I want to die
Could anyone help me ??

But I don't want to make my parents cry ??
What should I do ??
I am ****** !

அன்பின் ஆழம்
வெறுக்கும் நிலையிலும்
மனம்
நேசிக்க துடிக்கும்  !

மணி நேரத்தில்
மார்க்கும் அன்பு
கேவலமான
மனிதனிடத்தில் மட்டும் உண்டு !

I feel like I wish to die
But its a lie

As I have my bro
Who wants me to let go

And I think I can
But I would have ran

To wipe all memories
Which instinct my deadly worries

Instead of dying everysecond
Can die in a
Second

Suicide !

Hate life to the core
Living only with pains
Will make me think
Why to live??

But will live
By counting the blessings !

Life is unpredictable

Unexpected happens every second
Expected things happens never

Couldn't act much
Want to be a witch

How long
Sad song

Will this end
And mix in the wind

If I got a magical power
I will have a wand
Just I will do one thing
Will **** myself
Without hurting anyone
But how is it possible
Once loss will hurt others
My parents may cry
But how long I will try
As if I am smiling from my heart
But It becomes my part
Of me
Though its not me

If I want to curse God
I will tell Him to
Live my life one day

If the same God ask me for blessing
I will tell Him to
Have my life one day

YES
He traced the IRONY
He did

Yes
Blessed with best brother
Cursed to live only in memories !

Just tired of things
Jesus i love you
I trust you
Take
Me
2
U

Words are the one
That is the reason for my living

The same words are the one
Is going to be reason for my dying

But the difference is
It defines them as
Sweetest vs Inhumanist

I don't write for fame
I never write for popularity
I know what I am
And why I am writing
But as we like someone
As we express  our care
A human nature
To expect a small response  from them
Its human nature
And not a sin

World doesn't want it
I want it
Let that come and take me
Dear Corona
Please have me
And take me !

Oneday
I will win




From my own enemy
My devil

When you have no words to anyone then it means u r ready to go to God....
Yes I am ready it seems....

WHY
so called
True love
Suffers
More !

Every minute
Something will keep Him engaged

Every where
Someone will want Him unchanged

Every time
Someone will want Him to be refreshed

Every day
Something  will keep Him committed

But
  Every second
My Everything will breathe Him alived !

When people could forget you easily
We should be ready,  atleast to move on

When people could unlove  you easily
We should be ready,  atleast  to accept the pain !

Notable day...
Poured out
Extreme
8.2.2020

நண்பனாய் பார்த்து
என் அண்ணனாய் என்னுள் கலந்த
அன்பின் உயிரான என்  அன்னைக்கு
என்னை நானாக ஏற்ற
ஒரே நண்பனுக்கு என் நட்பின் தலை வணக்கம் 😘
Happy friendship day to my dearest soul
Samiyanda

Is it going to be my day
Doesn't know
But I will be
For I want to be

Just going to have
Fasting

I planned for watering your hope
But this day starts with killing my hope

God , Make me strong
To make me feel
I am human
As my Bro says
' crossing burdens
make us humans '

When noone is there
Why to live
???
Getting mad
Tired of being tired of life
******

When God is with you
Who can be against to you !

Every morning
Moving without knowing
To show world that still I am living
So moving
Makes you living !

I am broken my anaaa
Feel like as if baby is drowning in sea
Miss you my amaaa

Hope
On YOU
And
On MY LORD
🙏

தொலைத்தது தொலைத்ததே
தனிமை தனிமையே
இருள் நீக்கவும் இல்லை
தனிமை நீக்கவும் இல்லை
நானும் மறைவேன்
தனிமை வெல்வேன் !

Life will take to you every end
But its upto you to decide where to bend
And how to mend

May be I am a fresh learner
But will ever hold manner
To reach that extreme honor

Yes that power is within me
As I am the product of He
Who wants me to be
Always ' Feel free'

Very soon
I must reach
What i want to reach
I won't come to u
Reason i am an orphan
With thousand around me
Years passed
Nothing changed
U heard
But still unheard
Enough

Hope
One day or other
I wil
Win
!

You stated that
You don't want me in your life
As you bothered about your
self respect

Yes Happy
Have  self respect
But known one thing
I will never disturb
Someone's self respect
or
  I never treated you
In such a bad way


And moreover
I don't want anyone
Who don't even ready to think

Proud to say
'Yes we are cheap dogs'