I’m lost
in the shadows of you.
With no one to guide me,
I stumble blindly.
There’s no helping hand
to pick me up when I fall.
Down the lonely roads
I carefully step forward,
hands out in front of me
as a source of security.
The darkness stretches further.
I’ll never make it out.

I don't care how God-**** smart
these guys are:     I'm bored.

The thought of you,
Is the only thing thats constant,
which i've tried to forget,
which i'm so powerless against,
carrying this burden, my minds debt,
space left for logic, pretty much dense,
ever so eager, ever so intense,
passing of the days,
hinged like a bolt, rusted in its place,
trapped, like a steel display,
the movement forms a rhythmic flow,
thrusting at edge, eager to outburst,
glaring like the sun, a golden glow,
bearing this hunger, this unholy thirst.

Thinking Back
I am waiting for the school bus
in front of Mason's store.
It is raining again,
like yesterday
and the day before.
No thunder or lightening,
just quiet, gentle rain
soaking my mind
with watercolor memories;
impressions undefined
of soft rain and umbrellas
and the dense , damp forest
viewed through a veil of time.

                                 Ida Werrett

Finally when it was over you came back
when i moved on and found some one new
and thats because i realized you were never true

You said I was never there
when i stood and asked you "are you bored"
But when ever i came near you, i was ignored

I use to see you
in a white wedding dress in my dream
when i finally woke up and realized that you were a witch with an evil scheme

I was thrown in a dark realm
Where your words keep hitting me like lashes
till i am no more and burnt to ashes

Tell me why did you do this?
even when i said " I can change,i know i can"
I guess i failed to realized that this was a plan

you wont get a me back
You were a coward who liked to flee
by leaveing you forever, I will set my self  free

I will admit that you were beautiful from  the crust
till i saw you get dump and turned to dust

I hope you health and good life
remeber one thing a cheater could never be a wife

The more I try to say it,
The more you say otherwise.
The more I deny it,
The more you push it on me.

I try to reassure you,
Yet you simply ******* off.
I can't ignore your words,
So they just eat me alive.

We are all friends,
Yet you make me feel low.
You make my words useless,
Yet I try to speak anyway.

Where does the sky,
together with stars that
adorn her fabric, dip into the sea?
Is it at the horizon, where
stars shine in the wave-less waters?

Why do we travel
so many hours, to sit by
the same sea that washes the shores
of our city? Is it because
stars choose to bathe in the sea here?

Where do these clouds
go - mother cloud, father
cloud and so many adorable puppy
clouds - where do they
scramble on to, across familiar shores?

I miss...
missing you
chasing you
wishing for you
to wish for me.

I miss...
excitedly telling you
who I am
and who I wish to be.

I miss...
not knowing
when I would see you
hold you
exhale your breath.

I love us now...
don't misunderstand...
but the anticipation
and the adventure
at times get over-powered
by the day.

I miss...
our breathless
creativity
and the almost violent need
to be close.

And my soul crumbles

but my body somehow remains

And I'm screaming on the inside

but my eyes don't tear

And insanity catches up to me

but yet composture takes over...
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And what holds me?

Myself

And who is there?

Myself

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And the light is dim

but I know there is a brighter one

And my heart turns dark

but I don't let my head down

And I want to give up

but your love molds me

And I feel like nothing is worth it

but I know I have to fight

And only your voice revives me

but it was muted forever

And I want to die

but I must stay...
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And what is life without you?

Nothing

And what am I?

Nothing

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And the world turns gloomy

but my eyes secretly sparkle

And my future looks distant

but I still hold on

And I just want to let go

but my pride is the strongest

And you will never see me fall

but my faith is long gone...
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And who understands?

No One

And who will ever understand?

No One

No One

No One

NO ONE

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MyselfNothingNo One