THE SAYING "EITHER THEY WERE A BLESSING OR A LESSON" IS BASICALLY GIVING SOMEONE THE EASY WAY OUT BUT YOU'RE NOT GETTING THE EASY WAY OUT THIS TIME BABE BECAUSE YOU WERE BOTH YOU WERE A BLESSING IN THAT YOU MADE ME GENUINELY HAPPY WHILE YOU WERE IN MY LIFE BUT YOU WERE A LESSON IN THAT YOU'RE THE FIRST GUY TO EVER MAKE ME FEEL SICK ABOUT MYSELF AND YOU TAUGHT ME TO NEVER LET SOMEONE CRAWL INSIDE MY SKIN THE WAY I LET YOU IN SO I HOPE ONCE I GROW THE **** TO GIVE THESE POEMS TO YOU YOU REMEMBER THIS ONE IN PARTICULAR AND HAVE TROUBLE SLEEPING