unexpectedly stepping towards your back like a gust of wind enveloping
you never once could say you were seeing
encompassing your body it invades your insides
paralyzing your spirit it stays but hides
you couldn't catch it if you desired
for it's made you become tired
every ounce of fervor or passion has been drained as it's been squeezed out of you
there are no words to express or explain the occurrence of the blue
an unexplainable funk settles upon the soul
to **** you dry till you're left dull

You can take off the mask or you can walk out the door, I don't want the lies you feed me anymore

strung up on the words just said
not wanting to be in your arms, not wanting you to touch my head
you shut down as I spoke, the frustration awoke
assuming irresponsibility, was all that I wanted to be
the images in your mind were screaming at me, unconscious me unconscious me
unreceptive to anything being stated, I just get frustrated that we ever dated
holding me to an old perception of who I was, assuming that I would be in that buzz
they started playing and we couldn't speak, you drew near and I drew angry and weak
in our frustration we couldn't help but marvel and speak, at the voices that we were there to seek
they ended, and you said, "im done being unfair," you let down, you let down, cause you simply care
my intentions aren't to hurt, but you know I'm just some dirt
baby don't abandon me when im weak on my knees and you're wanting to flee
promise you'll take care in the good and the bad, that's what you had, that's what you had

You inherited my fears
You inherited my insecurities
You inherited my movements
You inherited my words
You inherited my thoughts

I created you
With every flaw you have laid before you
You've become the person I've shed away, you've become the person I was in years of that dark gray
I love you as you were, I love you as you are
But in this moment realize, you carry my filthy scars
I don't want them back but we can shed yours too, we can get rid of this grey and this blue
Don't rub them on me, it took me so long to get them to flee

the inspiration flows and it just goes and goes and goes
the emotion never stops as it grows with all the crops

you consume me so I cant even be
taking every space of thought in my mind, I cant even begin to unwind
your control over me leaves me as anything but free
I think it's best you walk away even though I'd rather you stay
the future looks to gray, I can't even make out what it'll look like in may
the commitment and constrictment leaves me shaking in fear, i'll hurt you, I can't help it my dear

I've given you a key to this body that consumes me
You can open the door and out I will pour
You're aware of its contents and every single fence
But you'll let it come out and catch it all without a single doubt
I stare at you in disbelief and fear, could you ever want all this fear
Baby you don't know what you're getting yourself into, I'm a mess of every different blue
Leave me as I am, hand me back the key, you'll be better off without me

it's a wicked and twisted love
we know nothing but fragments of discarded clay
we try to put the pieces back together but we're as shaky as the weather
we allow the logic to flow out of brains, hoping to soon receive something worth the gains
but we go with the flow of our bodies in a sick and passionate rhythm, feeding the flesh that so easily entangles our beings
we destroy, we destroy, we destroy
in the inevitable repetition of our sin, we allow to happen, we allow it to win
you couldn't deny the satisfying feeling that overflows your nature, we can't hold out to be anything close to pure
you love my body under yours, as you rest your hands on the frame of my curves
my tongue in your mouth and my body pressed against yours, we can't take a stand we just open the drawers
exploring the beauty of this gift we're abusing, we consistently are misusing
can we even deny ourselves the simple pleasure, of having each other before the intended measure