I  am going to die
Though I cant **** myself
I am going to **** everyone
Yes I am become brutal
Yes I am become brutal

After stroms i'm back
Till there are wounds
And sounds
Of pain
But i'm in gain
That My papa came back home after his heavy stain

Thanking all
For your supports
And valuable prayers..

Love is a powerful weapon
Either to give birth
Or to take one's birth..

How she could potrayed me like this
Worst creature in the world
No Even now she is awesome
God  let me die or let me forget everybody

I have no other thoughts
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Come take me ..

Often am crying
But No one knows
Am crying for that too
What creature am I

God, let me know one thing
What mistake I did
Ya I am this way
If you want me to change ??
U could have done this
When you have created me
But this how u made
I will be like this only
Why I can't be all alone
In this world
Please stop everything

Does Intuition has power
If it has
It shouldn't work !!

Silence between disturbs me a lot once
But I fails
To know that our talks twice
When it so happy
And when it is doesn’t what’s happy

God, why
I could ask you
Is it that u too so partial
That only few should live their life

What wrong we did ??
Is it that Satan is giving this
As he has given Job

Or do I don't deserve anything in life
Do you think am I selfish Lord
See I have been trusting you
From my matured days
Even from my unmatured days
Could you point me that by telling
'You have asked me for this on this day for you '
But why ??
My lord !!

I have seen people who are suffering is always why
How long
As we were dying each seconds
Why the hell we should have this life my lord

Though am suffering
Could you found me changing in trust with you
I won't
Because that's the way of showing my love to you my Lord
I will trust you ever

As you know
am living to see smiles
On my lovable souls
My parents
Let them live happily for ever

You have blessed me
With wonderful souls
Like my parents
Friends
Well wishers
Students
Hp poet friends
Everyone were very good around me

Then why I couldn't find peace with me
Is it that am I a ******
Or sadist

No its just that am loving all too much
Who will not reciprocate
Or could sustain with me

U r giving
And u r taking
But am dying

Still I trust you
And I will trust you

Sorry for everything Lord
Just I thought
And I talked

Really sorry if anything hurts you my Lord
Bare me or take me my Lord

I will ask everything in the name of Jesus Christ
AMEN !!

Life constantly teaches onething
Nothig is stable
And I'm not able
To take everything..

Missing someone is not  at all gives  hurt
But missing someone without knowing the fact
Is something  like killing oneself with that hurt..

Hate this life
Nothing will make me
And help me to know
What happiness means

Just I can't even die
But I died inwardly
I love my parents and friends
They should not die
Because of me
So I won't die
I will die through living

Thousands of words
Are not enough
To describe
That

Howmuch
I love
That
Flim

A liitle thing can ruin one's life
A little ant can ruin elephants' life

A little sight can cause
In me,A Pause
Being possessive is curse
And I'm in a loss..

I am very very proud
     To  say
That I too had a friend.
                                      
                  ­          She spares me Even when i shouted at her
                           Owns me  Even when i wounded her
                           Understands me Even when i failed to understands her
                           Never leaves me Even wen i neglected her
                           Deeply loves me Even when i degraded her

 I am very very glad
       To say
That she is my true friend.

Again I'm missing u
Unknowingly the gap comes back

Doesn't Know the reason
Knows well that i have certain reason
And u too have a certain reason

And  I Knows u r 1 among the 7 who r close to my heart
Ever u will be close
And this is just to share how i feel..