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395 · Sep 2016
Creator Vs Destroyer
anu Sep 2016
You are
Neither
Creator
Nor
Destroyer


Not a lover
But a love
Just thought a pure love will create but it destroy too
anu Dec 2016
God, am become wrong
That's why I got different hurts
I shouldn't have been changed
I think I lost
Just get insults
Because of myself
Hate what I become
But I will be
What I am..
::::(((((( Hear me my lord
Or make me dumb..
anu Nov 2015
your absence kills me papa
you know well that
your my every thing
but today a small snake changed
our life...last thursday you left our home
till today our home,auto, and myself
longing to hear you
longing to be with you
though i talk to you
through thousands calls
it can't equate bring your smile to me
i saw you one to three hours in hospital
but you come home soon papa
i'm tired of crying
i'm tired of feeling
and i'm tired of everything
so please my ALMIGHTY father
bring back my papa
i don't want to trust anybody  
but i trust you completely
plead you
and beg you..
You may be a sugar patient papa..but you should get well soon..
392 · Jun 2015
Why she is not mine??
anu Jun 2015
I Know you don't like me

But   Can't accept that you hate me..


I Willn't cry

Why should i

I Called  

You picked

I Said,Hello

But Your not even ready to say "Hello"

I Know you willn't

But i called  atleast to hear  your voice

I  Haven't done any sin

Sometimes being calm is the biggest  punishment

why can't i forget you

is it because you are so pure

or my affection is pure?????????????
389 · Oct 2015
Depressed And Repressed..
anu Oct 2015
Feeling very worst
And i must
Have rest
To get out this irritation
And i should know my limitation
My  friend called and avoided.She might be in irritation.
But she fails to think that what i feel..
388 · Dec 2014
Find ?
anu Dec 2014
A  LADY  WHO  IS
                                              
              short  and sweet
              white and bright
            
              with kind heart
              and lovable thought

              she cares
              and  spares
  
             who is in need
             and she feed

             with utmost kind
              and  who she is? FIND...
MY INSPIRATION-MOTHER THERESA...
I Reposted this ..Mainly because of this day..Its her bierthday..
Lets praise her service and inspire a good jeart..
388 · May 2017
My Love !!
anu May 2017
I love him unconditionaly

He is the one who comes back
Wherever I go

He is the one
Who comes back to me
Whenever I shouts

He is the one
Who loves me
For whatever I may be
I love you Mani
( my pet )
Dog
388 · Jul 2018
Hurt !
anu Jul 2018
I know so many good hearts are here
Pray for me
Some will live
Some will die
But I am dead and living
So its paining
I can't go for killing
As my parents are there for living
I don't want anyone
I can't die
But I heard so many good bye
Paining
anu Feb 2016
Though thousand things are changing
In and around me

And nothing could change my everlasting
Longingness in me
Feeling Depressed..
387 · Jun 2017
Hope !!
anu Jun 2017
Just hold a pen
But I don't have plan

Heart forces me to write
But  I kept quiet

Its not that I don't  have words
But its states that I hold tears

And I write that I hold hope
Without any stop
Hope
Going to be my everything
Pray
anu Oct 2016
Just dying can't equalise my painted and haunted pains
.....
My love, it's just you pain !!
384 · Nov 2016
Hanging (:
anu Nov 2016
Life has nothing
And I want something
But I lost everything
Though am living
Hanging by reciting !!
(Poem)
383 · Nov 2016
You too !!
anu Nov 2016
Stabbing the dead heart
Is cruel my Lord !!
It won't bleed
But it need
A seed




To praise you God
As it still has hope on you !!
380 · Jul 2017
Determined fate !!
anu Jul 2017
One word that describes me and my life





Living


Just living
Hate everything
376 · Sep 2017
Happy Teacher's Day !!
anu Sep 2017
A word teacher
Is itself know for its greatness
Then how could I describe my teachers
Who gives the real meaning for this word greatness

I couldn't describe
But I can subscribe
All my great teachers ever
By wishing them to have a
Happy teaching days forever !!
Thanks , a word couldn't
describe how grateful am I to all my teachers
But still I wish to say thanks
to make myself sure that all  my teachers produced a valuable product

My second teacher's day as a teacher
375 · Jul 2016
Wanted Wants!!
anu Jul 2016
Want to lost one thing
But lost everything







One thing is my life
And the everything is  what it wants
Just lost everything
Hope expect Lord!!
375 · Nov 2014
Who is he ?
anu Nov 2014
He who holds me when i entered
He who feeds me when i cried
He who looks me when i walked
He who cares me when i worked
He who sheds a lovable  tear when i get married
He who feels a heaven in earth when i once again entered
Who is he? He is a God Or
He who takes a role of my Father.
father=parents
370 · Nov 2015
Just a hope !!!
anu Nov 2015
Never expected  
That life will become this must worst

only on these days I thought everything goes correct
But My fate shows me that I'm the unluckiest in the whole universe.

Still had hope
Not on me or on my fate
But on MY God rate

My papa has a pure heart
How the poisonous snake could inject purity
Purity  has its own strength..

Only on that day, Papa, you felt great for me
It is not that I Can shine in your absence
From my childhood days I thought of shining
only for You and for ama(mother)
Now it is the time for reaping
So you should come back soon.

Hope you will com soon..
Trust you lord...
369 · Nov 2016
Harsh Breeze !!
anu Nov 2016
Just build using
A small small pebbles
And stones & bricks

But a harsh breeze
Could blow away everything

Ya I lived a happy life
Using a painted pictures
But
A harsh reality
Wiped all my beautiful
Imaginary happy life
Just painted my pains as words
Ah!! Still hope on you Lord.
369 · Sep 2015
Tired
anu Sep 2015
I'm tried
Of Being tired

Let me live
What I Can live
368 · Sep 2015
Flim as a Counsellor..
anu Sep 2015
A Flim consoled me
They doesn't talked to me
But they comforted me

Sometimes GOD would help us
Even through flims....
Thanks to the Flim "KAYAL"..
365 · Aug 2017
Hope !!
anu Aug 2017
I read a quote
' Hope is a waking dream '

I think for me
' Hope is waking me and my dream' everyday
God be with me ever
And water my hope everyday
363 · Oct 2017
Want to die !!
anu Oct 2017
One thing I can trace
I am loosing my own self
My own consciousness
My own control
My everything
Just wish to die
362 · Jun 2015
Either LOVELY Or LIFELESS..
anu Jun 2015
Life is??????
Is situations determines that??????
Is that a truth??
360 · Mar 2018
( * _ * )
anu Mar 2018
How hard the situations are
Be the best whatever you are

I don't have the bag of positive vibes
As I have seen it only when you prescribes

An Young and engertic  samiji
Whom I wants, to have heartily an ever he he

Though you won't express
Nothing should make you feel stress

A positive epitome
Should have happy heartily home
This is a try over for my dear ..
359 · Feb 2015
To one who longs...
anu Feb 2015
If  someone
Longs for the affection of someone

Atleast, HE  may give some other one
who longs more than, that one

To show that HE  gave longingness for everyone..
HE=GOD CAN CHOOSE MYSELF TOO...
355 · May 2017
-be :)(:+ve
anu May 2017
I think
I am too negative
But the fact is opposite
I am positive
But all my situations are negative
God its u who gave her all negative
But I will be positive
By still having a hope
354 · Oct 2015
Hurts become Hearts
anu Oct 2015
Felt very Happy
The moment She called me
We love each other

The love between us is too good to see
The moment I longed and cried for her
She called
It shows How our hearts knows each other
But why we fails to each other
But we and our hearts love each other always...
Love her like anything..
354 · Apr 2019
Place of Paradice !
anu Apr 2019
The best place to live happily









In
Memories .....
I am just learning to live it
351 · Apr 2019
UCS !
anu Apr 2019
What's is love ??
What actually defines it ??


Got an answer
A minute back
Nothing but
Understanding
Caring
sharing
And thats loving

Yes me and my Elsa akka
Haven't seen even
Haven't even heard
But she understood me
She cares and shares
And a moment back
Saw her love


Akka
Its Not just a message
But a purest of love

God replied me today
Through you
And my anaaaaa
Ka .....
Love is nothing but UCS

God love you so much
Love you my anaaaaa (Bala) and akka ( Elsa ka )

Anaaa -- Brother
Akkaa -- Sister
350 · Nov 2015
Sadest happiness!!
anu Nov 2015
Want to miss her
And her memories

Searched thousands reasons to hate her
But found million reasons to love her

Why cant i forget her
Is it that out of my love on her

I'm happy when i know that she is happy
But i'm not happy when i know that my absence makes her happy

Anyway i want her happiness !!
God !! let her be happy..
349 · Mar 2018
A dried land !!
anu Mar 2018
A dried land was there
My heart
Once a seed was planted
My childhood days
And it was watered
My college days
And now a plant was dead
My present days
Though the thunder was not there
A little drop of acids
Kills
And makes my heart
A dried land
Just a thought to pour out my feelings in a different way
349 · Dec 2016
Unheard !!
anu Dec 2016
Just wish to have word
But I am unheard
Love to talk
But wish to be deaf and dumb
345 · Nov 2015
Restless pains..
anu Nov 2015
Feeling worst
And I don’t have rest
To get out of this quest

My love is true
And I don’t want to prove
That I’m true

Want to be happy
But I can’t as I’m a *****

Striving hard to live my life
Hope Driving force will lead my life.
I have a trust in god. Hope He will lead me and my life.
345 · Sep 2015
POURED OUT...
anu Sep 2015
No one can change me
Even i am
Why should i torcher them in the name of love
Killing me and killing others

Yesterday Tried at most to make myself
Again went worst today
POURED OUT...(sorry for posting..guilty of killing poetry)
344 · Mar 2016
Praises To Thee..
anu Mar 2016
Moving closest to the next step of life
Not thrilled but expecting

Hope Almighty
Hold my hands still

And wants ever to hold
And lead..
FOR ALMIGHTY..LOVE U AND PRAISE U FOREVER LORD!!!!
anu Oct 2016
Do I deserve only this longing life
Did I asked you this unwiped tears
Longs and haunts ??
You made me tell  ' hate you ' but i love you too God !!
340 · Oct 2016
Just listening
anu Oct 2016
Music is the food for unsharble pains
Just am listening
And I will
Just felt that i don't have anyone to hear my undefined and unshakable wounds:(
338 · Mar 2016
Everlasting Expectation..
anu Mar 2016
Expects every moments to be sweetest..
Just expects..
334 · Apr 2017
MY FRIEND !!
anu Apr 2017
Talked to her
But I felt like talked to my soul
Proud to say that she is my friend

Though our eyes can't  meet often
But our hearts could never depart
I want
Her to be my everything
As she will be in my everything
And she knows my anything
Even without sharing


There lies our friendship
Happy soundu (Soundarya) love you like anything.. When we talked I told u that God taught us many things thru different way and I could tell that now I learned
THAT I HAVE REAL TRUE SOULS
LIKE U
334 · Aug 2017
Happy B-Day Viji
anu Aug 2017
Happy birthday sweet heart

I love your smartness
But not more than for your sweetness

I know, you are known for you uniqueness
And I wish that will bring your ever happiness

May God give you all your wishes
And I convey my small wishes
To you by this way
With a happy ray
Wishes to my sweet friend vijyapriya
A short period of love
But gave a great understanding about life
Love you vj
Happy birthday dear
332 · Apr 2017
I will be strong again !!
anu Apr 2017
Again am becoming week
But what could make me strong again
Its only you
Hope on God
Again am back but I don't want to be
So I will be strong
330 · Nov 2014
Guess ?
anu Nov 2014
He
Smashes your past and present
Longs to get back to your past
Affects your routine
Manages to retain in  present
        Who is He?
Get back to your "SLAM"books.....
329 · Feb 2017
Hanging
anu Feb 2017
I have decided to stop everything
By stop my living
But I don't want to disturb others smiling
So I will continue this dying
By hanging
In wording
329 · Oct 2015
A Second Thought..
anu Oct 2015
Once tried many times
To commit suicide

But left that idea
When i know that
I had my friend
Who cried for me

But now i thought
Why shouldn't i
Try again

Once i went to doors
Of  death But there
I thought i got
A purpose of God
But now I got a doubt
Is there any Purpose??

Let me try
What i can??
Whether to live?
Or.....?
Disturbed a lot..
326 · Sep 2015
MOVE ON
anu Sep 2015
Never known what to do
Let me give into the hands of GOD

Let me tell
MOVE ON
MOVE ON
MOVE ON
----no words..
326 · Oct 2015
Merging in dying!
anu Oct 2015
Feeling worst
I Want rest

Tired of feeling bad
I’m glad
That yet I haven’t become mad
With all these sad
Want to **** myself...
326 · Oct 2015
Again, A second thought...
anu Oct 2015
Having a disturbed thoughts
To have my second thought..
ohhhhh God,let me be a amnesia patient soon...
No other creature should born like me..
324 · Oct 2015
Possbilities!!
anu Oct 2015
Nothing is possible
Untill we believes that something is possible..
I think,
Everything is possible
Only when we think that something is possible
324 · Sep 2018
Here & There !
anu Sep 2018
For what I am here
For why I am here
??

Hope one day I will find answers somewhere !!
Feeling the depth of emptiness
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