Lonely !!

I hate u Lord
Finally u succeed
Be happy God


Am not aa book of  job !!
S lord am just a normal girl

S I confessed
U be happy God

Hate everything

I told many times that I had nothing
And I don't want anything
The fact I doesn't know
That God gave me everything

Yesterday this exact time
I met with an accident
I thought I am OK
But my apa ran
And he was not OK for 2 hrs
And my mom too
Thats love

And that's everything
Thank God

Every good souls gave caring words
Felt happy
Doesn't know am right or wrong

I saw my friend
She is near by me
And I felt as if I was in the heaven

Thank God
Not for giving
But  for showing me
That I am not bad
As I have these many good souls

I am fed up
But I will move on with a smile
Thanks God for cursing me with anything and everything

Finally I concluded
Or u there for me ??
God !!

Going to a good friend as she is going to get married
Love you Baby ( Swarna)

So I am proud to say
That I am in your
Second work

******
Hate everything

Love you dad

He is the reason for my living
And he is my everything
(My father )

Today he is not feeling good
He haven't took any milk

I feel nervous
God I beg you ,Lord
Please let him be fine ever
I trust you for everything
Please

Let me hear his
' bow bow '
Ever

Thank God
Love you Lord

Thank God
Love you lord

Pls hear my prayers
Or tell me
That u hate me
And stop praying

Hope
Going to be my everything
Pray

??

??

Is it God ??
If so
On what basis
How and
Why
??

Praise your mom everyday
And raise your strand in everys way

One way to get out of depression is to read your dairy entries back

Irritated

Irritated

God its u who gave her all negative
But I will be positive
By still having a hope

Everywhere they were enjoying

I love you Mani
( my pet )
Dog

With tears
God
Sometimes your plans
Are hardest !!

With tears
God
Sometimes your plans
Are hardest !!

Really sorry ..

:(

Ya I will curse you
To be a girl
Who wants to leave ur lovely father and mother in the name of marriage

Ya ur blessed to be a girl
Who can ready to leave your lovely
Girl  for someone in the name same marriage

Missing you all
My ever lovely HP

I am hurting my parents
They can (out of angry )
But I shouldn't
Sorry
But I should be punished

Ya, God already I am !!

Hate everything

Pls strengthen me, My Lord !!

Again am back but I don't want to be
So I will be strong

I c would smile with a inner pain.
Thank God !!
Thanks to poet friends
Who always hears me !!

Will live with this pain
And I could take any pain

Never expected that life has to many turns like this !!

Don't have words to express how I feel

...

A unique feeling

Happy soundu (Soundarya) love you like anything.. When we talked I told u that God taught us many things thru different way and I could tell that now I learned
THAT I HAVE REAL TRUE SOULS
LIKE U

God, ya will shed a tear and I will move on... Could see anything and everything

Paining !!

Just self conversation to pour out

I think I am still OK because of this protected God POETRY and a great protectors POET FRIENDS

:(:(:(  just will keep prayers