Deciding her future is hard to do
Living in a small town
With no other alternatives
Has the craziest far fetched life
With no way to be ordinary
Just wants one thing to be normal
With No faults
But that can't happen
With no good decisions left
All her friends are leaving
With good plans
So she is left
With no friends
No Matter how much she cries
No matter how much she screams
She knows she can't make a good decision
Because you cant make a good decision
With no good ones left
With the bad ones lingering behind her
Leaving no mercy
With the pain slowing her down
With No Empathy
She tries to call out
but the problem is she can't be heard
If people Don't Listen
But She's Growing Up
So she has to make a decision
Even if None Are Right
Even If she's still growing up
She Has To
Even If her father wont listen
For his own selfish reasons
Even if her Mother pretends to agree, and wont stand up
She is feeling trapped too
Even with a brother
Who would die to stay
So this girl with no where to turn
Has to make a decision
Anyway these next decisions will cause her pain
But she has to take one for her family
Because not her decision
It never has been
But shes growing up
She needs to make her own decisions
But she can't
And no matter how much she hates it
When she wakes up in the morning
She realizes she is in the hell hole thats crushed her
Crushed her dreams
Crushed her spirit
Crushed her freedom
its like a prison
And there is no decision to make her escape it