Silence between disturbs me a lot once
But I fails
To know that our talks twice
When it so happy
And when it is doesn’t what’s happy

Feeling worst
I Want rest

Tired of feeling bad
I’m glad
That yet I haven’t become mad
With all these sad

Doesn't know the reason
But want the reason


Nothing is quite serious
But  feeling serious

Just longing
And warning

Is it out of intution
Or perlocution

Felt very Happy
The moment She called me
We love each other

The love between us is too good to see
The moment I longed and cried for her
She called
It shows How our hearts knows each other
But why we fails to each other
But we and our hearts love each other always...

Feeling very bad
I’m longing for her
Her “Good Bye” disturbs me a lot

Once I decided the same
For my friend
Whom I loved a lot
But there too I decided it
Out my possessiveness

But here my friend decided it
Out of my irritating possessive

Yesterday I enjoyed her smile
By being at her side
And today I’m at her opposite side
I struggled to hide my tears in smile

My heart wants me
To see her eyes
But I forced hard to close my eyes
I think it is not wise
To look at the eyes
Which would drag me
And instates my cries

I think, God punishes me
For what I did
For my friend

And my friend doing this out her love
I Know as I did it for the same

But now I’m feeling the pain
On how it would pain
On hearing “Good byes”

Let me have this pain
As pain is in my vein.

only now i expressed
howmuch i love her

but next moment i got
what i couldn't

but nowdays i geting use
to this,feeling desprate

i should get out off this desperate world
as soon as possible

she started hating me
but should i know that

many of loving ones
started hating me

anyhow will lead this life..

I Know dear (my friend)
You are angry with me

And i know
I got your wrath

I too was angry with you
untill i sat near you
untill i saw your smile

But when i saw that
Beautiful eyes and smiles
I Forget that
I was angry with you for miles

Longs to be with you
Smiles with you

And want to be with you
For a day
And i may
Have a happy moments with you.

From her harsh words
I can see how much she loves me

But today,as she got her company
I becomes a love sick puppy..

Just hate
Loving Her..

Hate u too
You may be know for your harshness
But sometimes think others have hearts like you..

Does Intuition has power
If it has
It shouldn't work !!

Every thing goes wrong
What to do

I'm just struggling
With my fate

Let me try
Howfar i can !!

Once tried many times
To commit suicide

But left that idea
When i know that
I had my friend
Who cried for me

But now i thought
Why shouldn't i
Try again

Once i went to doors
Of  death But there
I thought i got
A purpose of God
But now I got a doubt
Is there any Purpose??

Let me try
What i can??
Whether to live?
Or.....?

Hate Being a fool
Just Hate Being a fool

Love make u fool
And full
Rude and crude..

Warned her with words
She expressed her emotions
Without explanations

I explained her
everything
with all my Understanding

She cried
And i tried

To wipe her tears
And show my hidden scars

That she made
And am not rude

To remove her from my heart
But she trying to remove the gap between ou hearts

And Am  trying and trying
To show her that it will take time
To solve our gap

Hands and Heart trying hard to message her
But a thought stops that they need my sometimes  silence ..

Trying Hard And Hard
To Move And Move
Without Hurt, an Heart..

At Room no:408,I Started Adoring you
At Room no:317,I Started Loving you
At Out of classes,I Started Worshiping you
At Out of College,I Started Missing you
And At Out of  this World,I Started Living with you

When I went near her
She moved and glowed

I got a spark
That why shouldn't I rock
With her mark

A liitle thing can ruin one's life
A little ant can ruin elephants' life

A little sight can cause
In me,A Pause
Being possessive is curse
And I'm in a loss..

How hard to smilie
For a while
when you are in frail..

I had a stranger in me
Tried a lot to build myself
And trying hard

In spite of this
She gets
What she wants

Freshness of early morning
Wipe out all my boring

Blissful cuckoo sounds
Unsounds all my wounds

Cool moon
Wants me to tune
My own boon

Tree shakes
To remove all my aches

Moving nature
Moved my nature.

Feeling at the home

Never seen faces
But their Kindness
Is Boundless

Fresh morning air
Assures me
That I can bare
Anything to me
That I can care
Anything for me
And It is fair
To think about me

Just think
That your are reborn
Hold all your pains
As a ****
Try to move further
You want to move for your
Two loving hearts

JUST SAY,
"WHATEVER HAPPENS LIFE MUST GO"

How she could potrayed me like this
Worst creature in the world
No Even now she is awesome
God  let me die or let me forget everybody

I have no other thoughts
PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS­SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS­SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
GGOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD­DDD

Come take me ..

Never expected this cheapness from her
Just want to delete her

This is for me
If i love her further
**** myself

And
I Sould not love anyone

If I ! surely
Will **** myself

Never expected they had such a rude heart
Is it that rude heart that i loved a lot?

Feeling  very weak..

Let me tell ,
Move on
Move on...

What a flim it is?
Just mindblowing

Sublime
Sublime
And sublime

The Extreme love
The Extreme Care
The Extreme Kindness

The years of Longingness
Vanished With in a second

Extermed Psunami
Brought out exteremed emotion

Just thought
To hold My papa
And mama
And To die next second..

But just had a responsiblity
And soon WILL I..

Even I was dying
I can smile
By my buding angel
And by my golden memories..

How hard this life is ?

They are trying
For our living

But i'm struggling
And killing

How hard this life is ?

No one can change me
Even i am
Why should i torcher them in the name of love
Killing me and killing others

Yesterday Tried at most to make myself
Again went worst today

Music
Tunes me
To be
Muscial
In life..

Never loved loneliness in my life
But today I loved my loneliness
Wished to have this forever

I cared myself
I comforted myself
I loved myself
I wished to be like myself

Is it that NOTHINGNESS made me to feel this way?
Or my love towards my parents made me to feel this way?

Being all alone
Comforts me

Felt Never want
Anybody or anything

I love talking and chatting
But today MY Silence
Comforted me like anything

Sometimes than Humans
Songs, Films AND Books
Have the Greatest Human tendencies.

Love is a powerful weapon
Either to give birth
Or to take one's birth..

How beautiful she is
Ohhhhhh Goddddd
Today She should be the most
Happiest person inthe world
But I did a foolish thing
Let her enjoy her day pls
And let me live my own life pls
She is AWESOME
She is ADORABLE
She is EVERYTHING
No Words
And Only Wishes
God,Pls Be with her always..

Trust you My lord..
You Will be always with me
Going to hold my hands
When i'm bleeding in this Unrealistic world
Will i forget you when i was happy
But you will never forget me when i was sad
Does am i not true to you
I think i'm not
I Will trust you and love you always

I'm tried
Of Being tired

Let me live
What I Can live

A Flim consoled me
They doesn't talked to me
But they comforted me

Sometimes GOD would help us
Even through flims....