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Anon C Nov 2012
I am broken glass beside a lake
Your reflection pure, mine distorted
Helped along a path in my wake
My love is not needed, it is contorted

Out of sight, out of mind
Push me to the farthest reaches
It is alright to leave me behind
As long as you're well, I pick up the pieces

Of
                              Broken
                 ­                                            Glass

Your reflection refracted in my shards
Anon C Jan 2013
Were a knife at your throat
let the blade slice me instead
if a whip raised to your back
allow me to receive the lashing
if a bullet to pierce your heart
let mine be the heart stopped
for your pain is my pain
and I would rather take the final blow
than ever see you down on your knees
beaten by the ferocity of the world
but if a smile you would have
can I be the one to cause it
your laughter singing
I wish to dance to this
and the dreams you hold
may I help weave them
just to never see you cry
to feel that you are alive
Anon C Dec 2012
She stands alone, at the edge of an abyss
so long she has sought answers to the question
her mind cries to the night, so shrill but unheard
"Will not something answer, I beg of thee!" she screams
is there truth within the haze of her insanity
or is it that she is standing alone, crying to naught
she has been broken, so easily again she will not be opened
one day may she crave it, but nay too many times....
so alone she cries, eternally, into a chasm, begging it to devour
Anon C Oct 2017
Grief is a leaky pipe
One drip at a time
Eroding the surface my tears fall upon
Revealing the broken bones of my soul
Washed blood white
Tick, tock, drip, drop
The pipe bursts
Washing the salt from my eyes
Into the sea
Anon C Nov 2012
In a fit of rage you were
Breath thick with liqueur
A shotgun in his face held
Such anger could not be quelled
Screams of hatred impure
Naive, I jump in unsure
Now a gun held in my face
Unaware of the danger I brace
Shouts to move, nothing heard
Life I protect, I hear no word
Stop, just stop, this makes no sense
What triggers a crime so immense
A crime of passion you would regret
Put down the gun, you are the threat
It is not worth your lover interred
Sighs of relief, that night no boom heard
I don't remember how this ended so at a loss on how to end it other than as it is.
Anon C Dec 2015
Something you cannot yet trust
Let me crawl underneath your skin
Resurface all your scars
Begin to mend what you would call your flaws

If I could tell you what I wanted to say
But I am much too afraid
Unsure if you'd throw me to the wind and tell me don't come back again
If I could tell you what I wanted to say

Covered in your wounds I cry deep inside
You're too beautiful to hide behind your lies
You light up the room but cannot recall
That you have a heart behind all your walls

If I could tell you what I wanted to say
But I am much too afraid
Unsure if you'd throw me to the wind and tell me don't come back again
If I could tell you what I wanted to say

If I could tell you what I wanted to say
No matter how much you hate yourself and me
If I could tell you what I wanted to say

But I never will no
I never will no
And I never do no
No I never will no

If I could tell you what I wanted to say
But I am much too afraid
Unsure if you'd throw me to the wind and tell me don't come back again
If I could tell you what I wanted to say
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-1gaoa86Vc&feature;=youtu.be
As it is sung
Anon C Nov 2012
sound...

     distant

                     oh so distant

my screams

                 echo so far

        unheard

beneath my shallow grave
Anon C Dec 2012
They think she wants heads to turn
nay
she wants to be saved from herself
on another tangent, it is just her
stop listening, stop being you
save her from herself
dagger is nigh
selfish
screaming
death
they do not hear
Anon C Nov 2012
Silent Soul so many years
Emotions never expressed
Basking in sorrow
Silent Soul cannot speak these words
But poetry does not judge

Now finding solace
In the whisper of pen on paper
Kiss of fingers on keys
Silent Soul now screaming
Into the echoes of space and time

Ones mind is a playground
What is reality
Silent Soul forgets
Falling into the abyss of imagination
Anon C Dec 2012
Weak and defeated
slain, lying in blood
guilt, the oppressor
the ever living enemy
myself
Anon C Dec 2012
Time for inane banter
Sincere it seems, is not
Hush, time to recede
The words will wash over
Robotic reply found on both sides
Go on about the day
At last
I dislike insincere small talk
Anon C Jan 2016
My smile is the biggest lie i'll ever tell
I took the hint, I disappeared
if you'd believe in me I could leave this Hell
but it's much too hard to hold a corpse

my smile is my biggest lie of them all
here where dreams go to die
here where the devil won't let you cry
believe in me, let me leave this Hell

my smile is the biggest lie I've ever told
I try to breathe but the flames overcome me
they say Hell is hot but here it's been so cold
time has no meaning where dreams go to die

my smile is my biggest lie of them all
here where dreams go to die
here where the devil won't let you cry
believe in me, let me leave this Hell
As it is sung

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgwNYxmH1Bs
Anon C Nov 2012
Will I really let this be the death of me
A weakness so pitiful
Cigarette smoke and carcinogens
Why do I place value on such an ugly foe
Blackened lungs
Hacking cough
Body turning to ash
Looking back in 10,20,30 years
Was it worth it?
So then why am I too weak to stop
I despise them
Yet I love them
Finding comfort
When death whispers in my ear
A disease upon the mind
I will keep trying
One day I pray that I succeed
To toss this ugly demon in the ditch
Anon C Jan 2013
If my written words could scream
you may go deaf
Anon C Dec 2012
"It isn't much," he said
"It isn't nothing," I replied
An exchange between a customer and I today when he handed me a 2 dollar tip in quarters. Most don't even bother tipping and this guy apologized for not giving more.. Love to his kind heart and thinking it isn't much because it is.
Anon C Nov 2012
Sacred as the moon
Deep as the night
Nothing to me
Ever so yearned for
As your presence
Anon C Nov 2012
I want to say, "Things will get better."
ah, but that is cliche
I want to say, "The pain will fade."
but is that true
I want to say, "All your dreams will come to pass."
but that must be a lie
I want to say, "You will never know this hurt again."
but you are human, I am sure you will
I want to say, "You will always feel loved."
but again, not the case
I want to say, "You will never be alone."
but alas, this also is deceitful

Then I realize, this is okay
For sometimes, we need to hear a cliche
In order to make it through another day
Anon C Jan 2013
Frustration, an emotion that
caused a tiny whimper
which broke my heart
Horrid mother in the stress. So guilty.
Anon C Jan 2015
"You remind me of veil fire
an echo of love"
her raven hair soaked in his crimson tears
she looks up, emerald eyes shimmering like the fade
"why, why can you not love me as I do you?"

"for I am the boy who never was
I cannot give what I do not understand
don't worry you'll soon forget"
he kisses her once
"forget"
he was gone

she awoke, thinking herself dead
"this cannot be heaven, I taste blood in my mouth"
To explain, he is a spirit, while she is flesh. Based off of a character in Dragon Age.
Anon C Dec 2012
I will stop for a while
and think
all is too jumbled
enough tears shed to fill an ocean
thus I cannot see straight
I need to reflect
Anon C Jan 2013
Pretend to love my glass shards
then instead of you being cut
I am the atrocity
a friend you are not
and I see this
still I will be me
recede
why fight to be around
pretend I matter
while I sit in the background
Anon C Nov 2012
Housing thoughts that so often incite
a sick sort of darkness, that may cause one to shy away
so all these thoughts are for you that I write
so you can walk amongst my dreams and view the decay
feeling the need for you to see every corner of my mind
and were you to decide to turn and run far from me
you can before it is too late, lest to my darkness be confined
this allows the ability to avoid all this that is my insanity riddled with debris

There is of course a light within my darkness as well
for every Yin there is a Yang or so I hear
therefore on darkness I will not always dwell
hopefully this can alleviate any fear
and reassure that there also lies hope and love within my soul
a lot of which by you is often times inspired
basking in so much light, releasing me from despair's control
it is these things about you I have always admired

So please, take a stroll down the many paths my mind holds
I will hope they are not too overwhelming as they begin to unfold
Anon C Nov 2012
A solitary stone
amidst an abysmal lake
many have crossed to the other side
making use of the single stone
serene, emotionless on the surface
so the anguish does not show
although each footprint aches
stone sits in perceived repose
in actuality basking in sorrow
gradually the stone erodes
yet somehow is still poised
awaiting the next step
begging for the final footfall
the one to cease the suffering
at last to descend to the bottom of the lake
doomed to forever be a stepping stone
Anon C Dec 2012
I came across a stray today
an emaciated little feline
from me she did not shy away
her jaw disfigured, a deformation
scary she appeared to be
such a ghastly figure
still she came over, loved me
and I loved her back  
I wondered if no other ever gave her kindness
due to her appearance
  she was such a sweet creature, affection relentless
all she wanted was love

and I cried when I had to go
So sorry I could not take you sweet kitty cat.
Anon C Dec 2012
longing for his hand
to lead him down a path of peace
showing not the world so cruel and dark
but the creation that lives within his heart
Anon C Aug 2018
Stuck in time I remember your eyes are like glass in a barrel
I realize now time seems fast but it's been a while
I avoid the question while you avoid the answer
It pains me deep down to see we're going nowhere

I keep on tryin' while my heart is lyin'
I want to run to you but I think now that I'm lost
It's simpler to hide away and let you forget me
I can't turn away I'm stuck here without me, without you

I wanna see you, then I don't I'm stuck in the fear of it all
You're a mystery through the haze when I reach you then I will fall
Afraid to come near you, then you can hurt me
Afraid you will see me and then I will burn you

I keep on tryin' while my heart is lyin'
I want to run to you but I think now that I'm lost
It's simpler to hide away and let you forget me
I can't turn away I'm stuck here without me, without you

I'll keep on tryin', while my head is lyin'
Perhaps I'll run to you when I find my way out of the fog
I don't wanna hide, I'll never forget
That I turned away and I'm stuck here without you, without me
As it is sung
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PpIHDgLXwDI
Anon C May 2017
I only wanted to love you
I just wanted to hold you
Watch your face as your smile reached your eyes
Etch the image in my mind before it dies
-----
I just wanted to teach you
Reach my hand out and touch your heart
Your eyes had so much to tell me
Like the fact that you and I will never be
-----
You never wanted to love me
You never wanted to hold me
As the tears ran down my face
You turned and walked away
You’d rather be any other place
----
Maybe one day you will change your mind
And I will be waiting stuck in time
I still only want to love you
I still only wish to hold you
You’re the only one I’ll ever see
You’re the only one for me
As it is sung

https://youtu.be/lQ_dabGqeaM
Anon C Dec 2012
Since the beginning you have been there
always to lend a caring word and to hear
never leaving me in doubt or to feel alone
happy smiles and kind words always shown

If I could but return the blessed feeling
offer such a lovely gift, the gift of healing
proud to know such kind, admirable people live
a wonderful family, always seeking to give
Since my first poem Timothy, Hilda and sweet little sunshine fairy Marian have been there pushing me to smiles. I wanted to express how much you all mean to me. I feel this pales in comparison to what you have done to make me feel better. I love you.
Anon C Jan 2013
For a little sister I have always yearned
whose love never ending would be returned
a shoulder I would forever have to cry
and sweet words for my tears to dry
at last, I found her in a fairy wood
blood we may not be but she is just as good
I call her sweet Sunshine Fairy
I love her so and she always makes me feel merry
For sweet little Marian. A kinder sister one could never ask for!
Anon C Jan 2013
A black cat crossed my path today
*and I giggled
True story.
Anon C Dec 2012
sweet things I do not tend to enjoy
ice cream, cake, peppermint sticks
pass me candy, I say nay
(unless there is a rare occasion of hypoglycemia)
I do not really relish sugary sodas
or cinnamon toast
I prefer spicy when it comes to my tongue
sweet things I just have no taste for
but  I find you pretty sweet
and I really like you
so maybe I enjoy sweet things after all
I just needed a new flavor
Anon C Nov 2012
A child, oh to not understand death
whisper in the wind
feels like forever, mere fractions of moments
alas, life is not long enough
to behold every wonder the world has to offer
wishing to be a child forever
dancing in innocence
what is there to bring woe
for a child does not understand death
life blossoming eternally
never ending possibilities
oh how I envy you sweet child
never grow up
evermore let your spirit soar
please, for the sake of your humanity
do not become what the world sees
retain sweet blissful ignorance
for a child does not understand death
Anon C Aug 2013
My veins are creeping ivy
the feeling slowly enveloped my soul
as I lie under the stars crop circles form in the sky
begging the question yet I cannot yet reach the sun
I shut my eyes, as I drift into the milky way
gravity beckons for my return
yet that I cannot do, forever lost in a lone vacuum
I smile when I feel pain no more
in the absence of nothing, never to return to reality
an excursion to a black hole
it is here in the unknown I find my affinity for love
Anon C Jan 2013
I saw there, in a darkened room, in a corner
something...
curious, I venture closer
not sure yet what I see but it echoes of pain
many stories were hiding in the dark
and to me they were whispering
asking if I would but listen a while
it is frightening in here I know, said the voice
but the absence of light can be your friend
when in darkness you cannot see me
for I have been here so long I am but a hideous shadow
yet do not be afraid, just listen
I listened for so long
days on end I sat in the black gaining wisdom
when the final tale was told I pondered in silence for some time
finally I stood, bent down and picked up the piece of me
and took us out into the sunlight
Anon C Dec 2012
The heaviest substance known to man
The most pure
*Tears
Anon C Nov 2012
It will take my skin a month to heal
and I am scared of the results
I am scared
dropping like flies among poison air
going down it screams at me from within
how much can be lost
before a heart stops
an already weakened heart
physically, emotionally drained
continually trying, constantly losing
the gong chimes under one hundred now
tick tock.. tick... tock.....
clock face cracking
pale aura
brittle bones
weak inside paper skin
not much more can be lost
before becoming a pile of ash
scattering into the wind to be forgotten
Struggling to gain weight. Nothing works. I am not trying hard enough. Have had a heart monitor for almost a month now ( my skin is f*****d where it sits) and I am not entirely sure I want to know the results. Could be nothing could be something terrifying.
Anon C Nov 2012
I smell death
Cancerous growths
Test subjects and GMO's
  Pesticides, hormones and unknown disease
Sickened, weak and MSG
Unusual pallor
I smell *death
Anon C Nov 2012
I need to write a love poem
One about you
Enough with the dark memories
Let us shine light on something bright
Like the way you always make me smile
I find myself frowning for hours
Then you happen, I am caught off guard
Heart skipping a beat, feeling giddy
I remember why none of it matters
For I easily can get lost in your eyes
Tracing the outlines of your perfect lips
Let go of all these thoughts because you *exist
Anon C Jan 2013
You know, I love you completely
for loving me back
Anon C Jan 2013
Kept falling off the wagon
when I saw an angel
the bridge when I see it
every day
several times a day
thinking each time
can I jump into those waters
and go down
do mermaids dance in water
can they
I want to
I cross a bridge each day. I always want to pull over and jump off of it into the water.
Anon C Dec 2012
reach out
try as you might
fingertips never touch
desires whisked away
puffs of smoke
intermittent, forming clouds
that cry tears of sorrow
running down my spine
for I am kneeling
sobbing for you
Anon C Jan 2015
I've been reading all your stories
though I notice missing chapters
my name has not since crossed your lips
I have reached out, yet not heard your laughter

it would seem though, that you have laughed
and the missing chapters were the holes that needed filling
who'd have known that disappearing
would be the one thing that never left you with feeling

I watched from the shadows as an artist colored your pages
you changed from black and white to colors I have never met
cause you see, my best friend is this little bird called fate
and as I see me fade to grey, I feel nothing

but I still read your stories
I still think about those missing chapters
I forgot my name, no one's said it in a while
but I still listen for your laughter

in the back of my head
*in the back of my head
Anon C Jun 2013
A fleeting moment, when it was
Death had passed, a sigh in the wind
no sound was made, no sign given
never again to return
he had been the alcoholic driver
the puff of smoke curling off the end of a cigarette
he once was fear of the unknown
an anxiety attack spurned by a gasp for breath
a voice soft spoken, full of love
fear me no more, for I am you
his last words to me
I lost fear of Death
the day Death died
Anon C Mar 2013
The Earth cried that day
the day her mother fell to slumber
ne'er again to wake
one resounding crash, boughs intertwined in perfect array
her colors fading, losing their deep hues of umber
the world over shuddered with such a quake
for the fairies had forgotten their way

*Dance for the trees and not the tithes
thus fell our Mother
The Tree of Life
Anon C Jan 2013
bleeding out, not at all inviting
in fact, quite horrifying
serpents writhe in the cracks
angry scratches mar the wood in twisted lines
pulsating, demented, throbbing
screaming a threat more oppressive than a tyrant capable of mass genocide
what is going on within
behind this
the blood red door
I sure as Hell am not opening it
would you
Editing a rather graphic story for a friend and at some point I came across a sentence. All it said was "The door" and this just popped into my mind. Too much gore I guess...
Anon C Dec 2012
She cast her eyes to the unrealistic shore
"There" Says she, "That is where I wish to be"
Whisk her away across torrential seas
Amidst squalls and high waters
Another world she wishes to exist in
A world envisioned so free of pain
Where every being has a soul mate
None feel the anguish of this life
Some would seek to call it heaven
She guesses this is an acceptable assumption
As long as we will dance
A true love for us all
No more screams of loneliness
She lets her dreams stray...
*To the shore so very far away
Anon C Dec 2012
The wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees
The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon the cloudy seas
The road was a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor
And the highwayman came riding,
Riding, riding,
The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn-door.

He'd a French cocked hat on his forehead, a bunch of lace at his chin,
A coat of claret velvet, and breeches of brown doe-skin;
They fitted with never a wrinkle; his boots were up to the thigh!
And he rode with a jewelled twinkle,
His pistol butts a-twinkle,
His rapier hilt a-twinkle, under the jewelled sky.

Over the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark innyard,
And he tapped with his whip on the shutters, but all was locked and barred;
He whistled a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there
But the landlord's black-eyed daughter,
Bess, the landlord's daughter,
Plaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair.

"One kiss, my bonny sweetheart, I'm after a prize tonight,
But I shall be back with the yellow gold before the morning light;
Yet if they press me sharply, and harry me through the day,
Then look for me by the moonlight,
Watch for me by the moonlight,
I'll come to thee by the moonlight, though hell should bar the way.

He rose upright in the stirrups; he scarce could reach her hand
But she loosened her hair i' the casement! His face burnt like a brand
As the black cascade of perfume came tumbling over his breast;
And he kissed its waves in the moonlight,
(Oh, sweet black waves in the moonlight!)
Then he tugged at his rein in the moonlight, and galloped away to the west.

He did not come at the dawning; he did not come at noon,
And out of the tawny sunset, before the rise o' the moon,
When the road was a gypsy's ribbon, looping the purple moor,
A red-coat troop came marching,
Marching, marching
King George's men came marching, up to the old inn-door.

They said no word to the landlord, they drank his ale instead,
But they gagged his daughter and bound her to the foot of her narrow bed;
Two of them knelt at the casement, with muskets at their side!
There was death at every window
And hell at one dark window;
For Bess could see, through the casement,
The road that he would ride.

They had tied her up to attention, with many a sniggering jest;
They had bound a musket beside her, with the barrel beneath her breast!
"now keep good watch!" And they kissed her.
She heard the dead man say
"Look for me by the moonlight
Watch for me by the moonlight
I'll come to thee by the moonlight, though hell should bar the way!"

She twisted her hands behind her, but all the knots held good!
She writhed her hands till her fingers were wet with sweat or blood!
They stretched and strained in the darkness and the hours crawled by like years!
Till, now, on the stroke of midnight,
Cold, on the stroke of midnight,
The tip of one finger touched it!
The trigger at least was hers!

Tlot-tlot! Had they heard it? The horse-hoofs were ringing clear
Tlot-tlot, in the distance! Were they deaf that they did not hear?
Down the ribbon of moonlight, over the brow of the hill,
The highwayman came riding,
Riding, riding!
The red-coats looked to their priming!
She stood up straight and still!

Tlot in the frosty silence! Tlot, in the echoing night!
Nearer he came and nearer! Her face was like a light!
Her eyes grew wide for a moment! She drew one last deep breath,
Then her finger moved in the moonlight,
Her musket shattered the moonlight,
Shattered her breast in the moonlight and warned him with her death.

He turned; he spurred to the west; he did not know she stood
Bowed, with her head o'er the musket, drenched with her own red blood!
Not till the dawn he heard it; his face grew grey to hear
How Bess, the landlord's daughter,
The landlord's black-eyed daughter,
Had watched for her love in the moonlight, and died in the darkness there.

Back, he spurred like a madman, shrieking a curse to the sky
With the white road smoking behind him and his rapier brandished high!
Blood-red were the spurs i' the golden noon; wine-red was his velvet coat,
When they shot him down on the highway,
Down like a dog on the highway,
And he lay in his blood on the highway, with the bunch of lace at his throat.

Still of a winter's night, they say, when the wind is in the trees,
When the moon is a ghostly galleon, tossed upon the cloudy seas,
When the road is a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor,
A highwayman comes riding,
Riding, riding,
A highwayman comes riding, up to the old inn-door.
I keep sharing songs but they are so beautiful I want people to hear them. This one breaks my heart. More Loreena Mckennitt. Originally by Alfred Noyes I did not know! So I must recognize him albeit Loreena sings it majestically!
Anon C Dec 2012
Were it not for the little lights dancing
One might beg the waves to overcome
Wash over the hills pushing, advancing
Break the axle, rusty fulcrum

Extinguish the flames, end the anguish
Were it not for these dancing lights
Under the waves then to vanquish
That would be the answer, the price

But these little dancing lights
Keeping the waves at bay
For now
Anon C Dec 2012
Reality was lost
yes, I am walking the walk
but within my dreams I forever lie still
now
I think I am drowning within insanity
do not request I wake
I quite enjoy lying here, actually
so let me sink deep within
I do not wish to resurface
Anon C Dec 2012
On my feet
no destination in mind
what an awful feeling
I have walked so long
with no thoughts
I am utterly lost
no one around
completely alone
as I have always been
my body is so weak
I can hardly stand
and yet still I walk
no end in sight
the pain of a lone road
what could be more tragic
the light that did guide
fluorescent
something of dreams
that which I do not deserve
so keep walking
do not stop, do not dream
dreams are for fools
or at least I think
do not cry
tears are for heroes
my feet are blistered
bleeding
too far I have gone
still naught in sight
hope given and taken
the reality is
this world cannot be lovely
it is just too dark
I recede into me
I am done walking
I lie down at last
no more walking
I loved too hard
I died
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