I say hurry, help, heal.
Hurry before the pieces of my heart are lost forever.
Help me to love again and not be afraid.
Heal my broken heart.
Pick up the trail of pieces of my heart that I left behind.
Someone find me.
Im not easy to miss.
I'm the girl with a broken smile.
I'm the girl that has to look away before the tears come out.
I'm the girl who doesn't tell anyone about the pain because I don't want to burden them.
I'm here please find me.  
Pull me out of the darkness.
I'm crying in the corner of the room at that party so come pick me up.
Kiss me and tell me it's okay.
Love me like you've never loved before.
Hold me like I am yours.
Kiss me with passion.
Treat me like a princess.
Make me laugh.
Let me be your partner in crime.
So hurry before it can't be fixed.
So help my heart.
And heal my soul.

I try so hard  and yet you feel nothing
I love with so much and yet you follow her
I cry and taste the salt from my eyes and yet you don't care
I hurt and yet you say stop
I feel your kiss and yet you seem to feel empty
I get mad as you do and yet you yell
I look to the stars and ask what to do ?
I look to my heart and ask how do you feel ?
You look to the stars and ask of nothing?
You look into your heart and don't say a word ?
Cupid is trying to lift his spell.
I fight him as much as I can
I will fight Cupid in this war and in the end you will look at the stars with purpose
You will look at your heart and feel love
You will feel something again
You will follow me
You will care
You will be full
You will whisper rather then yell
And you will
love again

I'm trying to be strong.
I try to hold the fears back.
alone is when I let it fall.
My heart lets out the pain.
I want to show you my heart.
I want you to be there for my tears.
I am scared.
What will you think?
Will you make fun of me?
Will you brush off my tears like they don't mean anything?
I'm trying to be strong but I can't hold it in much longer.
There are hidden tears behind the strength I show you.

I speak through my heart when I talk to you.
I put all my love into each strong hug and heavenly kiss.
I squeeze your soft hand because I'm afraid you'll let go.
age is just a number to me but it means everything to you.
I hope love overcomes your doubts.
I try to show you how amazing we will be with each other.
We would have the kind of love where sparks are always flying.
We would have the kind of love that lasts a life time.
A love that can overcome anything.
Everyone sees it.
Why don't you.
Why do you build your walls so my heart can't get in.
Let it out honey I'm here.
Just let your walls fall down.
I will protect you
From the pain.
I love you.

Why do they like her?
What is wrong with me.
Is it my body or my personality.
She disgusts me.
Her personality is ****.
Yet I want to be her and I envy her.
I look at her pictures then in the mirror at myself.
I'm not good enough.
Doubt fills me.
I shouldn't think it but I do.
The words in my mind.
ignorant
*****
annoying
Doubt fills me.
Now I try to push it out.