In the coldest time of the year we found love.
We walk where the christmas lights shine and the snow sparkles.
We walk not in the same step but with the same heart beat.
You kiss so sweetly.
Under the mistletoe we are now and I feel so alive.
I know i am the world to you.
On a cold winter night we would be together drinking hot chocolate.
We would not fight but share beautiful laughter.
Your voice sounds like a soft violin melody.
Your laugh makes me smile.
Your eyes looking in mine make my heart skip a beat.
I love you happened in a flash but I don't mind.
I hated winter and winter had a bad place in my heart.
Now you have made winter beautiful and warm.
I see my future with you and it is so lovely.
We are two beautiful stars dancing together in the night sky.
One day you will come to me and say will you marry me.
I hope its in winter under the mistletoe because that is when my life changed.
You are so lovely.
You are a unique and beautiful snowflake dancing down to the pavement.
Yet you are different in my eyes.
Tell me your secrets.
share with me your fears.
For baby there is nothing to hide here.
There are a million stars I could dance with but none dance like you.
Love me through the winters each and every year.
Love me forever little star.
Winter was a bad place but you have made it warm with a love that shines as bright as two stars.

12/6/13
A day I shall never forget.
The day I believed in love at first sight.
I sat in my room that night thinking it would be another night.
another night filled with bad thoughts and tears.
I took a chance and talked to you.
And baby that was the best thing I ever did.
We all have to jump for someone to catch us.
We all have to go through a time of hardship to truly see what we want.
I want you and only you.
I want you for the rest of my days.
Best friend is an understatement you are my soul mate.
12/13/13
You say you love me and baby i believe it all.
The heart does not know time.
The heart only knows by what it feels.
No it did not take long for me to fall for you but that time makes no difference.
We are infinite.
We are that fairytale love that every little girl dreams of.
You are oh so beautiful.
Every part of you inside and out is utter perfection.
I use to wonder why God put me through pain.
I now realize it was to show me that my other half is you.
half a heart is all i am without you.
we are two lovers and dreamers with hearts singing the same sweet song.
Our love is forever for you are the other half that I have searched for so long.

This night I know all too well.
I remember just listening to you talk.
Your voice is so soft and innocent.
We take our walk and you are oh so concerned about how cold I am.
I lie and say "oh no I'm fine."
Finally we are at my sanctuary.
The two benches made for couples to love on.
The water perfectly quiet and calm so that you may think with no interuption.
I stand and look onto the water which has now become ice.
We stand there and admire the peace and quiet.
You come to me wrapping my in your arms and I feel so loved.
We sit at this bench talking of christmas lights and the stars in the sky.
We are dreamers baby.
I did not expect this.
You look at me with those baby green eyes.
We kiss.
In the dark cold night our lips touch ever so softly.
You are perfection to me.
You touch my face as if it is love.
I feel at peace with myself.
I feel infinite.
Now I'm lost in this feeling and I can't get out.
I love you baby brown.
I love your light smile.
your dimples.
your ever so gentle kiss.
Its not to soon to tell for I know how love feels I have felt it before.
Yet this love that i have for you is ever so different.
You are toxic and I love every part of you.

At night is when I think.
In the chair of my quiet room I sit.
Memories of you play back in my mind.
They play like a broken record over and over again.
I pull out the pictures and the letters.
You may ask why I drown myself in pain.
And to this I have no words.
I don't have a reason or a slight thought as to why.
The day brings happy thoughts and confidence.
Yet as night falls all it brings is loneliness and tears.
Words.
They go through my mind.
You will find someone. It will be okay. Don't let it bother you.
I want to listen but my heart forbids it.
My heart won't learn to heal.
It just beats with pain.
Night is when you reflect.
Why is my heart showing a reflection of you?
I try to break the mirror that shows your face.
But my heart shields it.
Let the nigh be short for the pain is hard.