Deciding her future is hard to do
Living in a small town
With no other alternatives
Has the craziest far fetched life
With no way to be ordinary
Just wants one thing to be normal
With No faults
But that can't happen
With no good decisions left
All her friends are leaving
With good plans
So she is left
With no friends
No Matter how much she cries
No matter how much she screams
She knows she can't make a good decision
Because you cant make a good decision
With no good ones left
With the bad ones lingering behind her
Leaving no mercy
With the pain slowing her down
With No Empathy
She tries to call out
but the problem is she can't be heard
If people Don't Listen
But She's Growing Up
So she has to make a decision
Even if None Are Right
Even If she's still growing up
She Has To
Even If her father wont listen
For his own selfish reasons
Even if her Mother pretends to agree, and wont stand up
She is feeling trapped too
Even with a brother
Who would die to stay
So this girl with no where to turn
Has to make a decision
Anyway these next decisions will cause her pain
But she has to take one for her family
Because not her decision
It never has been
But shes growing up
She needs to make her own decisions
But she can't
And no matter how much she hates it
When she wakes up in the morning
She realizes she is in the hell hole thats crushed her
Crushed her dreams
Crushed her spirit
Crushed her freedom
its like a prison
And there is no decision to make her escape it

Why all the Jelousy
Why The Rage
You Cry About losing to a great friend
You ignore me for now two months on end
Why all the Jelousy why all the rage
why all the gossip and rumors
they make you
HATE ME
What did i do?
I dont think i did much
Just tell me and ill fix it
Why all the jelousy, why all the rage
why do tears soak up this page
Because you are my best friend
Leaving me in the dust
HER rumors devour you
But how can you believe
SHE has been causing drama for to long
I have to stop all this Jelousy and Hate
Before it gets too late......

I flip through the pictures some are so great
some are just dull and need to be thrown away
The ones that make me smile are of friends
they are not just any friends
They will love you
And support you
always tell the truth no matter how much it hurts
We have different personalities
and we see the good in everyone
With Macy the one who is always there
is not afraid to say what she thinks
With Grace and her Pride so perfect not to stretched
Without her life wouldn't be so far fetched
With Emma and her energy so crazy and wild
The barn is always dull without that child
With morgan and her loyalty thats incredibly fierce
She will laugh and cry with you
What I am trying to say is we have been through so much
we have stayed with each other and comforted each other
through too thick and very thin
Where friends leave us sobbing I will i will always know i will have you.
When i think of you guys you make me smile
I would die for you really
Because I've got your back Just as you've got mine
So while i bring this poem to an end i have one thing to say
after all the friends that have dissapointed me
I don't trust easily
I know i will trust you when i trust know one else
We will go from thick and thin and who knows what else........

I am a tollerant girl
well sort of
I don't mind who you hang out with
Well i do but i wont stop you unless it will hurt you
So why do you have to lie?
Why do you have to lie
when i never lied to you?
Do i intimidate you?
Your one of my best friends
So why do you lie
Its my biggest pet peeve
Something i hate
ITS THE WOrst thing you could to me
You are one of my best friends
and lucky to still be one

Alexa is awesome
Alexa is cool
Alexa does not drool
Alexa is my somewhat hero

There is a person
who feels what others feel
it can be a gift
it can be not
There is a person
who knows if you are lying
it can be a power
or you tie it into a not
They hate crowded places
they have too much feelings
it gives them feelings too
i used to not believe it
i used to think it was special
but its all too real
i am an empath
And i am very scared

The only girls with true popularity are mean
They exclude
They call names
The outfits are outrageous
Us unpopulars used to be so upset
We WERE alone
We WERE worth calling names
We WERE looking ugly
Now were smiling,
were not mean
we like eachother for who we are
not what you wear, or who you hang out with
who you date
or anything instead
we are just friends
NOW we are NOT alone
We are now stronger than ever