"Miles to go before I sleep"
Means a lot to me
It tells that I have to move
As if nothing happens to me
And I have to prove
That I can cross whatever comes to me

Why do I like you ?  
Is that everyone adores you ?  
Is that everyone praises you ?
Is that everyone takes pride of you ?

May be

Is that your broad view ?
Is that your are always new ?
Is that who aims always to grew ?  

May be

But it's because your my Jew
And you who make me blew
With your caring cue

Though I am far away from you
Nothing can depart me from you
As my beats of thoughts are only about you

Yes anaaaa it's you
Who wants to see me grew !

Whatever happens life must go on
Keep going
By keep saying

Only if you go
You can

Prayers to thee
Lord
Amen !

Anaaaa
Feel like as if I was in a fire
I long  for u
Am I not sister na ?
Soon wish to get better days
Only I decided
Not to hurt you
I know
My anaaaaa
Will come to me
Missing every second
Missing everydrop
God I should be strong
I should be strongest !

I am lounging
Just to cry
Where someone will be there
To say
' Don't cry . I am there for you '
This is what I want to hear
But I am hearing it everyday
Doesn't know why my ears are deaf to my words !!

I Love Corona
Just because It made even the unheard heard
(Peace of nature)
I Love Corona
Just because It made even the blind to see
(Beautyof birds )
I Love Corona
Just because It made even the handicap to walk
(Forest Animals found its way to walk)
I Love Corona
Just because It proves even the power of  God
(Humans started their amnesty)

A builder
Took  every bit of sand
Cement, paint
And
Coloured

But
A sudden wave
Dashed everything

Can a builder
Dash that wave back !

.....

I wish to walk
Without any talk

I don't want any
Though I have many

I love to see nature
Though I am a poor creature

I should never stop
Until I reach the top

A day
Where I will be beside my anaa
Waiting for a coffee
From my sweetest anniii

' Latchu ............ '
Said my anni
' Anniii........... '
Said with a smile
Just a moment
As like cuckoo's voice
' preethu ........ Ammu ......
...............'
Whispered my anaaa

Just beside them
A baby feels heaven in earth

The most awaiting moment
A rocking voice reached me
' preethuu......... Lunch is ready '

Me and annnniiii
Moving to have a feast

Having fun
Playing and sharing
Will end the day with
Most precious tears !

Anaaaa....
Like u
So much
Nobody can find
Why I lv u
So much
Still I  will like u
So much !

B
L
E
S
S
E
D
B O R N    B A C K  B Y   B R O  !
B
E
C
A
U
S
E

When everybody feels happy
I will long on seeing them
But now I am going there
I am putting myself there
Is it mean I am grown
Or my problems and longing grown ??

Singing lulaby to me
Nothing

A Melancholic
Sleep
Sleep
U Could !!

I have showed myself
That I am changed
I showed that
I don't have any hurts
But the reality is different
It started to its depth

Ya I am bleeding inside
God its alright
One day I can

I am sacred now
I am hurted now
I am depressed now
!

Want my Bro
Want my Sondu
Want my happiness
!

Disturbed enough
Hurted enough
Cried enough
!

Will move on
Just to go on
Hope will have on
!

Live like a phoenix
Born back from your ashes !

Whatelse I should do my Lord ?
Why am I suffering this much my Lord ?
When will I get peace my Lord ?
Where else I could go my Lord ?
Who else can I ask my Lord?
Can't I fit to live in this world my Lord ?
If so please take me with you my Lord !

Life has to move on
Go on
Hope on
Move on

Amaaa....

I miss my happiness
I miss you
You and happiness
Doesn't gives two different meaning
A sweet memory
Came like a breeze
But a thought
Poured out a storm
And the sweet wheels
With tears !!

Finally
Its better to leave this world
It seems

Better
To die everysecond
Killing thyself
Is best

Headache of financial issues
Will there be any online work?
I am not techy
But a teacher
But ready to learn and work

Dear poet friends
If anybody could help me in this area
Kindly text me...

Shedding tear is no use
God become deaf and dumb it seems
Very soon
I will decide my own end

Once I will cry
By thinking that I don't have anyone
But now I am smiling
Because I realized that It is the way
Through which God made me strongest

Only I think
In human form
God have power to ****
Even the dead one like me !
Yes I am dead
And dying again
And will die even !

Never thought
Two words
Could stop my twenty hours
Hallucination

Yes everyone's words can't do that
My Living God's word can do that
My anaaa....
My everything.....

I feel like I wish to die
But its a lie

As I have my bro
Who wants me to let go

And I think I can
But I would have ran

To wipe all memories
Which instinct my deadly worries

Never be burden of someone life
Who ever it is
Definitely at point of time
Atleast for their happiness
We will loose them
I have decided to loose all
Know well that nobody will be there
To cry for my loss
Never even want that
Not to stand as burden
I have decided to move
Will move
For sure
Telling to myself
If I really love them
This would be my stand
Killing myself
And not disturbing anyone in anyway

அன்பின் ஆழம்
வெறுக்கும் நிலையிலும்
மனம்
நேசிக்க துடிக்கும்  !

மணி நேரத்தில்
மார்க்கும் அன்பு
கேவலமான
மனிதனிடத்தில் மட்டும் உண்டு !

I want to die
Could anyone help me ??

But I don't want to make my parents cry ??
What should I do ??
I am ****** !

God
Only one thing
I want to beg
If u hear me all these 25 years
Just take me in the corona
Pls
If you love me
Give release from this deadly pain
I don't want to be burden anymore
To anyone

If I want to curse God
Only one thing
I will ask him to be me
To have this pain !

Life is unpredictable

Unexpected happens every second
Expected things happens never

Couldn't act much
Want to be a witch

How long
Sad song

Will this end
And mix in the wind

I feel  nothing
When I  miss my everything

I feel empty
When I miss my happiness of plenty

I feel scared
When I miss my ama who cared

But

My ana wont let me to feel
As He will there ever to heal !

If I got a magical power
I will have a wand
Just I will do one thing
Will **** myself
Without hurting anyone
But how is it possible
Once loss will hurt others
My parents may cry
But how long I will try
As if I am smiling from my heart
But It becomes my part
Of me
Though its not me

Just tired of things
Jesus i love you
I trust you
Take
Me
2
U

Nothing will change my dear
Until you change

Noone know
How much do you long
For this 27 years

Though God know
He will not do anything
As you  want to long
To  have his Love even

Tears will never get dried
Until your emotions are dead

I know
You dead everyday
But still dead with this deadly pains

One day
You will die my dear

Always am there
To say you
'Don't cry... And I am there '

But I know
Your heart is deaf to my voice

Still I console you
You cry
I will pray for your death

Me and my inner heart's voice !

Why do I mis you na?
Why do I like you so much na?
Why do I think of u everysecond na?

Like u so much na
Miss u so much na
Feeling so much na

Yes na
You're the one who gave me extreme affection na
You're my everything na
Known well that i couldn't be without u my ana....

But am I hurting u na?
Or
Disturbing u na ?

If  So
Sry na
Very sry na !
Just missing u na !
Couldn't be without blabbering to u na !

When people could forget you easily
We should be ready,  atleast to move on

When people could unlove  you easily
We should be ready,  atleast  to accept the pain !

Words are the one
That is the reason for my living

The same words are the one
Is going to be reason for my dying

But the difference is
It defines them as
Sweetest vs Inhumanist