I wish to die
I don't want to have the next day dawn
I am crying
And will cry ever...


Sorry for posting !!
192 · Sep 2017
A Challenging Life !!
anu Sep 2017
Facing  challenges
Will make a life

But  facing challenges
For having a life
Is itself  a challenging life !!
Prayers 1
192 · Nov 2017
I want to die !!
anu Nov 2017
Finally I lost
Everything

I am dead
I lost my character
I want to die
anu Nov 2018
True Friend
Who never show us that this your end

Adorable Teacher
Who shows the extreme patience as a preacher

Sweet Sister
Who loves and cares everyone as a mother

Loyal Lover
Who makes me to feel that still trueness lives ever

Let that trueness lives ever
Happy birthday my dear
Lv u Shymu ma ( Shyamla - my frnd )
anu Sep 2015
Trying Hard And Hard
To Move And Move
Without Hurt, an Heart..
Trying to move on without hurting others(sorry, they are not others but my love)..But hurting..In my view,i don't want to hurt them but they forced me to hurt them..I KNOW WHO AM I AND WHAT I'M..
191 · Feb 2016
Miss
anu Feb 2016
Hp
And My Happy
191 · Sep 2017
Flooded tears !!
anu Sep 2017
Tears
My tears have never been flooded like this

But I will let to overflow this
Or I will loose my life in this flooded feelings

I am crying
And inside I am dying

But I will be living
To make everyone smiling
My second poem with flooded tears !!
Thank God for everything !!
191 · Sep 2015
For My LORD!!!
anu Sep 2015
Trust you My lord..
You Will be always with me
Going to hold my hands
When i'm bleeding in this Unrealistic world
Will i forget you when i was happy
But you will never forget me when i was sad
Does am i not true to you
I think i'm not
I Will trust you and love you always
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