i. My head is throbbing and my arms swelled
ii. Everything's a blur. I can't picture your face anymore
iii. I don't remember screaming but I probably did
iv. Your lips oh god your lips
v. I'm a mess

Nostalgia steadily flows in
A constant trickle,
I'm filled with dreadful longing
Yearning
For what?
My heads been locked in a maze
Everything I once knew..
It fades in and out
Once again I'm left searching..
For something that does not exist
And yet I find myself convinced it does
Yearning for crimson, indigo, passion, and woe
What a magnificent thing it is to feel, to experience, to live
The days drag on and moods shift with the tides
I want to be static, unchanging, firm
A tree with it's roots solid,
Connected to the world
Instead I'm sea foam
Set adrift
Forced to roam
I'll never give up yearning for home

Someday the tape from your eyes will fall- lose its stick
Perhaps then you won't be as blind
Inevitable suffering
You're decaying
'Why do you say the things you think?'
I hear your tears
Life leaves tremors for the girl blind to the world

Not a word was spoken,
Our eyes refused to see one another
"I care about you"
Not enough to fix this

I feel sick to my stomach
Reminding myself to breathe
Sick, twisted
Blood warm
I'm drowning in a bath of red
Melodies of chills run up and down my fragile spine
Pale flesh
I swear that I'm dying
My hands are anchors
Desperate to tear down anyone
Forcing them to drown with me
They stay away now
I miss them
Sick logic
I'm sick
My cries echoed through the hotel of white
"I want to tear myself apart"
Poison nails clawing desperately
Lethal injections
It worked
Ripped, torn, broken
Pieces of my self are lost, unattainable
I'm gone

Keep me company
Allow me to feel
Tell me your secrets, your stories, your woes
We belong in a different place
They think we're beasts
We thinks we're dragons

Fire gleams in our eyes
Our breath warms us
Destroying everything we touch
Destroying everything we love
They think we're mad
We think we're lost