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163 · Apr 2020
Anaaa... !
anu Apr 2020
Why do I mis you na?
Why do I like you so much na?
Why do I think of u everysecond na?

Like u so much na
Miss u so much na
Feeling so much na

Yes na
You're the one who gave me extreme affection na
You're my everything na
Known well that i couldn't be without u my ana....

But am I hurting u na?
Or
Disturbing u na ?

If  So
Sry na
Very sry na !
Just missing u na !
Couldn't be without blabbering to u na !
Ana mean brother....
163 · Aug 2015
For Her??
anu Aug 2015
Can I Forget her???
Can I Hear hear her??
Can I See her??
pain
163 · Sep 2020
My Everything...
161 · Aug 2018
Hate LOVE !
anu Aug 2018
I hate the four letter word
LOVE
I hate that as it kills who is
TRUE
Hurting me to the depth
God please I believe u will help me to hear sth good in the morning .
anu Oct 2017
"Miles to go before I sleep"
Means a lot to me
It tells that I have to move
As if nothing happens to me
And I have to prove
That I can cross whatever comes to me
Its seems positive
But it is an extreme outcome of negative
161 · Feb 2018
Listen My Heart !!
anu Feb 2018
Though your fate is crucial
Don't let your fate
To make you crucial

You know well nothing changes
Then why don't you have changes ?
This is for me !!
160 · Apr 2019
Anaaaa.....
anu Apr 2019
Anaaaa....
Like u
So much
Nobody can find
Why I lv u
So much
Still I  will like u
So much !
Anaaaaa........
I thought to write my anaaa.....
160 · May 2020
To Lord !
anu May 2020
Shedding tear is no use
God become deaf and dumb it seems
Very soon
I will decide my own end
159 · Aug 2015
YOU LEFT ME AGAIN
anu Aug 2015
You said,you came here to reach me
But now u gone IS IT  TO TELL
THAT YOU DON'T WANT ME??

This is your most harsh behaviour
WHY I'M CRYING
I GONE TO HER
AND NOW SHE GONE

God please hereafter
I should not love anybody
in this world especially in terms of friends

I Controlled all my feelings
But this things things
Forced me to pour it all out

She says" Im leaeaving.
If i stay here, or If I respond to your words,
i would end up in hurting you.
I dont want that to happen.
so its better to leave before its getting on my nerves, and before its getting more worse.
moreover i have no energy to fight or argue."

But hurted i like anything
God,She willn't be well in my absence
Give all the things that will help her to be happy..
YOU LEFT ME AGAIN
PAIN..Just can't control..(sorry for posting this)
159 · May 2020
Need a help....
anu May 2020
Headache of financial issues
Will there be any online work?
I am not techy
But a teacher
But ready to learn and work

Dear poet friends
If anybody could help me in this area
Kindly text me...
Just a try to b better mentally and financially....
Hope God will send some through this...
158 · Apr 2020
Hope !
anu Apr 2020
Drowning in the longing sea.......
One day I wil reach shore or will merge completely
158 · Sep 2017
Ignore !!
anu Sep 2017
If your closest souls hurts you
Just ignore
To not to hurt your closest souls
But how much I can do it I don't know
156 · Sep 2017
Self write 2
anu Sep 2017
My mom is seeing me and crying
I tried my level best
Not to come to this situation
But fate
So please I should be very strong
Be the strongest version of you
Its for me
Only for me
:(
156 · Nov 2017
What's life ??
anu Nov 2017
What is life ?
Its nothing but a empty dream

Shakespeare is right
But I want to wait

To ask him that how can be a bright
To put it straight
Life is empty
Just I could feel that emptiness

Once I read Shakespeare's lines
But now expresaing those lines
155 · Jun 2019
Pray and start a day!
anu Jun 2019
Everyday has everyway
Everyway has every ray
And I want to move this day
With a say
' That I will pray '
To stay and play !
Try over in hurry !
155 · Jun 2018
Mad's rotuine !
anu Jun 2018
Wake
Cry
Work
Cry
Eat
Force to sleep
And sleep

My routine

Wake
Cry
Work
Force to sleep
Sleep

S
Wake
Cry
....
A mad's routine
155 · May 2020
For myself !
anu May 2020
Never be burden of someone life
Who ever it is
Definitely at point of time
Atleast for their happiness
We will loose them
I have decided to loose all
Know well that nobody will be there
To cry for my loss
Never even want that
Not to stand as burden
I have decided to move
Will move
For sure
Telling to myself
If I really love them
This would be my stand
Killing myself
And not disturbing anyone in anyway
Just motivating me to hard decisions
anu Jan 2018
Hello everyone
Hope going to have a happy morning
Reminded of morning mantras
"Be positive
Don't worry
Everybody has life "
Missing my samiyanadha's wishes
I am positive
Once I tried for this too
But now I could
As someone is there
To hold me and say
"I will be there for you as your friend forever "
Thank God
Though I am cursed with problems
I am blessed with beautiful positive soul
152 · Nov 2017
For myself !!
anu Nov 2017
I am pouring
Just because I got hurt
Ya everytime I got hurt
But I learnt to pour it out
To be cool out
But I cannot be out
Without
Memories
Which makes my worries
I should put my worries down
Self write
152 · Dec 2017
Happy New Year 2018
anu Dec 2017
Let this new year brings
A wings

To fly
To reach sky

Let this
Brings

A positive vibes

To face
And chase

All that life needs !!
This year started well
Hope it will take us well

A happy new year to all my  dear hearts !!
151 · Aug 2015
What wrong i did??
anu Aug 2015
What wrong i did??
I Should preparee my heart hard again
Why all these things should happen??
Is that My God wants me to see crying??
pain...
151 · Mar 2020
Unwanted !
anu Mar 2020
Unwanted child for parents





Unwanted child for God even





Unwanted child for the child even
Wanted the unwanted death !
150 · Jun 2018
How I could wish this !
anu Jun 2018
Never thought I want to be a boy
Never even thought I will wish to be boy
At least once a boy

But today I wish to be a boy
Because I don't want to get to permission to meet my ana
To be with my ana

Yes I wish to be a boy
And for the first time in life
I wish to be a boy forever

Actually u know na
I hate the word even ' boy '
But promise today I wish to be a boy

To be your brother !!

A remarkable day in my life
23/06/18
A notalble day
Talked more
Ana .. Appa .. Amma..
149 · Nov 2017
Crying letters !!
anu Nov 2017
I am lounging
Just to cry
Where someone will be there
To say
' Don't cry . I am there for you '
This is what I want to hear
But I am hearing it everyday
Doesn't know why my ears are deaf to my words !!
Just a write with a tears
148 · Mar 2020
Tribute to My Human God !
anu Mar 2020
She is in pain
Diseased even in vein

Symptoms often crying
Self haunting

Doctors said
'Helpless
******'

Magician God said
No

'Though u don't come to me
I will come to you'

Human God
Without even testing
Found her dying

Healed
By a word
'I am there'

Dead girl
Born back and smiled

And called
'My Anaaa...'
Ya.... Anaaa,  am back to living....

For my anaa.... Mr. BALAGURU
147 · Apr 2020
It's for 'YOU'
anu Apr 2020
Known well
Still you saw my poems
As I am following you

Still
Friendship  is same
More than me
Ours is true and loyal

Blind can be accepted
But if pretend to be blind
Nothing could help you

Not expected anything
Including ur forgiveness
As I am not wrong anywhere
Not only me
But its 'We'

Take Care
Thoughts will be there
As ours is true...
Exclusively for her !
147 · Apr 2019
My wish .....
anu Apr 2019
My last wish ...........
I should get a heart
Which knows only
How much love it gets

Y God ??
U told to give more
Hope I have given enough

Even now
I long ......
As I am too week

My only hope
Is your human form
My anaaaaa .....

As He will say
Have positive mind

Wish to be positive
At least to have that positivity ....
Tired enough my Lord !
147 · Mar 2019
+ R E E D E M +
anu Mar 2019
B
L
E
S
S
E
D
B O R N    B A C K  B Y   B R O  !
B
E
C
A
U
S
E
Learned today ....
Concrete poetry  ...
As usual tried for my anaaaaa...
147 · Apr 2020
ME And MY INNER VOICE !
anu Apr 2020
Nothing will change my dear
Until you change

Noone know
How much do you long
For this 27 years

Though God know
He will not do anything
As you  want to long
To  have his Love even

Tears will never get dried
Until your emotions are dead

I know
You dead everyday
But still dead with this deadly pains

One day
You will die my dear

Always am there
To say you
'Don't cry... And I am there '

But I know
Your heart is deaf to my voice

Still I console you
You cry
I will pray for your death

Me and my inner heart's voice !
Sry for posting........
147 · Apr 2020
......
anu Apr 2020
If I want to curse God
Only one thing
I will ask him to be me
To have this pain !
Had enough !
146 · Feb 2018
A poor builder !
anu Feb 2018
A builder
Took  every bit of sand
Cement, paint
And
Coloured

But
A sudden wave
Dashed everything

Can a builder
Dash that wave back !

.....
Imagination is beautiful
Until it was dashed by the reality !
145 · Oct 2017
Try Out !!
anu Oct 2017
I wish to walk
Without any talk

I don't want any
Though I have many

I love to see nature
Though I am a poor creature

I should never stop
Until I reach the top
Just a try over to run from my sad demon..
145 · Jun 2018
Untitled
anu Jun 2018
Hate to the core !!
Wish to die !!
Hate being  a girl !!
Wish to die !!
145 · Apr 2020
I Love this Hate !
anu Apr 2020
Hate the one
Whom I love the most

He is not the one
Whom I trust the most

He is not the one
Whom I care the most

He is not the one
Whom I adore the most

But today He is the one
Who love only his son the most

So I hate that one
Whom I love once the most !
Ultimate power of love is HATE !
144 · Apr 2020
Request to my Lord !
anu Apr 2020
God
Only one thing
I want to beg
If u hear me all these 25 years
Just take me in the corona
Pls
If you love me
Give release from this deadly pain
I don't want to be burden anymore
To anyone
Really if u love me do this pls....
Yes I love
Somebody is there too
...
But always am so all alone
I hate this
I don't want to disturb in any of their busy life
Pls let me come.....
Am tired enough
I beg u Lord
Pls I pray you this should be my last poem like this
Once when I go with my poems I could c tears in different roles
I long long and long
Enough..... Don't want to disturb anybody
Hope atleast for you I am not a disturbance
Just need inner peace
Give me
RIP
Pls
144 · Feb 2020
........
anu Feb 2020
Hate life to the core
Living only with pains
Will make me think
Why to live??

But will live
By counting the blessings !
Had enough !
144 · Nov 2017
Doesnt know !!
anu Nov 2017
When everybody feels happy
I will long on seeing them
But now I am going there
I am putting myself there
Is it mean I am grown
Or my problems and longing grown ??
Just found and tell me !!
142 · Sep 2017
Me vs ME
anu Sep 2017
Me : cool ..  Move on .. Don't worry ..one day God will heal all your pain..
ME : oh ! But how long ?? How much I could bare ??
Me : you haven't done any mistakes in life !! So cheer up !!
Trust God...
ME : yes He is my everything..
But .... Just shut up !! Get last .
I want to sleep ... No more words anymore ... Go ...leave me !!!
Sry for posting..
My extremes.. Just poured out !!
142 · Mar 2020
....
anu Mar 2020
Instead of dying everysecond
Can die in a
Second

Suicide !
.....
141 · Feb 2020
Lv u Lord !
anu Feb 2020
Every time
GOD
Proves me that
He is there for me
Love you my Lord !
Answer for my tears...
141 · Nov 2017
You & Me !!
anu Nov 2017
I miss my happiness
I miss you
You and happiness
Doesn't gives two different meaning
A sweet memory
Came like a breeze
But a thought
Poured out a storm
And the sweet wheels
With tears !!
Unique !! I could see a different girl in me now !!
140 · Aug 2017
Please dont read this
anu Aug 2017
Yes I am becoming brutal
Yes I want to **** myself
Sure God
Why you should hurt me
I myself will do
Getlast  yes  I died inside already
And I have decided
I will be quiet
Hate me and everything
140 · Oct 2017
One day I can !!
anu Oct 2017
I have showed myself
That I am changed
I showed that
I don't have any hurts
But the reality is different
It started to its depth

Ya I am bleeding inside
God its alright
One day I can
It hurts
Cheer up
Sleep
U can
139 · Apr 2020
Why !
anu Apr 2020
Why everybody is locked ?

Is it to pray everyday ?
Is it to love nature everyday ?
Is it to know who works for our happiness  everyday ?

Why everybody  is locked ?

Is it to known who loves us so deep ?
Is it to known the sacrifices of the one who reap ?
Is it to known how wives feels when
babies weep ?

Why everybody is locked ?

Is it to realise?
Is it to do exercise ?
Or Is it to make you revise ?

Why everybody is locked ?

Is it to call friends ?
Is it to call relatives ?
Is it to call old teachers ?

Why everybody is locked ?

Is it to pray for someone ?
Is it to think about everyone ?
Is it to be useful for anyone ?

Why everybody is locked ?

Why ?

I think
Everybody is locked
Atleast to think
Of these 'why' !
Just a thought.....
After corona.... my second poem about that...
139 · Apr 2020
I feel !
anu Apr 2020
I feel  nothing
When I  miss my everything

I feel empty
When I miss my happiness of plenty

I feel scared
When I miss my ama who cared

But

My ana wont let me to feel
As He will there ever to heal !
Feel to heal ever.....
Missing.....
anu Jun 2020
God is there
He blessed me here

A Sweet Soul
A broken soul
But an innocent soul
Which is not ready to broke any real soul

For my sweet thambi
Sanju

@ sady boy's poetry
Thank u my dear thambi
Small dedication... feel like writing something for you
137 · Sep 2019
Heeee !
anu Sep 2019
Never thought
Two words
Could stop my twenty hours
Hallucination

Yes everyone's words can't do that
My Living God's word can do that
My anaaa....
My everything.....
My anaaaa...
( For MY Brother )
137 · Aug 2017
Knowing thyself !!
anu Aug 2017
Once I will cry
By thinking that I don't have anyone
But now I am smiling
Because I realized that It is the way
Through which God made me strongest
:)
anu Apr 2020
வின்மீன்களாய் பிரச்சனைகள் ஒழித்து கொண்டே இருக்கும்

ஜொலிக்கும் நட்சத்திரமாய் எதோ ஒரு நம்பிக்கை பிடியாய் என்றும் அன்பின்  உயிர்களும்  இருக்கும்

இருளில் இருக்கும் இதயங்களுக்கு
ஜொலிக்கும் வின்மீன்கலே
உயிர் அற்ற உயிர்பிணங்களுக்கு
உயிர் நீர் தரும் நீங்கள்  தெய்வங்கலே... 🙏
என் கண்ணீர்...... புதிய வடிவம் !
135 · Aug 2015
HATE
anu Aug 2015
Hate everything
Hate living
Hate hating
Hate myself...
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