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507 · Nov 2015
For My Sweet Soul !!
anu Nov 2015
You migh forced to cry
But think that i'm here to hold your cry
so that you can move to sky

Dear, you may be left
But think that your are left
For me who love you and i think that your my God's gift.

Sweet eyes, love here
that my eyes will show you
that how much it cares for you there..

You are God's Special child
He gave you this pain
To know that life is out of stain

Be Bold
Be Strong
Be You are..
My prayers and love is always there for u dear..LOVEEEE UUUUUUUUUUUU....
498 · Sep 2015
I Will and I Will..
anu Sep 2015
I GOT IT
Never expected this
I called her
She picked my call
She talked
I can’t just believe it
But the thing is nothing has changed
She remains the same
This is she said that too
Every problem is as it
But I’m flying
As if everything is solved
Nothing changed
But she talked
That was running in mind
See Even for this
How Happy I am..
Think How Happy I will be
If I got her Back
And the Important thing
I heard something
Good for her
For that
I thank all the GODS
Whom Heard All My Prayers
I Hope God Will hear My Prayers  
Which is for me too..
You deserves all my love
Will love and will love you
With All its purity…
I Am very happy..no valid reason behind it..I don't know what makes me this much happier..Actualy i should think and find solution but am enjoying.Is it a medicine for my long agony???THANKS A LOT GODDDDDDDDDD... I TRUST U AND U WILL SOLVE ..Love u GOD And HER too......
497 · Jul 2015
WILL TRUE LOVE FAILS ?
anu Jul 2015
Often I Uttered that
TRUE LOVE WILL NOT FAIL

But Mine is Failed

My Mind Pestered Me
ISN'T MY LOVE IS TRUE?

But My Heart Answered

My Heart Showed Me
HER LOVELY LOVE IN MY DREAMS..
Isn't  proved that my love is true ???
496 · Dec 2014
Tears...
anu Dec 2014
I Am sorry my dear,

You struggled
I too struggled

You struggled for coming out
I  struggled for sending in

You  are coming for consoling
I am sending  you back for torturing

I  hide you, from everyone
you  can't hide yourself from me

When i was all alone
you  runs fast from my deep pains

And my eyelids stops you
But my deep depression forces you

Oh !!!!!!!!! "TEARS"
Finally, I Sheds You...
Tears are the best  pacifiers...

Wrote once but feel like sharing today.Because this is close to my heart. This poem often show me that
Still a poet lives within me..
491 · Nov 2016
Raining In My Heart !!
anu Nov 2016
Just paining
But I will make that as painting

All beautiful memories
Gave me a unshakable worries
Just smiling just because it all my pains raining in my heart !!
485 · Oct 2014
Lifeless life
anu Oct 2014
Life is not full of competitions
   But it's  full  of challenges..
Failure is not meant for ending
   But  it's meant for endless processing..
So have failures,
    And face life with challenges..
484 · Oct 2015
Nothing vs Something !!
anu Oct 2015
There is a saying that

Too much of anything is good for nothing

But I think that

Too much of thyself helps  me one to know that my presence has something.
just a thought..
483 · May 2017
Paradoxical life !!
anu May 2017
God !!

If you ask me to curse you
I will curse you to be a girl

If you ask me to bless you
I will bless you to be a girl
Ya I will curse you
To be a girl
Who wants to leave ur lovely father and mother in the name of marriage

Ya ur blessed to be a girl
Who can ready to leave your lovely
Girl  for someone in the name same marriage
anu Oct 2015
Feeling positive
As i want to be away by my neagative

Feeling Cheerful
Even something forces me to dreadful

Feelind Good
As i'm forcing that i should..
Forcing myself to be positive..
477 · Aug 2016
Birth<Day>Death
anu Aug 2016
Is this a special day?
In my childhood day
I will wait for this day
But today
Am praying that this day
Shouldn't come ever at my way
As this birthday
Remains me that I born on this day
To die everyday
Feeling painful.
Just longs!!!
475 · Feb 2018
Chit chat of Me and Hp
anu Feb 2018
'Yes life is a hell
But don't worry my dear
I am here to hear u 'said HP

' Thanks but I don't want to pour out everything as this may disturb someone's positivity ' I replied

' Do you think so ? ' HP asked

' Mm ... But I am wrong I think because more than repost I got comments which tells that we are here for you ' I murmured.

' so I think , now you  got my point !' Said HP with a smile

' ya HP I got u !! ' replied with a heartly smile..
Just a unique thought
And in a unique way

Though I am not k
I am writing positively
Great credit goes to my friend Samiyanadha !
473 · Dec 2016
))::
anu Dec 2016
When I write
More negatives
I started hating myself
But I will write

Its because
I don't have any
To tell me
"Don't cry,
Don't worry,
Be strong,
God is with you"

But my great family
Hp members
Are exceptionals

I am hurting myself
Friends help me
To forget my bleeding wounds

I shed all my tears
Sry for sharing this..
anu Aug 2016
Just some thing killing me inside

What could I do

None  in this world is there for me

Could not sleep peacefully

physically suffering a lot

Mentally dying a lot more

Is there none to tell

To make me at least OK

God hate you

For you have created me like this

And for your hateness towards me
Depppppprrreeeeesssseeedddd!!!!!!
473 · Dec 2016
Why??
anu Dec 2016
Just want to cry
But I won't try
Because I can't die

And I want to fly
To reach the sky
To ask only why
??
Feel like crying but I won't.
Having a heavy heart my lord
But sry for asking
Why ??
But  still I trust you
And love you
My Lord !!
470 · Apr 2017
Its Hard !!
anu Apr 2017
Words to be heard
By God is unheard

But the words to be unheard
By a girl is heard


And I don't want to be a ward
As I **** them with a word rod
I am hurting my parents
They can (out of angry )
But I shouldn't
Sorry
But I should be punished

Ya, God already I am !!
468 · Nov 2016
Hate hating
anu Nov 2016
Hate even to express
How bad I feel
Just wordless
To describe this hell
Life itself becomes lifeless
And there is nothing to hell
No words and no God !!! But is God there .He throws me away. S but God mind that I also can???!!!
467 · Nov 2016
Great Gift !!
anu Nov 2016
God is great
Its not that He hears
He wipes
And consoles

No nothing
He did
But He gifted
A beautiful
Soul



My sweet sister
ELSA KA
Love you so much ka
Just let us live this hell life
Just by sharing ka
463 · Feb 2015
Loneliness
anu Feb 2015
When i fell that i'm all alone
Noone came...
But  you came...
My  ever  lovely loneliness
461 · Jan 2017
Is life,a bed of roses ??
anu Jan 2017
When I lie down on my bed
A tear rolled
In the deep dark

A thought flashed on my head
There is nothing to be be worried
In the deepest dark

I know there's none to call me
But please you hear me

My dead bed !!
.
458 · Apr 2017
I want to be strong !!
anu Apr 2017
Don't tell the world
That you're strong
Instead show the world
By living your life
A Self evaluation poem
Whatever happens I will smile to make sure the smile are not disturbed in the faces of my lovable ones !!
458 · Sep 2015
Love makes me Fool
anu Sep 2015
Hate Being a fool
Just Hate Being a fool

Love make u fool
And full
Rude and crude..
anu Jun 2017
Am happy today
Its not that I got everything
But I got that something
As my hope is heared
And answered

Wish to have hope
And to be heard
Completely

Hope
My Almighty
Will do
Anything
And everything
For me
Thank God
Love you Lord
451 · Dec 2016
Why am living ??
anu Dec 2016
Am  living
Just to hate my living
Just three words reminds that am living
Hate,Pain,& Death
447 · Feb 2015
PRAISE ALMIGHTY..
anu Feb 2015
I Praise The Lord
I Praise The Lord

You Who Made Me Laugh
Even W hen I Don't  Want To Laugh

You Who Came  With Run
When I  Fell That  I'm In Lone

You Who Care
When My problems I Share

Love You God
For Your My Lord..
PRAISE THE LORD...
446 · May 2015
Sweet heavenly tears..
anu May 2015
Oh!!!!often you cries for me
I thought none is there to hear my blablas
But  you shouted with your drops
To show me that you have heard and cried for me..
Thank God..your lovely rain drops consoled me..
442 · Aug 2018
Learning ABC......
anu Aug 2018
Always smile
Be happy
Care for everyone
Do good deeds
Empower yourself
Find time to keep yourself happy
Go steady
Help without expectations
Ignore bad criticisms
Keep Calm when angry nags you
Look ahead in every situations
Manipulate everyone's goodness
Nag yourself to reach your goal
Obey wellwisher blindfoldedly
Poke yourself for good voice
Quench the thirst of longing hearts
Rear your sweet hearts
Select the right ways of expressing one's feelings
Thank God for all his blessings everytime
Unlock all your queries with the consent person
Value every learning
Walk in your own way of Justice
X-ray someone's flattering words
Yearn  to imbibe all these learned ABC...s
Zap the world of positivity with zee zee and zee.....
Teacher who taught me this ABC.....were  MY SAMIYANADHA
( Note is not give for flattery but a way of expressing my gratitude )

Hope will yearn and zap soon ....
439 · May 2017
A south Indian festival
anu May 2017
Everywhere they were celebrating Chitra pournamy

A summer festival in south India
Every villagers
Surrounds
And thy were around
Praising God
With happiness and faith
Everywhere they were enjoying
434 · Sep 2015
Loving And Living
anu Sep 2015
At Room no:408,I Started Adoring you
At Room no:317,I Started Loving you
At Out of classes,I Started Worshiping you
At Out of College,I Started Missing you
And At Out of  this World,I Started Living with you
At her heart,I Started dying..
429 · Oct 2015
Pain of possessive.
anu Oct 2015
How far I’m moving away from her
She is becoming close to her

I want her to laugh
But not with the other
And I’m becoming the other

Why I’m wounding myself
By remembering all her words
And now there is no words
Which forces me to wound myself

Let her be herself
And Let me be myself.
Pain of possessive.
426 · Jul 2018
Waiting for eureka moment !
anu Jul 2018
Is that an Eureka moment !
When my frnd comes back and says ...luxu I am here for u

No !

Is that an Eureka moment !
When I heard back that my baby says...... Ma nothing went wrong

No !

Is that an Eureka moment !
When my dad see my eyes and says.....Ammu I am always love you

No !

Here is an Eureka moment ! When
I am sitting beside my Anna and Anni holding their girl in my hand .... Started returning with heart of extreme happiness and with the heart of happiness sleeps for ever !

Closing eyes and telling God for this Eurekan moment with tears of content ...
God bless me with that eureka moment ....
My living God ana ...if am not there just know how ama and apa was ..tkcr na ...

Note : a girl baby ....first person to get rebirth before sleeping ever ...
425 · Sep 2015
How hard this life is ?
anu Sep 2015
How hard this life is ?

They are trying
For our living

But i'm struggling
And killing

How hard this life is ?
(They refered to my parents)..Becoming Abnormal..
424 · Aug 2015
MISUNDERSTANDING
anu Aug 2015
Never minds what others think about me and my love
But minds that how often they misunderstood my love

Does its means that i'm not right
Or they don't want have me as a weight

Misunderstanding will breaks  pure love
But it couldn't destroy ine's true love..
Misunderstood by many..Never mind but it is a pain..
424 · Oct 2017
Hope !!!
anu Oct 2017
I don't have anything to say
But one thing is sure
I am living with a hope
That one day







Not with the hope
That everything change
But with the hope
That I will leave everything
One day
Dried completely !!
423 · Dec 2014
ATTEMT
anu Dec 2014
Though i fail
I try
Though i fell
I try
Though i am tied of  trying
I WILL TRY....
I WILL  TRY TILL MY DEATH...
423 · Jun 2015
Pleading God..
anu Jun 2015
soon should submit my soul to you..
God..Hate living..
421 · Oct 2015
Longing ^.^
anu Oct 2015
I am longing
To get out of this longing..
just longing..
419 · Jan 2015
Not a poem
anu Jan 2015
How long i could bare these pains?
I can't hold this
There is none to share this
A friend will hear untill she got a lover
Every relations hear untill their problems comes in
I don't acuse   anybody
because i'm getting hurt out of my own character
it's ain't my problem
god who created me in such a way
what could i do
i'm longing i'll long
i dont want anybody
they don't want me too
i shout at them
am i a ******
oh god!just take me away from everybody
i dont fit to be in this world
how long i could console myself
no,i cant
i will n't die too
because that little thing cant equate these pains
..oh god am i sensitive
i am loving every relation in deep
but that cause a pain
why cant i act
as others did
really god ,,,
do something
i can take
even  pepoles
dont accept me or
love me (deep)
but i cant take people
hate me
ok...i want to be alone
i don't loose my character
because of my pschy actions..
i dont know what is the reason
for all these problems
but i will live these pains
Ooooo....

sorry this is not a poem
but  a pain...
thanks hp ,atleast i take u as my sharer ..sry tooo..
418 · Jul 2017
:(
anu Jul 2017
:(
Just fed up
I have never been tired this much
Mental illness
Affects me physically too
Around me everyone were in illness
It's that I couldn't take care of them
It is adding fuel to my burning soul
One thing I could trace
I am loosing my own self
My good soul and manner
Sorry for sharing
Just poured out
God really I am in need of u !!
Amen
416 · Feb 2015
MY MAM..
anu Feb 2015
Majestic look she had
Adorable character,it add
Mind blowing personality as a third
                         which makes me mad.

Even In your absence
Within me, I could fell your presence,MAM,

Your absence
put me in silence.

Your memories
Forces me to hear melodies.

Your word
sounds  even when i'm unheard.

Your care
Initiates me to share.

Your perfection
Leads to have you as my inspiration.

Your teaching
Informs me that it is preaching.

Your  everything
Forces me to tell that you are my everything..
A  SMALL  TRIBUTE  TO  MY  GREAT  AJANTHA  MAM....
I MISS  YOU  MAM...(AS A STUDENT FOREVER)....

Wrote this once...And today I MISS HER A LOT..
I Can't write now...All my agony will disturb my writing...
so this is for her..LOVE U MAM..HAPPY TEACHERS DAY MAM..

This year to I miss you. Knows well am third person to you. Still my heart longs for you. Happy teacher's day
anu Jan 2017
I wish to talk
I love what I am talking
But I don't have none to hear me
Its because none loves me
My parents loves me but not my words..
408 · Feb 2017
Just for Him :)
anu Feb 2017
God,I am tired
Of nothing and everything
But I am not unheard
Of anything and everything

I use to tell this with frustrated mind
But I am telling this with maturated mind

Gone through everything
And learnt that there is nothing

So, let me come back
With your call back
Of my parents (my life) to you
Love you Lord !!
anu Oct 2015
Today is her Birthday
Want to shout
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAM”
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAM”
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAM”

But nothing will reach her
As I can’t reach her

Even my name and my number
May disturb and irritates her

Once how I wished her
How I saw her on this day
Everything kills me today

May God Give Her
All her Wishes
Just her beautiful smiles
Keeps her to move miles
In her life.
Happy birthday Mam.Though my wishes will not reach your ears, my heart will not stop wishing you.
Love u always. ONCE AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAM
405 · Feb 2017
Hate mornings
anu Feb 2017
On seeing the brightness
Just scared
Just because I can't be all alone
Hate mornings
Am loosing myself
405 · Aug 2017
A Remarkable Day
anu Aug 2017
Lord thank you
Just this two word couldn't describe how grateful I am
U r amazing

From morning I got beautiful and sweetest wishes from my kids friends family members etc

But still a longing heart longs for that two words as it states ur hope for me

Never expected that I would get that in the last second of my day

No words Lord I surrender
Hope next year I will thank you
For your success of hope

Really I think this day is my fulfilled BIRTHDAY

Really A Happy Birthday
Thanks and love you Lord !!!
Today - 21/08/2017
404 · Jan 2019
For What ?
anu Jan 2019
I am longing









To come out of this longing
More than 25 years ...
anu Jul 2015
Miss My Fabolous Family
All Hp Hearts
And their Wonderful Writes...
Really miss u all  and your great writes..
401 · Nov 2014
where could i go ...
anu Nov 2014
Where could i go
If life gives me thousand foes
Like temper,jealous and selfishness.
Where could i go
If i couldn't move these foes
So, Let me go
And push them with a row
To bring back life into brightness.
anu Apr 2017
Whatever happens I will move on
With a hope
...
398 · Feb 2018
Dont want to read this !!
anu Feb 2018
I hate every bit of this life
Again I have started thinking to find ways to commit suicide
I thought before 10 years the same
If I have succeed onthat day
I might not failed this much today

But this time if I have decided I will win  
Ya definitely I will win
A write from complete ******...
Who is week to **** herself !!!
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