WHY DID YOU SAY YOU MISS ME IF YOU WERE GOING TO SHOOT ME DOWN WHEN I SAID I MISSED YOU TOO WHY DID YOU MAKE ME BELIEVE YOU WERE IN IT FOR THE LONG RUN IF YOU WEREN'T WHY AM I SHAKING WHY AREN'T YOU HERE WHERE ARE YOU DO YOU NEED ME TOO?

THE FIRST TIME YOU KISSED ME IT FELT LIKE FEELING THE OCEAN WASH UP AGAINST YOUR FEET AND IT FELT LIKE LISTENING TO YOUR FAVORITE SONG FOR THE FIRST TIME AND IT FELT LIKE WATER TASTES; REFRESHING AND LIFE SUSTAINING BUT I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO SUSTAIN MY LIFE IN THE SAME WAY ANYMORE BECAUSE YOU'RE GONE ******* YOU ******* *******

THE MEMORY OF YOU HAUNTS ME EVERY DAY WHEN WILL I NOT REMEMBER THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE AND EVERYTHING YOU EVER SAID TO ME?

YOU SAID I REALLY HURT YOU WELL LISTEN HERE BUDDY LOSING YOU HAS BEEN NO WALK IN THE ******* PARK EITHER I'M UP TRYING TO FORGET YOU AND ALL THAT DOES IS MAKE ME REMEMBER YOU EVEN MORE SO DON'T ******* TALK TO ME ABOUT BEING HURT BECAUSE I'VE BEEN NUMB FOR OVER TWO MONTHS NOW

You impacted me in ways that I can't explain and now you're gone. I can't explain your absence either.

THE SAYING "EITHER THEY WERE A BLESSING OR A LESSON" IS BASICALLY GIVING SOMEONE THE EASY WAY OUT BUT YOU'RE NOT GETTING THE EASY WAY OUT THIS TIME BABE BECAUSE YOU WERE BOTH YOU WERE A BLESSING IN THAT YOU MADE ME GENUINELY HAPPY WHILE YOU WERE IN MY LIFE BUT YOU WERE A LESSON IN THAT YOU'RE THE FIRST GUY TO EVER MAKE ME FEEL SICK ABOUT MYSELF AND YOU TAUGHT ME TO NEVER LET SOMEONE CRAWL INSIDE MY SKIN THE WAY I LET YOU IN SO I HOPE ONCE I GROW THE **** TO GIVE THESE POEMS TO YOU YOU REMEMBER THIS ONE IN PARTICULAR AND HAVE TROUBLE SLEEPING

WHY CAN'T YOU JUST COME BACK BECAUSE YOU WERE THE ONE THAT SAID IT WOULD **** IF WE COULDN'T BE TOGETHER AND YOU WERE THE ONE TO SAY FIRST THAT YOU MISSED ME AND YOU WERE THE ONE THAT SAID I WAS YOUR BABE AND YOU WERE THE ONE THAT SAID YOU LOVED MY BODY AND YOU WERE THE ONE THAT SAID YOU WERE SORRY AND YOU WERE THE ONE THAT SAID YOU DIDN'T WANT ME TO BE ANGRY AT YOU AND I KNOW I TOLD YOU I I WASN'T BUT I WAS AND IF YOU DON'T WANT ME TO BE ANGRY WITH YOU ANYMORE IT'S IN YOUR BEST INTEREST TO JUST COME BACK AND WE CAN START OVER BECAUSE NOW I'M THE ONE TALKING AND I'M THE ONE THAT SAID TO COME BACK AND BE MY BABE AGAIN