Am i mad?
what is torturching me?
And i'm torturching others?

Really no other creature
should be like me
Killing itself and others

And killing poetry too

Can't calm myself?
Hate myself
Having works
But willn't do

Again and Again
Am proving myself
That i'm not ok
Pshyo.....

When the love is so beautiful

Only When it is EXPRESSED
Even When it is UNEXPRESSED

It might be plentiful
And not wonderful..

Life constantly teaches onething
Nothig is stable
And I'm not able
To take everything..

I GOT IT
Never expected this
I called her
She picked my call
She talked
I can’t just believe it
But the thing is nothing has changed
She remains the same
This is she said that too
Every problem is as it
But I’m flying
As if everything is solved
Nothing changed
But she talked
That was running in mind
See Even for this
How Happy I am..
Think How Happy I will be
If I got her Back
And the Important thing
I heard something
Good for her
For that
I thank all the GODS
Whom Heard All My Prayers
I Hope God Will hear My Prayers  
Which is for me too..
You deserves all my love
Will love and will love you
With All its purity…

When I heard her voice
Thousands of things forced me to cry
But I didn’t and I will not
She remains the same
As I said she is awesome always
But I was unfortunate always
I Wished “HAPPY TEACHERS DAY”
She said,” THANK YOU”
But not as she talks to others
She know how I will think and react
And I too know how she will think and react
But the thing is I can’t go near her
If I called her in my number
She mayn’t pick up the call
I called
She doesn’t
Any how I got what I want
Heard Her voice
Wanted and want to cry
But will not
I had time still I die

How much I loved her once
Till today I’m trying to forget her
I’m tried to hate her
But she is pure
She deserves all my love
I mayn’t deserves her love
Once how I enjoyed her smile
How I enjoyed her care
How I enjoyed her scolding
How much I love her
How I chased her
How she was such lovely person once
And how I reached her for the special day
But now I know I have lost everything
But I will try
Because my love is true
Though she will not respond
My world will give all the comfort that I want..

An Angel
Brought me
Peace
Love
Smile
And
Everything

Her funny walk
Had ruined all my unwalkable walk

Her smilie
Will bring thousand flowers to hide
My pains for a while

Her kiss
I Will never miss
Its Brings My Bliss

Her BlablaBlas
Brings Thousands meliodies
To unhear All My Hurts

Did she is My Protecting Angel?
Ofcourse,My Little Angel
The Guardian Angel..

Yesterday you scolded me like anything
But now what your doing??
Is it you have planned everything??
Never Excepted
Even in your last message i felt your are leave
only at this time
But you have gone totaly

What wrong i did??
I Should preparee my heart hard again
Why all these things should happen??
Is that My God wants me to see crying??

You said,you came here to reach me
But now u gone IS IT  TO TELL
THAT YOU DON'T WANT ME??

This is your most harsh behaviour
WHY I'M CRYING
I GONE TO HER
AND NOW SHE GONE

God please hereafter
I should not love anybody
in this world especially in terms of friends

I Controlled all my feelings
But this things things
Forced me to pour it all out

She says" Im leaeaving.
If i stay here, or If I respond to your words,
i would end up in hurting you.
I dont want that to happen.
so its better to leave before its getting on my nerves, and before its getting more worse.
moreover i have no energy to fight or argue."

But hurted i like anything
God,She willn't be well in my absence
Give all the things that will help her to be happy..
YOU LEFT ME AGAIN

Again you left me
Again you left me
Again you left me
Again you left me
Again you left me
Again you left me

Whats wrong with me
Did you came to left me like this
Am i hurted you to such extent
Really it is haunting me
Sorry,will not disturb you
Forever..Why for every second
She  is deciding to leave me

Did this shows
Does she loves me
Please God,
Want to come to you..

Never minds what others think about me and my love
But minds that how often they misunderstood my love

Does its means that i'm not right
Or they don't want have me as a weight

Misunderstanding will breaks  pure love
But it couldn't destroy ine's true love..

Hate to be in this World
Why She Comes back
Am i cheater
I know myself
Hate everyone
whom i loved
Because though they doesn't recognise my love
How they could devalue it
Hate-loving others
Especially loveling truly
Just want to get out of his world..

Hate everything
Hate living
Hate hating

Hate my fate

Sometimes Life tells me that I'm nothing
And Sometimes I use to tell that Life is nothing..

Your dragging eyes tells me
That you are an angel
Not only your looks tells me
That but also your love and Kindness

As your name suggest you deserve to be an angel
For everyone there will be a protecting angel
I think your writes are your protecting angel
One of your writes makes me to write about my angel

I can't  be away from you
But I Stood for past weeks or months

Now I Struggled
Because at the time I thought
My presence may disturb her

But I Know that she too loves me..
Stands as if in a fire
Heart forces my leg to move
But the same heart reminds her words

One thing is sure
That I loves her a lot..
But my Bad luck
Makes her eyes to wet
I thought of admiring her joyful eyes
But it was wet and red
To see this(me) unlucky girl..

Can I Forget her???
Can I Hear hear her??
Can I See her??

Often my tears sings lullaby to me
But yesterday, the cry of happiness
Doesn't allowed me to sleep

I am Recollecting and Reading her Words
Again and Again that She too loves me so much

God,you are great
You Gave me a wonderful Gift
For My Long Agony

Does this seperation is to test or our love?
Or to tell us that our love is true?

Thank God..

Thanks HP
You gave my friend back
My inward smile...

Though there is a true love between two
Then What makes the difference
Is it destiny or ??????

I Know She will not come to me
I Love Her Eyes
But Now It's not ready to look at me
I Love Her Smiles
But Now It's not for me

Wish to be a deaf and dump often
Were I  can’t hear hurting words from my loving hearts
Were I willnot  wish to talk to my loving hearts
Who hates me and hurts me often..

Missing someone is not  at all gives  hurt
But missing someone without knowing the fact
Is something  like killing oneself with that hurt..

Often I Uttered that
TRUE LOVE WILL NOT FAIL

But Mine is Failed

My Mind Pestered Me
ISN'T MY LOVE IS TRUE?

But My Heart Answered

My Heart Showed Me
HER LOVELY LOVE IN MY DREAMS..

Miss My Fabolous Family
All Hp Hearts
And their Wonderful Writes...

soon should submit my soul to you..

I Can't be with you
But You Can't be without me

I Can't talk to you
But You Can't stop talking without me

I Can't  See  you
But You Can't  see me even if your are with me

I Can't  Get you
But You Can't Get Out of me

In My Illusion..

Hate myself

I Know you don't like me

But   Can't accept that you hate me..


I Willn't cry

Why should i

I Called  

You picked

I Said,Hello

But Your not even ready to say "Hello"

I Know you willn't

But i called  atleast to hear  your voice

I  Haven't done any sin

Sometimes being calm is the biggest  punishment

why can't i forget you

is it because you are so pure

or my affection is pure?????????????

Want someone for me
to hear me
to care for me
to love me
to love only me

Well Known that
i cant get someone like that

longs,longed, will long
cried,cries,will cry

self consoling
is the worst thing

in the world
but seems as a bold

how can i escape
can't die
can't fly

but to write
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Oh!!!!often you cries for me
I thought none is there to hear my blablas
But  you shouted with your drops
To show me that you have heard and cried for me..

Last class,while listening to what if
some of my own what if's forced me

To put  them on papers
what if i put them on rapers

what if  i traveled to sky
without a fly

what if  i  changed as a toy
which is in the hands of little guy

what if i lived in a under hut
without any room met

what if  i had a fast run
when someone chased me with a gun

what if  i go for a  walk
without anyone to have a talk

what if  i crawls
as lizards does in the upper walls

what if  i were in a deep sea
where none can see

what if  i ordered everyday
to be as a sunday

what if  i fixed to a center road
when the trucks comes with a load

what if changed as my pet
to have a chit chat with that

what if i changed as a flower
to compete my favourate flower for an hour

what if  if these what if's
comes true to prove !!!!

The World Celebrates This Day
For Workers

But I Celebrates This Day
For A Worker
Who Born
To Work For Me

Her Mom Gave A Life On This Day
And She Gave Me Birth TO Celebrate This Day..

Mom,Happy Birthday..

Very painful
Its is not that i felt for which she doesn't like me
But i felt for which i doesn't know that for this long time

I miss her
Even i doubt once that she doesn't like me
But i convinced myself that she will like me on one day

But when my well wishers  told me real fact i was stunned
Because   I too know that but  my false convincing heart died
Still my heart likes her and wants her

But I Don't want her
Because i never want love to be begged

All these painful words never means that
She was bad or rude

She was absolutely
good
kind
nice
and lovely...

All these qualities
made or force me
to love her still

She says"I DON'T WANT HURT YOUR FEELINGS"
But how can i hurt her by my mad love..

What I Want From Life
Nothing More Than A Smile

For A Week
But Life Shows Me That I'm Weak
To Have A Smile For A Week ...