Music
Tunes me
To be
Muscial
In life..

From her harsh words
I can see how much she loves me

But today,as she got her company
I becomes a love sick puppy..

Just hate
Loving Her..

I tried and tried to forget
Finally  i forget
That i should  forget...

I can't  be away from you
But I Stood for past weeks or months

Now I Struggled
Because at the time I thought
My presence may disturb her

But I Know that she too loves me..
Stands as if in a fire
Heart forces my leg to move
But the same heart reminds her words

One thing is sure
That I loves her a lot..
But my Bad luck
Makes her eyes to wet
I thought of admiring her joyful eyes
But it was wet and red
To see this(me) unlucky girl..

Am i mad?
what is torturching me?
And i'm torturching others?

Really no other creature
should be like me
Killing itself and others

And killing poetry too

Can't calm myself?
Hate myself
Having works
But willn't do

Again and Again
Am proving myself
That i'm not ok
Pshyo.....

Feeling  very weak..

Let me tell ,
Move on
Move on...

Though there is a true love between two
Then What makes the difference
Is it destiny or ??????

There is a sayings,
"stop working and start collecting memories"
                              
BUT
My feelings forces me to say,
"start working and stop enjoying memories"

BECAUSE
Memories are sweeter
But for me it is bitter
As it made me a longer.

How beautiful she is
Ohhhhhh Goddddd
Today She should be the most
Happiest person inthe world
But I did a foolish thing
Let her enjoy her day pls
And let me live my own life pls
She is AWESOME
She is ADORABLE
She is EVERYTHING
No Words
And Only Wishes
God,Pls Be with her always..

Doesn't know the reason
But want the reason


Nothing is quite serious
But  feeling serious

Just longing
And warning

Is it out of intution
Or perlocution

How hard to smilie
For a while
when you are in frail..

On that day, there was a dawn
And it was the day,that i was born

There was a day,where i thought
My parents could lead me
But they left when i was matured

And,there was a day where i got
My friends,who could guide me
But they left when they were matured

Then,there was a day when i bought
My wealth which could protect me
But it left me when it was destroyed

Atlast,on one unpleasant day,with hopelessness i fell down
But still i had a hope that there is someone
Like GOD who could be with me forever..

only now i expressed
howmuch i love her

but next moment i got
what i couldn't

but nowdays i geting use
to this,feeling desprate

i should get out off this desperate world
as soon as possible

she started hating me
but should i know that

many of loving ones
started hating me

anyhow will lead this life..

Missing her

She gone

And I'm torn

Never cares for me

And It seems she don't miss me

Angry

But I'm  not ready to be free

By her eyes

And her love

How much I am ignorant


For all these years


Even more than twenty years


I am unawared


That am bad


And even useless!!!

Hate my fate

Yesterday you scolded me like anything
But now what your doing??
Is it you have planned everything??
Never Excepted
Even in your last message i felt your are leave
only at this time
But you have gone totaly

Feeling very bad
I’m longing for her
Her “Good Bye” disturbs me a lot

Once I decided the same
For my friend
Whom I loved a lot
But there too I decided it
Out my possessiveness

But here my friend decided it
Out of my irritating possessive

Yesterday I enjoyed her smile
By being at her side
And today I’m at her opposite side
I struggled to hide my tears in smile

My heart wants me
To see her eyes
But I forced hard to close my eyes
I think it is not wise
To look at the eyes
Which would drag me
And instates my cries

I think, God punishes me
For what I did
For my friend

And my friend doing this out her love
I Know as I did it for the same

But now I’m feeling the pain
On how it would pain
On hearing “Good byes”

Let me have this pain
As pain is in my vein.

How much I loved her once
Till today I’m trying to forget her
I’m tried to hate her
But she is pure
She deserves all my love
I mayn’t deserves her love
Once how I enjoyed her smile
How I enjoyed her care
How I enjoyed her scolding
How much I love her
How I chased her
How she was such lovely person once
And how I reached her for the special day
But now I know I have lost everything
But I will try
Because my love is true
Though she will not respond
My world will give all the comfort that I want..

Doesn't know
How am going to be without him

Will I Cry
Or will I Die

Doesn't know
How am going to be without him

Even with you am crying and dying
How could I without you
My darling




LONGING