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Darling, its almost been a month
Since you said goodbye.
I was sad, heartbroken, crushed.
But now, I am content.
Yes I still miss you like crazy
But I understand.
I just want to thank you
For all the wonderful memories.
I want to thank you
For making me feel beautiful
When no one else ever did.
For making me realize
That I could be unbelievably happy again.
Thank you so much for everything.
I only wish the best for you.
You said that you were drawn to me,
Like a magnet.
I was surprised by this.  
Because I feel exactly the same.
We are two magnets being
Drawn together.
And the attraction is
Getting *stronger.
I am a lifeless corpse
Still pretending that I am alive.
Every glance,
Every smirk,
Every joke
I fall deeper.
You are a black hole,
Slowly but surely drawing me to you.
At first I tried to claw my way out of this hole.
Yet you are like the unconscious
And I am the conscious.
I eventually slip away and you take over.
You have wormed your way
Into my life,
Into my thoughts,
Into heart.
I don't know how this happened
But my dear I implore you
Never leave.
"Please don't be mad but I'm considering
Early deployment to boot camp."
...
I'm not mad at all dear.
I'm just...sad.
Everyone I ever cared about or loved
Has left me.
I'm not sure that I am
Strong enough to survive you leaving too.
But I understand.
Its what you want and I refuse to
Stand in the way of your dreams.
I just wish that I didn't care so much.
I'm a suicide risk with a slim chance of recovery.
Once upon a time
There was a girl.
She had so much going for her.
But she wasted her life
On drugs and alcohol.
Oh well, we all sighed.
Not everyone is cut out for
Greatness.
Your eyes reflected the sparkles of Times Square.
"It's just like the movies."

Your whispered words were carried away
by the hustle and bustle of hundreds of
people just trying to make it

Cigarette smoke curled out from your opened mouth
As you gape at the people and the sights.

You studied the billboards and storefronts
As I studied your sloping nose
And square jaw.

You smiled and my heart sunk.
The city caught you and
wrapped you around its little finger.

Years later I stood in the same place,
Where you fell in love with the city.
Smoke, grime, and garbage still
littered the ground.

City lights ****** you up
and spit you back out.
I found you at a corner
not far from Times Square.

*****, tired and broke
You chuckled and simply told me,
"This is New York, baby.
Everyone loses and wins
But this is where my heart belongs."

I nodded because
Even the things we love most
Hurts us and spits us out.
We are the depressed generation.
We scream just to be heard,
Get piercings and tattoos to be different.
We get high to feel good,
Drink cheap beer to not feel,
Drag razors over our skin to forget.
We dream to remember.
We are the ****** up generation.
Only getting by in our misery
With drugs and dreams of a better tomorrow.
Trig class.
Oh no, please no.
I dread you to much.
Heart pounding, fear increasing.
I cannot do this. Why did I take this class?
Math has never been my strong suit.
Why am I so stupid?
I don't think I will pass this class.
This is to much stress for me to deal with.
I cannot handle much more of this.
"You can't let someone in a bit and then slam the door closed."
I said to you.
I was frustrated with you.
Because once again you started to tell me
What was wrong and
Then you closed me out.
Said it was nothing.
Then a few hours later
You said, "Do you have any questions for me?"
I stared at my phone in confusion.
"I'm a open book."
Yet again this confused me.
Then the next day you said it again.
I think you took what I said to heart.
You actually started to let me in.
Right now you have told me more about
Your day than you have ever had before.
I just want to know,
Why the sudden change?

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