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Feb 2018 · 154
Listen My Heart !!
anu Feb 2018
Though your fate is crucial
Don't let your fate
To make you crucial

You know well nothing changes
Then why don't you have changes ?
This is for me !!
Feb 2018 · 180
For Lord !!
anu Feb 2018
The greatest pain in the world
The pain which we can't take away from the one who become was our happy world

So I must have a word
With God
To make Him nod
For all the request of his ward
Ya its paining .. God please !! Hope u will nod ...
anu Feb 2018
Never thought that
One's words
Could lift my spirit up

But the thought states me that
More than his words
His support lift my wounded hearts up

A great friend
Who is not ready
Wipe tears
Instead who made u
Realize the value of tears to be wiped
Really feeling blessed to have a great friend.. Thanks @ samiyanadha
Feb 2018 · 254
:) (:
anu Feb 2018
I am fed up with everything
Whatever happens
Be true and strong

So you can cross
Anything and everything
Actually I planned to write sth but I have written its opposite
I mean I planned to burst out
but instead I consoled !!
Ha ha I am positive it seems ..
Feb 2018 · 398
Dont want to read this !!
anu Feb 2018
I hate every bit of this life
Again I have started thinking to find ways to commit suicide
I thought before 10 years the same
If I have succeed onthat day
I might not failed this much today

But this time if I have decided I will win  
Ya definitely I will win
A write from complete ******...
Who is week to **** herself !!!
Jan 2018 · 276
Way to a happy bee !
anu Jan 2018
I am free
Mentally
When I am too busy
Physically

But I am too busy
Mentally
When I am free
Physically

So be a bee
To be
A happy bee
I am just woried that why I took leave today  !!! But I am making busy by being in Hp
Jan 2018 · 279
Pleasing pains !
anu Jan 2018
Is Pain becomes part of my life
Or my life becomes part of pain ?

Anyhow knows well that nothing changes
And hope these are not God's revenges !!

Just cried enough for myself
More than that what can I do for thyself ?

Once I thought I can't live anymore
But I think I can't live no more
Without the hope that I can't live anymore !!
My first positive touch in negative poem !! Thanks @ samiyanadha
Jan 2018 · 177
Let me die !!
anu Jan 2018
I just wish to die
Because only I know who am I

I want to die
Because i can't even take me as what am I

I should die
Because no one can try to change this I
As usual I hang
Thanks HP u bare me when no one can't !!
Jan 2018 · 191
Bliss 1
anu Jan 2018
Once when I was in silence
And my heart will be in violence

Still now the war doesn't get peace
And I know It won't let me in ease

Just I said myself
" Move ahead "
Though know well that only thyself
Could push me back from ahead
Be positive
anu Jan 2018
Hello everyone
Hope going to have a happy morning
Reminded of morning mantras
"Be positive
Don't worry
Everybody has life "
Missing my samiyanadha's wishes
I am positive
Once I tried for this too
But now I could
As someone is there
To hold me and say
"I will be there for you as your friend forever "
Thank God
Though I am cursed with problems
I am blessed with beautiful positive soul
Dec 2017 · 142
Happy New Year 2018
anu Dec 2017
Let this new year brings
A wings

To fly
To reach sky

Let this
Brings

A positive vibes

To face
And chase

All that life needs !!
This year started well
Hope it will take us well

A happy new year to all my  dear hearts !!
anu Dec 2017
How friendship differs from positive friendship
Nothing great
A friend will tell you
You are good person
But a positive friend will make you release
That you are good person
In that way I am blessed

He is an excellent friend
Though he merges with modern trend

A guy with good moral
I wish soon he wants to be an laurel

A fun filled friend
Who is always in trend

A guy with extreme talent
Who could sustain it with extreme patient

On the whole,
Proud to say
That I am blessed with a ray
With
A real true patron
Who becomes my inspiration
This is for my great friend Bala sir ..
Dec 2017 · 163
I will die
anu Dec 2017
I am feeling cheap about living
Yes I am cheap
As I can't die
As my wish
Sure I will die one day
Nov 2017 · 209
Cool !!
anu Nov 2017
I am thinking
Whether love & affection
Can be fake for 25 years

If its not fake
How one hate
Or avoid
A girl
Whom you love
Or care
For more than 25 years


It hurts

No words to describe my pain


But let it be
Its for me
Nov 2017 · 151
What's life ??
anu Nov 2017
What is life ?
Its nothing but a empty dream

Shakespeare is right
But I want to wait

To ask him that how can be a bright
To put it straight
Life is empty
Just I could feel that emptiness

Once I read Shakespeare's lines
But now expresaing those lines
Nov 2017 · 192
I want to die !!
anu Nov 2017
Finally I lost
Everything

I am dead
I lost my character
I want to die
Nov 2017 · 286
Yes I am become brutal !!
anu Nov 2017
I  am going to die
Though I cant **** myself
I am going to **** everyone
Yes I am become brutal
Yes I am become brutal
Hate my life to the extreme ! I hate you Jesus Christ .. I will never come back to you !!
Nov 2017 · 209
I am psycho !!
anu Nov 2017
I hate me to the extent
I am a coward
Who couldn't **** herself
I am ******
Who couldn't smile even for half an hour
Yes I am an idiot
Who hate everyone in the world
Yes I don't want any idiots
In this fake world
Yes I am an sadist
Who wish to every bit of me
Just everyone in the world
I am coward
Who is not even ready to **** my own self
Nov 2017 · 136
Crying letters !!
anu Nov 2017
I am lounging
Just to cry
Where someone will be there
To say
' Don't cry . I am there for you '
This is what I want to hear
But I am hearing it everyday
Doesn't know why my ears are deaf to my words !!
Just a write with a tears
Nov 2017 · 167
Questions for answering !!
anu Nov 2017
Everywhere everybody is facing hard situations but still everybody keeps moving its because they have focus ... No I think it doesn't mean that ?? They don't want to quit and this is fate and we should take and move as much we can ... This is the reality that I found .. If that's the case what's the role of a God ?? In what way His presence is shown ?? Does that can be measured through the way He supports us by giving us a situations or by giving worse situations to make ourselves a strongest ?? ..  If this is the case then what is actually happiness ??? And for whom it is meant for ??
Just feel like sharing whatever I feels..
Dear readers if you could answer feel free !!
Nov 2017 · 146
For myself !!
anu Nov 2017
I am pouring
Just because I got hurt
Ya everytime I got hurt
But I learnt to pour it out
To be cool out
But I cannot be out
Without
Memories
Which makes my worries
I should put my worries down
Self write
Nov 2017 · 245
Just a hate !!
anu Nov 2017
I found one thing
I hate the gender Male in total
But I don't know whether everybody is wrong
But I hate everyone of them
I don't know how good girls are
But I know that they are
As bad as others
I hate few
But that's forces me to tell that everybody is wrong
Nov 2017 · 170
A hope for a hope !
anu Nov 2017
I have smiled from my heart today
Its because I heard
What I want to hear
Though this wouldn't be a permenant day
But a gave me a hope
To pray for that day
After a long gap I am feeling better.. Thank God !!
Nov 2017 · 123
You & Me !!
anu Nov 2017
I miss my happiness
I miss you
You and happiness
Doesn't gives two different meaning
A sweet memory
Came like a breeze
But a thought
Poured out a storm
And the sweet wheels
With tears !!
Unique !! I could see a different girl in me now !!
Nov 2017 · 205
*-----*
anu Nov 2017
I am tried of everything
Start pretending
Keep smiling
And moving
No other go !!
Nov 2017 · 193
&-------&
anu Nov 2017
God I beg you
I wish to die
I don't want to have the next day dawn
I am crying
And will cry ever...


Sorry for posting !!
Nov 2017 · 131
Doesnt know !!
anu Nov 2017
When everybody feels happy
I will long on seeing them
But now I am going there
I am putting myself there
Is it mean I am grown
Or my problems and longing grown ??
Just found and tell me !!
Nov 2017 · 101
This is for you !!
anu Nov 2017
I don't write for fame
I never write for popularity
I know what I am
And why I am writing
But as we like someone
As we express  our care
A human nature
To expect a small response  from them
Its human nature
And not a sin
Ya you hurted me to the depth !!
Anyway thanks for everything
And I feel like telling goodbye to you but I couldn't
Nov 2017 · 176
A pour out !!
anu Nov 2017
Never known that someone will hurt me this much
Whomever I likes can't understand me
I am not selfish
But just possessive
Unknown can't be known it seems
On the whole
A boy is a boy
And that gender is a gender
Me hate the other gender
Nov 2017 · 200
Who am i ??
anu Nov 2017
I hate myself
When I couldn't stop
My bulshit emotions
When I couldn't stop
My eager to express feelings
When I couldn't stop
My mind recall all memories
When I couldn't stop
My affection towards loved ones
When I couldn't stop
My living
Yes !! I hate myself every second !!
Nov 2017 · 170
Stronger vs Strongest !!
anu Nov 2017
Facing problems
Will make us stronger
But answering problems
Will prove us that we are strongest !!
I have made myself stronger
And not yet strongest !!
Nov 2017 · 287
A powerful raise !!
anu Nov 2017
A great girl is always a girl
Whatever she is
And whatever role she takes

A cheap boy is always a boy
Whatever he is
And whatever role he takes
Sry .. I never meant this for good male souls !!
God I think u r brutal
It's just because u r a father
And not a mother !!

But am a girl I can I will !!
Nov 2017 · 116
Scared of !!
anu Nov 2017
I am scared of
Very very scared of
If I am not here for long time
It means I am leaving
And not living

Thanks every beautiful souls who supported me ...
Nov 2017 · 183
_-------_
anu Nov 2017
I am at the edge of pains
No one could hurt me
More than this
Writing with floded tears
But with the dead heart
I am surviving today
I will not make it tomorrow
Nov 2017 · 218
A longing loner !!
anu Nov 2017
Its hurting
And I am crying

I don't know what's this feeling
And Why something is forcing

Just known well that crying
Can change nothing
But still I am longing
And I will be longing !!
Shared how I am feeling now
Nov 2017 · 177
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anu Nov 2017
Hate this life for everythings
How cheap creatures humans are
Its because everyone is cheap
And the one who created is more cheaper
I don't want to be harsh this way
But I am forced to this way
Just tired of this life
Please God leave me
I want to die
Though I can't
I will shout like this



Readers sorry for posting  this
I am cheapest
So bare me
Nov 2017 · 281
Aka ! This is for you !
anu Nov 2017
Very happy to have my aka back
But too sad to hear that she is back
With the same sadness
Aka but one thing is sure
We have crossed too many sadness
So we can cross and sure
We can move on
Hold my hands ka
We will move on
Ka !!
For my lovely aka elsa !!
Oct 2017 · 133
Try Out !!
anu Oct 2017
I wish to walk
Without any talk

I don't want any
Though I have many

I love to see nature
Though I am a poor creature

I should never stop
Until I reach the top
Just a try over to run from my sad demon..
Oct 2017 · 149
Just tired of everything !!
anu Oct 2017
Every bit of seconds
I am dying

But one thing is sure
I will live

And I will live
Really its horrible !!
Oct 2017 · 182
A thought !!
anu Oct 2017
A thought
I wouldn't have been
Suffered this much

If I weren't
A girl !!
But I don't want to be a boy ever !!
Oct 2017 · 127
One day I can !!
anu Oct 2017
I have showed myself
That I am changed
I showed that
I don't have any hurts
But the reality is different
It started to its depth

Ya I am bleeding inside
God its alright
One day I can
It hurts
Cheer up
Sleep
U can
anu Oct 2017
"Miles to go before I sleep"
Means a lot to me
It tells that I have to move
As if nothing happens to me
And I have to prove
That I can cross whatever comes to me
Its seems positive
But it is an extreme outcome of negative
Oct 2017 · 229
Last words to God !!
anu Oct 2017
Promise God
I hate you completely
You who throwed me to Satan
I will never come back to u

See one day
U will think
That how I have lost a true soul
Who seeks only me
And my love

But how partial am I
Yes Lord I failed
Satan wins
I told I hate u

Sorry God Satan can never win
I am wrong
So you throwed me
You have taken care of so many beautiful souls


Its okay
You be happy
I know
Good can die easily
And can hurt others heart
But bad has to die
By getting hurt ever
Praise the Lord
AMEN !!
Oct 2017 · 363
Want to die !!
anu Oct 2017
One thing I can trace
I am loosing my own self
My own consciousness
My own control
My everything
Just wish to die
Oct 2017 · 296
Its paining !!
anu Oct 2017
Its paining
When we can't bare
Someone's silence
But its paining too much
When we can't bare
Someone's words
But nothing changes
Pain is always there
Oct 2017 · 204
_-------_
anu Oct 2017
Just every moment I am dying
Ah!!! Just no one should get pain like this
I am ******
Hate every bit of my life
Wish to die every second
But going to hurt myself
Physically
Oct 2017 · 147
Hurt !!
anu Oct 2017
Never been hurted like this
Feel like going out of this too
For me
My poetry is
Extreme way of expressing my feelings

Its doesn't mean
I am always
Negative

A kind request to everyone
Don't think that negatives
Are waste creatures

U can avoid
But don't hurt
Never expect that I will get a moment like this in HP..
If me and my writings hurts anyone
I am sorry
Oct 2017 · 165
You !!
anu Oct 2017
When I saw you talking to someone
Why should I get hurt ??
When you comment someone
Why should I feel that you don't even seen my scribblings ??
When I am here
Why I should check
Whether are you here ??
Though its not love
Its because of care
That you have given me
And I think that now it was taken from me
I have written this for ....
Let me wait !!
Oct 2017 · 424
Hope !!!
anu Oct 2017
I don't have anything to say
But one thing is sure
I am living with a hope
That one day







Not with the hope
That everything change
But with the hope
That I will leave everything
One day
Dried completely !!
Oct 2017 · 207
If
anu Oct 2017
If
If I have a magical powers
I will use to **** myself for first
I know how good I am
So I will not be brutal like God
Will sing a lullaby
And will made myself sleep forever
Self consoling is the process of self killing
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