Full of fear
Unsettling need to hide to the truth
Emotionless yet full of emotions
Love concealed
Cold but passionate
Please don’t undress my love or you may find a mannequin
Please don’t undress a mannequin or you may find my love

You are not the king
You are a mere ghost
Living only in your head
Engulfed in your shelter
Not freedom only a prison
A terrifying habitat
You still wonder why no one comes to visit
Praying for their presence
Like it would would make the loneliness
Easier to swallow

sun and snow come and go
everything always fleeting
leaves will fall as tears do
painful shivers cascading through
blood will drip as rain does
down your pale thighs
all alone and all alone
the truth lies within your eyes
death sticks are not the cure
neither are the razors
quite frankly I don't believe there really is a savior

Neither an optimist nor a pessimist
What an inner indecisiveness
I am reminded of the ocean
Flowing
Never fixed
A bottle is no place for the sea
You were not meant to be contained
Craving the freedom of your salty home

Warm me up with your breath
The frost of winter destroys my soul
My inner fire is bright and strong
It’s not enough