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Anique Prinse Dec 2016
So far, so near
How come i feel unable to breathe when ur not near.
Nearly there thats all we say,
We both know here, this land, is my place to stay.

You say you want me to be around
But there are plenty that wouldnt clown around
For no specific reason at all i loath you
Just know it is your desire for me that drove you

You lied when i told the truth,
You cried seeing me happy on facebook
Telling me to puton some **** for you,
Nah, i think ill pass right after ill put your *** on blast
Anique Prinse Dec 2016
Keep me in the dark,
I dont want to see your true self.
Never mind me asking,
But why did you needed my help?

You called me a princess,
You said i changed your life!
But all this time you were waiting for me to open up to you.
So you could beat your ''wife''.

Sometimes i sit in the dark,
Its the only place my mind can go free
The only place without any burdens
The only place with terrifing memories.

To not be able to come out of the dark,
and just step into the light.
It aint that easy to lower your walls down
and keep my head up with pride

Because what pride would i have left?
When my experiences with men are unpleasent.
If i were to go back
and let him hit me

Again with the bruises,
again with the pain
I cant take it no more,
need morphine to ease my pain

I TRUSTED YOU
you betrayed me
you knocked me to the floor
while swearing it was to save me.
Anique Prinse Jan 2016
Who were you, lost betrayed.
I left you, i should've stayed.
Your story ended, harsh slow.
As you sat there weeping "Where did you go".
I walked out, angry afraid.
It wasn't your fault, I pushed you to far.
My storys ending, alone depressed.
I sit here silent thinking "you were everything"
I'm coming to you, painless escape.
It was always my fault, I should've stayed
Anique Prinse Jan 2016
Its not my intention to write whats on my chest but still i find myself not beiing able too stop typing everything that i feel i need to say.

I cared!
I loved!
You didnt care!
You didnt love!

YOU BROKE ME
TRULY YOU DID

So to the next man i say;
Dont save me!
Cause i dont wanna be saved.
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Anique Prinse Jan 2016
You-
make me wonder
make me turn
make my heart unable to feel this burn
no, wait
stop
go on
there's just this one thing i've wanted to say for so long

until the moment you will release me from your grip
my heart will be unable to feel anything at all
i just hope you realize that what you did to me
for me comes with a heavy price

a burden on my heart,
but actually a relief.
now that my heart has been turned to ice
i will never again have too feel this kind of grief
Anique Prinse Jan 2016
I just can't help but wonder;
Is there anywhere i belong?

I'm trying too live my life right;
But its like a maze with no direction
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