My frustration built up like walls around my sense of serenity.
Starts out like a microscopic chip.
That then builds higher and higher like the building blocks of a child.
Just like the starting of a volcanic eruption.
My insides boil with a heat and anger.

My tranquil side in the brain tries to break down this build.
Yet like a volcano nothing can be done.
Frustration cannot be stopped til it subsides.
People may only run and take cover from the explosion erupting inside.
My level of lava in the inner core grows and grows.

I begin to struggle with my wording like a toddler beginning to speak.
These are the signs of a frustration morphing into an angry rage.
That microscopic chip blows like the end of a ticking time bomb.
Words pour out of my mouth like roaring waves of a storm.
Finally the lava simmers down and hardens to form the hard crust.

My frustration becoming anger subsides.
I forget the violent words that were just spit out of my mouth.
I feel in a daze like I was not myself in those seconds of rage.
Just like a tornado destroys things in its path then goes away like it was never there.
My clear sky of tranquility and peace rises and appears.

Anger comes in stages.
Like in the book pages.
The story starts out small.
Then you just hit the wall.
Clouds start to form around.
Thoughts of anger are found.
Starts the rain like your tears.
Lighting warns no one hears.
Thunder rolls and booms loud.
You erupt in the crowd.
Anger you hide subsides.
Storm softens like the tides.
Sun shines and stops the pain.
Sky is clear like your brain.

I love you is 8 letters and 3 words to some people.
but when it is spoken it is much more than that.
I say I love you to my best friend because I would do anything for her.
I say I love you to my true love because I mean it.
but I warn you do not falsely breathe these words.
for yes they are just words but they have such meaning.
I love you mean you are everything to me.
means I never want to be without you.
means my heart yearns for you.
means it don't want to ever let you go.
when that other person hears I love you they know what you have has become serious.
this is a warning poem to you my friends.
do not say I love you if you are later going to take it back and regret it.  
for you may take it back but that other person has fallen for you.
don't mistake these 8 letters and 3 words for nothing.
because I love you means everything.

its hard being young.
not being a baby but being a teen.
its sometimes hard to get through high school.
but i promise you it gets better.
I went through depression i lost my way of who i was.
i stopped painting because i was losing parts of myself.
my poems became only about sorrow and not the light at the end of the tunnel.
but my love picked up my broken pieces.
he led me back to myself.
he made things better.
along your years you will lose friendships that were dear to you.
but it gets better.
for when that old friendship dies another is born.
this new friendship is much stronger.
you begin to realize that the old was not the right one.
boyfriends come and go.
but hear me my dear it gets better.
for i was in pain after my last relationship.
i thought it was meant to be i thought it was love.
i dealt with him but i did not love him.
i cared for him but much more than he cared for.
now though i have found love.
someone who i know its meant to be with.
i don't just deal with him because in my eyes he is perfect.
that girl she calls you names.
she tears you down and tells you that you are ignorant and ugly.
yet i still promise you lovely it gets better
he cheated on me with her.
i lowered myself and put her on a pedestal.
now my love shows me i am beautiful.
her words do not hold me back anymore.
i rip down that pedestal because she does not deserve to be in that place.
being young is hard…plain and simple.
going through high school is a journey full of tears and heart break and bullies.
but after all the bad God gives you good.
we all go through pain because when we are finally happy we appreciate more.
depression is terrible.
but now i have the best friend in the whole world and the love of my life.
now i look back and i wouldn't change one thing of what happened.
because i know my depression led to these wonderful people.
when life is rough and hard do not give in to the heart breakers and the bullies.
because darling i have seen with my own heart and eyes time heals everything and it gets better.

We all see people in a different way.
I see you in your full potential.
I see who you really are.
I see a soul that the angels wish they had.
I see heart as big as the sea.
You are a fire burning so bright.
You are a wild heart and a beautiful soul.
You have sweet side to you that comes out all the time.
You are an adventure for me and I just want to explore.
I look into your eyes and I feel this warmth building in my heart.
My eyes are a gateway and your eyes have the key.
Those deep green eyes show an innocence.
You are heaven sent and God showed me my perfect match.
We don't have to share words, or say i love you's for if i look into your eyes I see a love fire burning.
Our eyes take us deep into who we are.
We will explore each other.
and i will look into your eyes and know I'm where i belong.