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Oct 2017 · 153
Dot ...
anu Oct 2017
Just to pour out I decided to write
But tears forces words gets blocked

But one thing is sure
In any world only you will be there for you

No relationships is true..
Parents friends brother sisters lover husband children etc

Even God is Fake
Sorry to tell this
Sorry God
I shouldn't tell you fake
But I should say that
'You think that we are fake to u'

May be u r to testing me
But I am not book of job
And I am not a real true follower too
Dot .…...
Oct 2017 · 157
Life Experience !!
anu Oct 2017
Sometimes how hard we try
We couldn't describe

How we feel
And wanted to be heal

Oceanic tears pushes hard inside
But a little smile could stop it from outside

Let me walk
With without any hands
But not without any wounds
A thought !!
Oct 2017 · 237
Happy Birthday Mam !!
anu Oct 2017
No one knows
How much I love her
But she knows
Because I expressed it to her

Once I adore her
Now I don't know anything about her

Still my heart  loves her
Though I don't know that I still love her
Tomorrow is her birthday
But my mind couldn't it
Today whenever I wrote dates something tells that there is something in this
Later as sth ****** me inside a sudden spark came out that it was her birthday tomorrow

Happy birthday Mam (Ajantha)
I know but my prayers will be there for you every year
Oct 2017 · 176
IMAGINE
anu Oct 2017
For all these days
I thought
God has given
Only enough problems

But just now
I found
He has given solution too

Its nothing but
IMAGINATION
I am imagining that everything is solved..
Sep 2017 · 195
Self write 2
anu Sep 2017
Finally I am succeed
Am out of worries & depressions
Is it got whatever I want
No nothing changes
Except me
I made myself very busy
Ya  its paining pyshically
But not as brutally
I am going to my God

Sry God my intension is not to hurt you but make you understand my condition
Sep 2017 · 181
Mad !!
anu Sep 2017
God
Ya u have succeeded
I am lost everything
Be happy god
You can say
I will give you
What you deserve
I know I am nothing
Even to receive
What I want
Then how can I get
What I deserve
Yes it's your way of marketing
Humans hearts
But I am poor fellow
As you went to
Rich and knowledgeable fellows
And now I am mad too
So you please take some good place to go
Ya I am dead too
Be happy God
See you have so many to bless
Console
Hear
Cheer up
Who am I
Just an orphan
A ******
Who torches everyone in the name of affection
Who thrown by everybody
But with a note that still they care
Happy to become a mad
I won't
Because I am  .....
Successfully u could **** my inner poet too
Thank God
Mad writing by a mad
Sep 2017 · 192
A Challenging Life !!
anu Sep 2017
Facing  challenges
Will make a life

But  facing challenges
For having a life
Is itself  a challenging life !!
Prayers 1
Sep 2017 · 153
Sleep !!
anu Sep 2017
Just decided to take tablets
To sleep
Only to sleep

Because I don't want to disturb anyone's sleep !!
Sep 2017 · 145
Self write 2
anu Sep 2017
My mom is seeing me and crying
I tried my level best
Not to come to this situation
But fate
So please I should be very strong
Be the strongest version of you
Its for me
Only for me
:(
Sep 2017 · 183
??
anu Sep 2017
??
Missing everything
Makes  my life and
Me, a very strong one

!!
Sep 2017 · 158
End
anu Sep 2017
End
I hattest hate
End
Sep 2017 · 190
Flooded tears !!
anu Sep 2017
Tears
My tears have never been flooded like this

But I will let to overflow this
Or I will loose my life in this flooded feelings

I am crying
And inside I am dying

But I will be living
To make everyone smiling
My second poem with flooded tears !!
Thank God for everything !!
Sep 2017 · 156
For me !! I am there
anu Sep 2017
In some situations we have to be very strong
But only in that situation
We will have no one
So we have to be
Strong
By our motivation
Self motivation
Even my closest friend couldn't understand me now that hurts me most .. She can't even bare that I am crying but I won't tell her now that I am dying .. Miss her .. Love you Soundu ( soundarya )
Sep 2017 · 252
Self write !!
anu Sep 2017
God, please if I am like this
Definitely I will become mad like this
I don't want to hurt others
But if I gone mad
It will hurt others
Than this
So let me be strong
Cool
Nothing will go wrong
Stay strong
Pouring
Literally I am week
Sep 2017 · 152
Deadly living !!
anu Sep 2017
I am broken completely
Not even the pieces could make me what I am
Because I am a living dead soul
Thank God
Sep 2017 · 107
Jeem Buum Boo !!
anu Sep 2017
If I got a magical power
I will have a wand
Just I will do one thing
Will **** myself
Without hurting anyone
But how is it possible
Once loss will hurt others
My parents may cry
But how long I will try
As if I am smiling from my heart
But It becomes my part
Of me
Though its not me
Just expressed .. Couldn't feel what and how I feel
Sep 2017 · 225
(0---0)
anu Sep 2017
I need to talk
But no one is there
It is not a shock
As I will talk
Only to me ever

Just
Wish
To
Be
Deaf
And
Dumb
Atleast I could pour my feelings into beautiful words once
But now I .... Hate myself
Sep 2017 · 128
Me vs ME
anu Sep 2017
Me : cool ..  Move on .. Don't worry ..one day God will heal all your pain..
ME : oh ! But how long ?? How much I could bare ??
Me : you haven't done any mistakes in life !! So cheer up !!
Trust God...
ME : yes He is my everything..
But .... Just shut up !! Get last .
I want to sleep ... No more words anymore ... Go ...leave me !!!
Sry for posting..
My extremes.. Just poured out !!
Sep 2017 · 185
Hate and hurt (:----:)
anu Sep 2017
Today my day was awesome
But couldn't enjoy it fully
Just because I am getting hurt
Just now .Feeling very bad
Not that I couldn't face
But why should I face such hard situations
Then let me ...
Sorry for posting
Sep 2017 · 376
Happy Teacher's Day !!
anu Sep 2017
A word teacher
Is itself know for its greatness
Then how could I describe my teachers
Who gives the real meaning for this word greatness

I couldn't describe
But I can subscribe
All my great teachers ever
By wishing them to have a
Happy teaching days forever !!
Thanks , a word couldn't
describe how grateful am I to all my teachers
But still I wish to say thanks
to make myself sure that all  my teachers produced a valuable product

My second teacher's day as a teacher
Sep 2017 · 149
Ignore !!
anu Sep 2017
If your closest souls hurts you
Just ignore
To not to hurt your closest souls
But how much I can do it I don't know
Sep 2017 · 168
(o___o)
anu Sep 2017
For everything there is a limit
If everything crosses from its limit
I will cross from my being patience limit
And I don't want to emit
Any light
To have life night
I might
Sleep  for ever at all night
As i have my right
To **** myself from everyones sight
Yes I think I am coming to last stage of my life
Its alright If everyone leaves me at the same time
But God u shouldn't
Because it is you who have created me this way
anu Aug 2017
God, Loosing one self
Is such a hard task
Its alright I am okay
Just getting use to it
Will make me strong
I know all will leave me
Inspite of that why I am
This way .
Please do something
And take my life
I am asking you this
From so long ago
But knows well
U too hate me
Its alright
I will live this hell
Sorry for posting
Aug 2017 · 250
I
anu Aug 2017
I
Its hurts heavy
When someone avoids
For what you are

But I couldn't avoid me
For what I am

Because it is I
Who makes me what I am
Hurts
Let me don't want to disturb anyone for anything
Aug 2017 · 1000
Happen vs Happening
anu Aug 2017
I don't know what is going to happen
But I want something to happen
Knows well that certain things will never happen

But why can't i accept what is happening
And why i imagine as something is happening
And how I will live if it is not happening

Let everything happen
And I will live in my happening
Very depth
Just pouring my depth
Aug 2017 · 186
Nears Tears !!
anu Aug 2017
Nothing changes
Everything forces me to longs
But still I will have my hopes
My heart longs
Cries
And
Tries
Aug 2017 · 334
Happy B-Day Viji
anu Aug 2017
Happy birthday sweet heart

I love your smartness
But not more than for your sweetness

I know, you are known for you uniqueness
And I wish that will bring your ever happiness

May God give you all your wishes
And I convey my small wishes
To you by this way
With a happy ray
Wishes to my sweet friend vijyapriya
A short period of love
But gave a great understanding about life
Love you vj
Happy birthday dear
Aug 2017 · 121
Knowing thyself !!
anu Aug 2017
Once I will cry
By thinking that I don't have anyone
But now I am smiling
Because I realized that It is the way
Through which God made me strongest
:)
anu Aug 2017
Just everything couldnot stops me
From enjoying
From my memories

I couldn't stop
My own imaginations
Which forces itself
To calm my wounded heart

Thanks dear
But you don't know that
U will hurt me
More than what I am
Anyhow
Thanks dear
(To my imaginations)
Aug 2017 · 197
(o_~_o)
anu Aug 2017
No one knows how beautiful it is
How true it is
How deserving it is

But the person one who knows it
Doesn't know why He was against it !!
Just pouring my tears into words
Aug 2017 · 223
Self !!
anu Aug 2017
Could find one thing clearly
Am not totally wrong

Longing
Hurts
And
Triggers
Me
To
Be
Brutal

But I won't
As I found
This would lead me
To hate myself

Just time will answer
All my questions
For me
Aug 2017 · 121
Poem for Myself
anu Aug 2017
First time I writing for myself
I think this should be last too

Dear, you have cried enough
You have tired enough
Both mentally and physically
And you have tried enough

So let things as such
Let Your silence to be last words

On the whole, I know who you  are
That is I know myself
And I don't want to  know by any  self

Let me move all alone
Let me  pass on my deadly life
Though u can't be strong
U can  put urself to strongest to make others feel stronger
Aug 2017 · 124
Please dont read this
anu Aug 2017
Yes I am becoming brutal
Yes I want to **** myself
Sure God
Why you should hurt me
I myself will do
Getlast  yes  I died inside already
And I have decided
I will be quiet
Hate me and everything
Aug 2017 · 157
:( :(
anu Aug 2017
I will not cry
Just because I am week

I will not stop believing
Just because everything hurts

I will not die
Just because I can't accept living
Nothing could change me and my fate !!
Aug 2017 · 237
Prayer for this day !!
anu Aug 2017
God, I must be strongest
As my lovable souls must be strong

I can't be by their side
And take care of their every side

But I could pray
To make them smile
From their heart
:(
Aug 2017 · 131
Lulaby !!
anu Aug 2017
Singing lulaby to me
Nothing

A Melancholic
Sleep
Sleep
U Could !!
Self lullaby
Aug 2017 · 207
How me and my this day !!
anu Aug 2017
Just I am dried
And drained

Feeling very tired
Not only physically
But mentally too

Just going to lie down
By clearly knowing that I couldn't sleep at all
Same feeling like pouring !!
anu Aug 2017
Is it going to be my day
Doesn't know
But I will be
For I want to be

Just going to have
Fasting

I planned for watering your hope
But this day starts with killing my hope

God , Make me strong
To make me feel
I am human
As my Bro says
' crossing burdens
make us humans '
Just poured !!
anu Aug 2017
Words are the one
That is the reason for my living

The same words are the one
Is going to be reason for my dying

But the difference is
It defines them as
Sweetest vs Inhumanist
Enough
I am tired of being everything
Its time for inhumans
Aug 2017 · 176
( o _ o )
anu Aug 2017
Nothing could describe my feeling now

Just I want to tell this



MISS U BRO
@ jobira Bro
Knows well something may be there for your silence
But sry
Missing you Bro !!
Aug 2017 · 304
A Sweetest Bro 'Jobira'
anu Aug 2017
God Really you are Great !!
Its not that just because u have created sweetest souls in the world
But its because u gave those sweetest souls to me

Proud to say
That u gave  me that one moment
To talk to My Bro Jobira
From where I could know
How sweetest he was
Who will be ready to hear unknown
Unseen
Creature's blabers

Thanks God
Thanks Bro..

Feel like shedding tears
Thank God !!
Aug 2017 · 365
Hope !!
anu Aug 2017
I read a quote
' Hope is a waking dream '

I think for me
' Hope is waking me and my dream' everyday
God be with me ever
And water my hope everyday
Aug 2017 · 405
A Remarkable Day
anu Aug 2017
Lord thank you
Just this two word couldn't describe how grateful I am
U r amazing

From morning I got beautiful and sweetest wishes from my kids friends family members etc

But still a longing heart longs for that two words as it states ur hope for me

Never expected that I would get that in the last second of my day

No words Lord I surrender
Hope next year I will thank you
For your success of hope

Really I think this day is my fulfilled BIRTHDAY

Really A Happy Birthday
Thanks and love you Lord !!!
Today - 21/08/2017
Aug 2017 · 170
Oath for My next year !
anu Aug 2017
Last year too I thought
I was  born only to die everyday
I stated this
Because I felt this

But this year I hope I have grown better
Its not that everything changed
I think I have changed
According to the situations

Still I hold tears
But with a gentle smile

Yes it shows
I am grown
One year ahead

Hope I will travel
With the same way
By having a gentle smile
And making everyone
To have that smile ever !!
Thank God
I am matured
Hope I will move my next year
With this matured smile
Though nothing changes
As everything hurts
I will !!
Thanks God
Hope u bless me with ur presence ever
Only then I can handle all my situations
Love you Lord !!
Aug 2017 · 190
Memorable Memories
anu Aug 2017
Had a great time today
After 10th
After reaching the 10th
Year of 10th
Celebrating
The celebration

Had a happiest moments
With my parents
And going to have with frnds too

But still
I know
I longs

For
??

But thank God
For what you have given
I will beg you
Only for one thing
Let everyone smile from their hearts forever !!
Aug 2017 · 266
Sweetest Soul
anu Aug 2017
What a sweet heart it is
Just being ready to a support a suffering soul
Without knowing everything

I think only HP will have such a great souls like that
Thank you Frnd
Jobira
God , u showed ur presence in different ways
Thank God
Aug 2017 · 289
( 0_0 )
anu Aug 2017
Sometimes
Something
Will tell us
That
Someone
Somewhere
Could understand us

A blink
That gave me a link
For a new friend
Who  seems too kind
Happy to have a new poet friend
Jobira
Aug 2017 · 266
! ! EUQINU
anu Aug 2017
Have crossed so many imaginations
But never had this

Why I had that today ??

As a mother of 21 yr girl
Who feels proud about herself
For her motherly love !!

Ha ha !! Unique
Not to me
But its me
Could you trace
What I mean ??
Aug 2017 · 168
Interpret And Answer ?
anu Aug 2017
What is life ?





A _ that doesn't have life
is called life.
Yes !! I found this real definition of life
Aug 2017 · 315
Ironical Sucess I Got !!
anu Aug 2017
I have reached successfully





Extremes of sadness
Extremes of hatredness
Extremes of loneliness

But still I hold smile


Ah !! Great dear


Ha ha !!
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