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anu Nov 2018
True Friend
Who never show us that this your end

Adorable Teacher
Who shows the extreme patience as a preacher

Sweet Sister
Who loves and cares everyone as a mother

Loyal Lover
Who makes me to feel that still trueness lives ever

Let that trueness lives ever
Happy birthday my dear
Lv u Shymu ma ( Shyamla - my frnd )
Nov 2018 · 227
A special day !
anu Nov 2018
The day with my brother
Went and saw our Baby



A remarkable hapy day
10/11/2018
Nov 2018 · 170
Thats life !
anu Nov 2018
What is life ?
When two hearts meets
4 eyes shares
2 hands longs
And moves
As lives .....
Thats life !
Longs and lives.....
Oct 2018 · 226
For jesus !
anu Oct 2018
My
Jesus
Please
Have me with you
Take
Me
!
I am loosing my conscious
Sep 2018 · 249
A longning girl !
anu Sep 2018
I am back
A longning girl
Who breathe longning
And who is going to die for longning !
Psychos are born
Its me
Miss my ana !
Sep 2018 · 246
I !!
anu Sep 2018
I am ******
I am ******

I am cruel
I am cruel

I am Monster
I am Monster

I am a scavenger
I am a scavenger

I am cruel devil
I am cruel devil
I am dead !
I am dead !
Sep 2018 · 323
Here & There !
anu Sep 2018
For what I am here
For why I am here
??

Hope one day I will find answers somewhere !!
Feeling the depth of emptiness
Aug 2018 · 442
Learning ABC......
anu Aug 2018
Always smile
Be happy
Care for everyone
Do good deeds
Empower yourself
Find time to keep yourself happy
Go steady
Help without expectations
Ignore bad criticisms
Keep Calm when angry nags you
Look ahead in every situations
Manipulate everyone's goodness
Nag yourself to reach your goal
Obey wellwisher blindfoldedly
Poke yourself for good voice
Quench the thirst of longing hearts
Rear your sweet hearts
Select the right ways of expressing one's feelings
Thank God for all his blessings everytime
Unlock all your queries with the consent person
Value every learning
Walk in your own way of Justice
X-ray someone's flattering words
Yearn  to imbibe all these learned ABC...s
Zap the world of positivity with zee zee and zee.....
Teacher who taught me this ABC.....were  MY SAMIYANADHA
( Note is not give for flattery but a way of expressing my gratitude )

Hope will yearn and zap soon ....
Aug 2018 · 156
Paining !
anu Aug 2018
The biggest pain in the world
The pain that u can't get from ur beloved hearts !
Feeling very bad
I can't even be there to how he was !
But I believe nothing will go wrong !
Aug 2018 · 150
Hate LOVE !
anu Aug 2018
I hate the four letter word
LOVE
I hate that as it kills who is
TRUE
Hurting me to the depth
God please I believe u will help me to hear sth good in the morning .
Aug 2018 · 220
Who is HE !
anu Aug 2018
He is my Green panther
Who sounds the positivity of nature's depth
But, persistent brother of mine .
My first haiku
Learned and tried this haiku
Used 5-7-5,nature's touch , tho different ideas blended in a word ..hope done good

Please my dear poet friends share ur comments to help me to move further ...

First try because of my ana ( brother )
.....My samiji taught me to pour out in a productive way ...Lv u my ana (brother)
Jul 2018 · 996
Unlearn & Learn !
anu Jul 2018
Amma
Appa
Ana
Friendu

Learn to say from ur mouth

Because everybody can't hear from their heart

Including God

But I can't call
Esapa !
Amma - Mother
Appa - Father
Anna- Brother
Esapa - Jesus
Jul 2018 · 426
Waiting for eureka moment !
anu Jul 2018
Is that an Eureka moment !
When my frnd comes back and says ...luxu I am here for u

No !

Is that an Eureka moment !
When I heard back that my baby says...... Ma nothing went wrong

No !

Is that an Eureka moment !
When my dad see my eyes and says.....Ammu I am always love you

No !

Here is an Eureka moment ! When
I am sitting beside my Anna and Anni holding their girl in my hand .... Started returning with heart of extreme happiness and with the heart of happiness sleeps for ever !

Closing eyes and telling God for this Eurekan moment with tears of content ...
God bless me with that eureka moment ....
My living God ana ...if am not there just know how ama and apa was ..tkcr na ...

Note : a girl baby ....first person to get rebirth before sleeping ever ...
Jul 2018 · 178
Love for my sweet kani ma !
anu Jul 2018
Kani ma
A beautiful soul u r ma

Be u
World will come to u

Keep rocking
With ahead of walking

Will miss ur care
But expressing it is not fair

Changes keep changing
So accept the happening

The love u have earned will keep on living !
This is for my very good frnd Kani !
God be with her ever !
Jul 2018 · 250
Never more !
anu Jul 2018
Machine is no more
If there is no power

Man is no more
If there is no air

The same way me and my life is no more
If  there is no brother
( my ana )
Anaaa..... I want to epic on you
S I will write one day ...
Ana....u changed me na I could sense really happiness in me .... Not 2 min happiness u r the one who made me think I feel complete luckiest etc ... As I told u ...u r my God's human form na ...
Proud to say I am my ana's thangachi ...
Jul 2018 · 147
My wish !
anu Jul 2018
Preethu....
Ana ....thank God
U Came back
I just want to tell two words na
THANK GOD
Once In life  u made me feel complete
Ana ..... Even after my absence
Please don't cry
Because I will come back as ur sister or daughter or as ur karupa ( my ana's bike )  

I can't be without ur affection
I wish to sit next to u and talk and before leaving u I should die with a smile

Yes I am mad
But I am blessed to be ur thangachi
God really I don't want anything
I wish to c his happiness
If  my presence makes him happy
Let me be there
If not take me away from him
Because I know he is like u
My LIVING GOD
Who made me to think to live for his brotherly affection
Jul 2018 · 387
Hurt !
anu Jul 2018
I know so many good hearts are here
Pray for me
Some will live
Some will die
But I am dead and living
So its paining
I can't go for killing
As my parents are there for living
I don't want anyone
I can't die
But I heard so many good bye
Paining
Jul 2018 · 146
Long ! For how long !
anu Jul 2018
Loneliness

It was made for me
And I was made for it

Only it wants me ever
And I am here for that only

We long
Not to long  as we become we

Long & Life has 4 letters
But I gave my life to this 4 letter long

Long ! Long ! Long !
I am in this for so long !
Tried sth like Anaphora ....
Tried some new way of expressing ..
Jul 2018 · 298
Change !
anu Jul 2018
WHAT A WORD IS THIS !
One who doesn't knows u
Can accept u
Can change with in a month
4 to 4

One who knows u
Can't accept u
Can't change with in a era
400 to 400

Change ! Can you change this CHANGE !
Depth !
First poem to console me !
Jun 2018 · 133
Untitled
anu Jun 2018
Hate to the core !!
Wish to die !!
Hate being  a girl !!
Wish to die !!
Jun 2018 · 153
Can u change, Mr. CHANGE !
anu Jun 2018
Change
What a word is this !
Will it change
That whatever happens in this !
Will it can change

Know well nothing will change
And known this
That I  too want to change
To face this
A pic temt me to write this ..
One who told me that who can't change at all is changed
But one who wants to change can't change !
Ha ha always bounded with irony of life !
Jun 2018 · 139
How I could wish this !
anu Jun 2018
Never thought I want to be a boy
Never even thought I will wish to be boy
At least once a boy

But today I wish to be a boy
Because I don't want to get to permission to meet my ana
To be with my ana

Yes I wish to be a boy
And for the first time in life
I wish to be a boy forever

Actually u know na
I hate the word even ' boy '
But promise today I wish to be a boy

To be your brother !!

A remarkable day in my life
23/06/18
A notalble day
Talked more
Ana .. Appa .. Amma..
Jun 2018 · 155
Tried but not yet dried !
anu Jun 2018
The world of mine
Is so plain
Me And my love for appa ama and my ana
And I wanna
To be with them forever
And will live only for them ever

Anaaa ....
this word becomes my life
Who could bare me in all his strife
Hope can walk with a thought that I have some reason to live .. I lv them truly.. Ana ... Appa... Ama... My absence may hurt only this three.. May be ..my Sudar will miss me but not my soundu ..
Jun 2018 · 159
How long ??
anu Jun 2018
Am I born in this world
To long ?
'Yes' I said a word
But how long ?

When having a heavy headache
A heart longs
Will there be a word ?
' R u k ? '

Immediately reality slaps
With a word
' No one .. Move away .. Don't hurt anyone '
No words....
Jun 2018 · 175
Y not me ?
anu Jun 2018
I can see a baby with father and mother moving with a smile
Y not me ?

I can see a baby with her ana (brother)who were playing happily
Y not me ?

I can see a baby with her  friend
Who hugs each other
Y not me ?

I can see a girl who is having happy  life who was blessed by Lord
?
Y not me
?
Pray for me
I can see a girl who was dead by accident
Y not me ?
Jun 2018 · 141
Mad's rotuine !
anu Jun 2018
Wake
Cry
Work
Cry
Eat
Force to sleep
And sleep

My routine

Wake
Cry
Work
Force to sleep
Sleep

S
Wake
Cry
....
A mad's routine
Jun 2018 · 315
Irony !
anu Jun 2018
Just living will make u live
Just smiling will make u smile
Just moving will make u move

But
Just dying will not make u die !
Y should I die even if I dead before
Ya I am all alone
But I who wants this
And I who did this

Hope at least hereafter I will not hurts the souls whom I lv a lot
My ana
My frnd
My dad
My mom
....
anu Jun 2018
Why ??
I am moving and searching
For true love
Care
Affection
Everything ??
Always I am search
Everywhere I am failing
But my heart doesn't feel satisfy
For my extreme love on me
Pls readers if someone could help me here I will be happy !
Jun 2018 · 168
Who is cheapest !
anu Jun 2018
Sometimes people are very cheap
Cheaper than slippers
Even slippers are not cheap
As they are true to their owners

Those creatuees will earn
If they not
God will earn my curse
Who still made me to think of those creatures  !

Hate everybit of my life
I just want to die.
Will try !!
Jun 2018 · 206
How long !!
anu Jun 2018
How much I could survive
Even after I dead

How much I could smile
Even after all my tears dried

How much I can act like living
Even after dying every second
I had enough !
anu May 2018
I am dead in everything
When I found I am nothing
I thought my presence  is made for something
But the fact is God tells me that ur cursed to get pain out of everything  !!
Paining to much !
May 2018 · 625
Will she come back to me !
anu May 2018
Never thought she will leave me
But I want her to like me

She know me  
But Why she left me

Will she come back to me
Or will she doesn't want me

Why everbody leaves me
And why should i think them as they are meant for me
Paining soundu !
May 2018 · 172
( * • * )
anu May 2018
All my dreams
Broken down into pieces

Nothing to worry
Because I have my Bro to tkcr of me in my every worry

I have to smile
And I want to move for a mile

I know it will take time
Until I don't want mind to rhyme
For Self !
May 2018 · 111
I need a help !
anu May 2018
I want to die
Could anyone help me ??

But I don't want to make my parents cry ??
What should I do ??
I am ****** !
May 2018 · 238
Pour out !!
anu May 2018
I came back to hang in words
Always I am all alone
I don't have any
I love my mom
Who is just like me
Who faced too many
Once I thought my dad as my life
But now I found his life was his son
So what I thought I had my friend
But she never think about me at all
So many mocks at me
For being myself
I have a god sent Angel
My bro
Even the stone might have for his words of positivity
But me a dead rock
A ****** can't change
Who torched others
Wish to **** myself
But scared on thinking about my mom
C is an innocent child
I die in living until c lives
Enough ..
God I thank you
For this ...
Apr 2018 · 209
Just ignore this !!
anu Apr 2018
Wish to die
Doesnt know what to do
how to move
how long should I move
why should I move
what's the way to move
if you don't want to move

how should I  leave
If I leave will it hurt someone
If not will it hurt everyone

Need to find a way to quit
How to quit
Why not to quit
I should quit
yeah I'll quit
Want to die
S whatever it is I want to die
Apr 2018 · 114
For Self !!
anu Apr 2018
I feel like I wish to die
But its a lie

As I have my bro
Who wants me to let go

And I think I can
But I would have ran

To wipe all memories
Which instinct my deadly worries
Can't sleep !!
Haunting memories !!
But I will
Because I am samiji's sister !!
Apr 2018 · 260
Fishy fish !!
anu Apr 2018
Where is the fish ?
And how was the fish ?

Is it yet to die ?
Or How long will it cry ?

A pure heart is trying to put it in a bowl
A fish is also making attempt  not to have any foul

A fish itself knows
The real bowl was broken
But
A fish itself tries
To think for a new bowl so it can avoid  heart broken

Though let it try
It is in  the land of dry

Nothing could make it sink
As the dead one can't drink and blink !!
Just a try .. Using me and metaphor !!
Mar 2018 · 164
): - :(
anu Mar 2018
I don't belongs to anywhere
I don't know what to do find everywhere

Just feel like crying
But I don't want to do it as it is one way of killing

God just begging to give me a peace
If not just take me please
Just tired of everything !!
Mar 2018 · 315
For My Self !!
anu Mar 2018
I myself have concluded

Not the life
With the knife

But with the strife
To bring the meaning in everyone's change of life

Though I don't wish for new chapters
Let everyone's everyone chapter
Get a new answers

Nothing to be worried
Can move with two things
One is decided a right path
And I had two hands which is tightly holded by two wonderful God angels !!
So I can
Be the strongest version of you
God ... Just  needed ... a peace for everyone !!
Mar 2018 · 157
Haaaaa haaaaa !!
anu Mar 2018
How many times will I die ??
Ay God
Go for someone else
I am just a dead one !
See successfully I am gone mad !!
anu Mar 2018
First time in the world
A grade 1 children cried
As they are going to miss their mam
Ya I too want to cry
As I am having treasured memories of
Muki
Pranav
Yaluma
Kavi
Superhero
Vijay hero
Darling
Bhem
Dolu
Bolu
Princess
And all 32 monkeys

A purest love
And my samiyanadha
Added beauty to this day
As my bro was beside me
Which happens for the first time

Will treasure this memories
Will make my haunting memories
To run away !!
Lovable day
Mar 2018 · 178
Positive scrible !!
anu Mar 2018
When someone throws you
In dustbin
Just tell that how worth you
Are to adore you in your own within

If your absence
Doesn't disturbs someone
Just make your presence
that someone is nonsense
To know your greatness
Which is known by someotherone

Let me move on
As I had hands
Which can hold
Me as I am
! ! !
My first pour out in positive way
I am strong
I can
A stone can bare
Thanks to two souls
Who really can bare
For what I am !!
Thanks Samiyanadha and Soundu !!
Mar 2018 · 349
A dried land !!
anu Mar 2018
A dried land was there
My heart
Once a seed was planted
My childhood days
And it was watered
My college days
And now a plant was dead
My present days
Though the thunder was not there
A little drop of acids
Kills
And makes my heart
A dried land
Just a thought to pour out my feelings in a different way
Mar 2018 · 359
( * _ * )
anu Mar 2018
How hard the situations are
Be the best whatever you are

I don't have the bag of positive vibes
As I have seen it only when you prescribes

An Young and engertic  samiji
Whom I wants, to have heartily an ever he he

Though you won't express
Nothing should make you feel stress

A positive epitome
Should have happy heartily home
This is a try over for my dear ..
Feb 2018 · 153
My last prayer !
anu Feb 2018
God ... My last prayer
Make me deaf and dumb
I will not cry .. I will not pour out ..only then I can become mad .. Ya one day I will become mad sure..

A dead girl
Who is living
For the life of parents
Who lived already
And who is living for them !

A dead girl ..
Will die one day
Feb 2018 · 134
A poor builder !
anu Feb 2018
A builder
Took  every bit of sand
Cement, paint
And
Coloured

But
A sudden wave
Dashed everything

Can a builder
Dash that wave back !

.....
Imagination is beautiful
Until it was dashed by the reality !
Feb 2018 · 213
Hatest hate !!
anu Feb 2018
I hate this moment
I am dead inside

God I never known
You are brutal enough

To hurt the purest innocent hearts
What sin I did ??
How can you hurt me this much ??
Feb 2018 · 151
Its for you Lord !!
anu Feb 2018
God please I don't deserve living
Please beg you
Take me
I don't want anyone
And I don't have anyone too
Please take me
My Lord
At least if you really love me
Take me
I am ready to beg on your legs
I am scared on living
Just let me come to u
Please Jesus
At least do you think that I am true to u
Kindly take me

More than everything
When you know
That u don't even have one heat to think about u
Then it's really
Serious
Feb 2018 · 475
Chit chat of Me and Hp
anu Feb 2018
'Yes life is a hell
But don't worry my dear
I am here to hear u 'said HP

' Thanks but I don't want to pour out everything as this may disturb someone's positivity ' I replied

' Do you think so ? ' HP asked

' Mm ... But I am wrong I think because more than repost I got comments which tells that we are here for you ' I murmured.

' so I think , now you  got my point !' Said HP with a smile

' ya HP I got u !! ' replied with a heartly smile..
Just a unique thought
And in a unique way

Though I am not k
I am writing positively
Great credit goes to my friend Samiyanadha !
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