Feeling worst
I Want rest

Tired of feeling bad
I’m glad
That yet I haven’t become mad
With all these sad

He
Smashes your past and present
Longs to get back to your past
Affects your routine
Manages to retain in  present
        Who is He?

How beautiful she is
Ohhhhhh Goddddd
Today She should be the most
Happiest person inthe world
But I did a foolish thing
Let her enjoy her day pls
And let me live my own life pls
She is AWESOME
She is ADORABLE
She is EVERYTHING
No Words
And Only Wishes
God,Pls Be with her always..

Music
Tunes me
To be
Muscial
In life..

Once tried many times
To commit suicide

But left that idea
When i know that
I had my friend
Who cried for me

But now i thought
Why shouldn't i
Try again

Once i went to doors
Of  death But there
I thought i got
A purpose of God
But now I got a doubt
Is there any Purpose??

Let me try
What i can??
Whether to live?
Or.....?

Doesn't know the reason
But want the reason


Nothing is quite serious
But  feeling serious

Just longing
And warning

Is it out of intution
Or perlocution

I can't  be away from you
But I Stood for past weeks or months

Now I Struggled
Because at the time I thought
My presence may disturb her

But I Know that she too loves me..
Stands as if in a fire
Heart forces my leg to move
But the same heart reminds her words

One thing is sure
That I loves her a lot..
But my Bad luck
Makes her eyes to wet
I thought of admiring her joyful eyes
But it was wet and red
To see this(me) unlucky girl..

Hate my fate

From her harsh words
I can see how much she loves me

But today,as she got her company
I becomes a love sick puppy..

Just hate
Loving Her..

Though there is a true love between two
Then What makes the difference
Is it destiny or ??????

Am i mad?
what is torturching me?
And i'm torturching others?

Really no other creature
should be like me
Killing itself and others

And killing poetry too

Can't calm myself?
Hate myself
Having works
But willn't do

Again and Again
Am proving myself
That i'm not ok
Pshyo.....

I tried and tried to forget
Finally  i forget
That i should  forget...

Yesterday you scolded me like anything
But now what your doing??
Is it you have planned everything??
Never Excepted
Even in your last message i felt your are leave
only at this time
But you have gone totaly

How much I am ignorant


For all these years


Even more than twenty years


I am unawared


That am bad


And even useless!!!

There is a sayings,
"stop working and start collecting memories"
                              
BUT
My feelings forces me to say,
"start working and stop enjoying memories"

BECAUSE
Memories are sweeter
But for me it is bitter
As it made me a longer.

After stroms i'm back
Till there are wounds
And sounds
Of pain
But i'm in gain
That My papa came back home after his heavy stain

Thanking all
For your supports
And valuable prayers..

How hard to smilie
For a while
when you are in frail..

Feeling  very weak..

Let me tell ,
Move on
Move on...

Feeling very bad
I’m longing for her
Her “Good Bye” disturbs me a lot

Once I decided the same
For my friend
Whom I loved a lot
But there too I decided it
Out my possessiveness

But here my friend decided it
Out of my irritating possessive

Yesterday I enjoyed her smile
By being at her side
And today I’m at her opposite side
I struggled to hide my tears in smile

My heart wants me
To see her eyes
But I forced hard to close my eyes
I think it is not wise
To look at the eyes
Which would drag me
And instates my cries

I think, God punishes me
For what I did
For my friend

And my friend doing this out her love
I Know as I did it for the same

But now I’m feeling the pain
On how it would pain
On hearing “Good byes”

Let me have this pain
As pain is in my vein.

Missing her

She gone

And I'm torn

Never cares for me

And It seems she don't miss me

Angry

But I'm  not ready to be free

By her eyes

And her love