aint it bright to see the light a joy behold fresh air untold
the sun does shine so warmin face that felt so cold a lost embrace
deep within the glow returns ..a fighter a winner a breeze contend
deep deep breath abode does take the chance to live a love to slave
feel it sap the goodness in and blow away that awful sin
So cry out to the sun above good to see and one to love
our time to pray to its real power a love a hate do we devour
but for what can we not do the suns so darkness let light shine through

So so tired this mornings of mornings
so so sleepy today
oh so tired of yawning this morning
oh what long old day

awake yet so sleepy ..i cant understand
i slept like a baby and early so sad
but heavy lids are pulling me down
to sleepy ead and snoozy again and again
tired so tired of yawning around

I tried lots of coffee and food i ate plenty
but tired is a feeling that tired all the time
to wake so afresh and happy would i
as soon as my tire some would go underground

I must be mad I must be crazy
or am i daft or just so lazy
i feel that i may fall apart
my life has lost its brand new start

barriers and yes men fighting me
when all i want is food for tea
people saying simple things
that hold me back so loosing wings

dont they see the real me
the fun the free the one belief
I just want a peacefull life
thats full of love and free of strife
it aint so much yet i cant see
it cant be you it must be me

Beer in me head and beer in me soul
maybe I am and maybe its old
say what you like be as you please
dont take the *** when I displease

Oh boy I saw it ...it hurt way bad
the mirror image of old and sad
I thought i was a young guy
just plodding along
and then I saw it and all was wrong

I hated that man that I didnt know
starring back no smile or glow
age had taken youth away
yet I was young ..yesterday

A shock did follow that age had won
it took its time ..now times begun
I knew from then that seconds out
a time reflected aged and stout

So heart and head still youthfull wish
body not so age- eth with
fingers crinckled lines are drawn
fighting so ...a seen new dawn

one thing so.. we all will do
knock on deaths door ..me and you !

I wake and yet its today ..a day of wantin away
Tomorro I dont want to hear ...a fear a shiver... a spear
a death I so not want to see yet death was so close i could flee

He died yet is so part of me.. a pappa.. a dad ..a gentry
my rock my heart so I miss ...his sound vice and so smile a bliss
never hatin or questioning my..just a love.. a heart so inside

So dad that I miss ever more
I remember your sound and cant help the tears I still tore
you said that you were ok ..yet death was a second away
tomorro does bring you afore my love..oh my rock my ....
PAPPA!!

They creep and follow where none do go
the shadows hunt the light no show
I felt them want to take my depth reachin ..wanting darkness letch
pray that light does shine on through ..the shadows follow wanting you

Feel ther coldness and so cold ..darkness has its brand new hold
wrapping slowly round it goes ..taking light and turnin old
wrinkles soon do so appear..aging you and breathing fear
leave the light on so I say and shadows oh just go away

I slept today and fed away
my love of life and all its strife ..I thought id had it
but then I woke ..and life became a whole new scope
I,d drown in water.. be blown away
life expelled ..no new day
did shake my heart when I awoke that life still lived a breath ..no hold
jut laid in bed ..heart a beatin .waiting ,thinking was I dreamin

did i win? ,was i rich ?,damm them numbers ..nought came in
bet my soul ,didna save my skin ,still i lost win no win
so its dosh ,cash less me but im not poor with family
heard success is raising the bar ...bar of life or bar of strife

I have the best ,family life with health and child.. and ...what a wife
so when its measured in jobs and work ,forget that charge its love to shine .....
who will be there at your death ?,your boss who you worked for blood and sweat ??
your wife and kids and family grief ..they will cry and need relief
so when success is in your hand ...feed the love and understand
family first and all to follow,money aint success just sorrow

Did I really feel that pain... that so inside did me again
thought Id had to much of that ..oh **** its got me back and back
need to watch myself some more ,no parties ..wakes or fiesty bars
water ...soda that will do.. no beer for me nor ***** blue

My soul is flying way up high ..I feel its love somewhere inside
the blueness of those clouds above not white nor golden just full of love
my strings fell out no bow to strike ..no music sounding only fright
Maybe soon we'll here their tune.. a heart and bow with strings in bloom
Soul so flying way up high come on in its time to ......???

Ice--- scream Ice--- cream I want more
lots of Fardys gore gore gore ...
stick a flake in.. maybe two
I want Fardys what about you

Saucy sauce ..red or green
running down me old ice cream
lick it quick before it melts
Fardys taste so good it hurts

I scream--- Ice cream ..I want more
bring a Fardys to my door
99's so coming my way ..
Ice cream headache ..joy I say

wakin is not death but a death of life awake

Yes I know its gonna happen
I know i have to fall
but at least warn me when deaths about to call
......................................
does it hurt ,what will i feel ,
I guess it wont matter as darkness takes it hold
the hurt is for other left upon this world
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Can i fight it back another day ,will it grab me and take me far away
well peace i hope is all i want and breath to fight another may

I feel it as I sit I feel it when I lay ...
The itchines inside me is fighting me today
stomach fightin pain thats always here to gloat ... yet itchiness takes over
a grin and not do bear ............

Carbs are overloaded yet count away we go
sugar fix awaiting to pain my bigger toe
spots are so a wantin on way to sprout my skin
the ******* even get me where!!!
privacy begins

Dia ..Dia ....betes leave me well alone
pick on someone evil
and make a happy home

Dia ..Dia ..Betes ...let me have some fun
maybe just a choccy bar or scrummy apple crum!!
dip a stick to 6.9 after loads a buns
Dia ..Dia ..Betes got ya on the run

My hands doth hold the key to time
yet cannot stop the grains that fly
waiting ,hoping wanting more
feeling life ... so insecure

changed my life and changed my ways yet still out searchin
better days

dreaded is that first day back and so the dreaded time attacks
tomoro comes another day and so the dreaded falls away
Time to love what we so have and throw the dreaded
in the sack

Raining wet and I breath the dry ,feelin cold against the dawn light of the moon yet my heart beats with fire as my soul still weeps ,raining wet under darkened clouds yet heat within blazing out ,sun so shine and warm my skin,dry my eyes deep within

I feel it course so through my veins
waiting ,testing me again
it wants to rule and take me over
anger ,rage my sugar fever!!!

Family hide and duck my fear
anger ,rage is so so near
feel it gaining ,getting there
anger ,rage ..my glucose lever !!

Take a breath ,do no harm
sit and fight out till the calm
there it stays until again
anger ,rage ..my sugar mist !!

Remember what they fought for
remember why they fell
remember all the killings
and living life in hell

Remember what they did for us
remember who they were
remember all the people
that they did fight and fall

A day to show our pride
a day to bow our heads
a day to moun our family
lest we forget

Friday was the day that I saw them stare
that look that lost lost fear
they came up of the fields and climbed out from their vans
the lost and lonely people working with their hands

their look was so apparent a stare that meant so much
that lost and lonely feeling of fightin loosing touch
i,d seen that look some time aback ..miners clocking off
that stare into the distance of a failure amongst the fatal dust

their hands just dropped beside them ,big yet rough as stone
hurting from the dampness.. working to the bone
that stare stayed still around them
imprinted on my mind
a worker so important... yet lost to depths of time

I saw the sign ..it wouldn go ..
a warning ..saying not to look
but look I did and now its time
to walk that road to walk that line

sun behind me and dust around
blackness down the road of time
shadow falls its only one ..mines a stretching so so long
falling of the end no fun!!

the end approaches I feel it near
grasping me and all my fear
the road is open for me to flow
wanting me to get in toe

Fight the fear fight the dread
time to close the road I said
many years its staying shut
until my life becoomes a rut

Breath ..breath my heart did say
gaspin air dreading day
breath ..breath my lungs did burst
******* fightin through the dirt

Finally oh the breath did come ..
heart did beat a mighty drum
veins a pumping ..life reliving
breath of air so life so giving

out the frigde and in me gob
taste of wine it feels so good
down the hatch and in me tum
now im ****** and need sum grub

feel it slip so down my throat that taste of heaven
burning so
taste that summer so long ago burning heating
body glow
feelin drunk yet only tiddled
soon be drunk and really piggled

The crows nests stood i saw them there proud and loud standing bare ,it was some sight to see no leaves just full of twigs from many trees ,yet daunting was that sight behold of many twigs formed in mold.those trees did state a ghostly feel that scrapped and scratched your mind betold

Did you see the moon today
it looked so light it looked so grey
did you see the moon last night
it looked so bright it looked so white

Sky so red amongst the haze
frost just hangs to shivers gaze
feelin cool and somewhat chilly
moon still here and not so bowing

sun do rise yet still to see
dawning of a brand new day
moon still shining light as white
sky behold a supa sight

Feel the clouds so above
wanting me to lower myself
so low ...so low
hurt yet no pain so why dont you go away
leave me to fight another day

Presure within no mortal sin as it encloses me deep inside
I fear no-one yet fear the emptyness that my heart colides
fear of loosing ..fear of failure deep inside my heart is weighted
the presure mounts the fight goes on hearing sounds that i dont wish

Music cries a thousand ways so why cant I breakout today ..I feel it shouting wake me up but how can I return my own self destruct
music still a shouting loud ..so why oh why do I feel no calm no peace no freedom home
tortured eyes yet show no give.. the fires gone a coldness lives

Cold is the wind ,cold is in the blow
blasting through me like nobody knows
feel it on my face tearing at my eyes
the cold is biting back and I just want to hide

snow fall on the ground ,higher than the grass
all is white all is quiet not a sound behad
footprint show the walkers dogs and followers shiver by
snowfall on the rooftops and chimneys puff their white

cold is the wind I feel it through and through
but i is all tucked up in here with fire ,logs and stew
venture out ,I'd sooner not when wine a plenty and foody lots
so stay inside ..rest your feet.. enjoy the warm and drink a cheers

The look the view was one of awe ..seeing trees shimmer in silvers thaw ,crystal lights for all to see ..sun glisten from these object dripping lifes gold thats free,
meadows .. fields becoming one as snow so white takes over once again to show its beauty to the world ...baron yet so full of life the fields of dreams to keep us alive.
We know that soon the spring will come and life so fresh will begun but not so yet as we so wish its winters blast thats in the mist ,snowflakes falling all around that special flake so fresh so astound
They fall so light gods magic touch ..fields of flakes of white and cold.gentle yet so pretty and soft to touch these fields of white that we all love.

Can feel it creepin ..taking over... the tiredness driftin me to bed
wanting sleepin so sleepy over...luring dreams for me to have
the sleepin yearns me.. holds me tight..makes me warming bed so right

The time is near and bells are ringing ..christmas cheer for all to have
santas sack is full and briming ..children waiting wanting all
tree is up and lights a glowing ..mince pies warmed and ready now
so smile and wish you all a merry...
christmas cheer for one and all

I woke as the breath caught me ..waking me so suddenly
death was calling but i declined and drew some more
i could feel it wanting wasting me that breath so near so far we see
dreams came and washed away yet deaths dire breath still held over
its face so close yet none could see the final day it died away

Have I changed for all to see that change was really best for me
younger wiser yet troubled soul that was so awful in days of old
time reflects the things we miss yet opens up our heart of memories
Time moves on as we fade away for someone new to take our place
so what do we become in years.. a faded memory a lost few tears
a tombstone path that all do follow .. ecthed in love from loved ones sorrow
Memores lost yet marks so made upon this planets earth for without our lives thered be no more me and you or memores ...

I could cry my tears away for one kiss from your lips
one touch from your hand ..maybe a hug ....hand in hand
I could hold your smile with a kiss getting tingled so on my lips
my love.. my love.. today

I could call you to call me back maybe meet and have a snack
drink some wine ..snuggle up ...laugh at all our love
I could hold you to hold my heart so that we are never apart
my love...my love ...always

Our freinds are that our family we love to have them stay
for food and entertainment its always meant that way
for laughs and lots of golfing and tons oh tons of chat
is great to see them yet again for loads of this and that

Our freinds that are our family are great to be around
making fires and washing pots thats what its all about
we hope so sure we'll see them soon in warmer climates bound
in sunny parts of Malaga a welcome home is found

The murkiness hides the pain thats fights its way up from the gloom,deep deep down the fire still burns but has no flame no heat and no heart ,yet we walk as if we belong into the sun a life begun.

Music cry to my tears as i awaken to the sky,teach me peace as i enrage to the fear inside,feel its beat as you decide on which is wrong and what is right.Time may wait as you turn to fight ..the soul that holds you clinging life

there is a house upon the hill that is so red it cant be blue
they call it red or sing that way .
red red red house dont blow away .redhouse hill is here to stay stay stay !!

it sits so high you know so well that red o'le house upon the hill
a beacon shining for all to see...
red red red house dont blow away cos ya know redhouse hill is here to stay stay stay !!
now way back when that was some time they tried to fell old redhouse hill
but folk round here did fight them alll
red red red house dont fall away cos ya know redhouse hill is here to stay stay stay !!

Through the depths my mind still wanders ...fighting facing hell on life .feel the burden that all do ponder wondering??? what is point ??...what is the point ?? a smile ,a laugh or tears of sorrow ,feelings so numb that none do care is this the life we fear ......i fear

I feel the cold ..the cold within
fightin ,biting..a painless din
creeping slowly yet full of speed
the coldness claws ..my feet retreat

Mind so full of emptyness ..yet spinning ,grasping
faultless youth
hurt inside ..the mad old fool
itching for the real truth

The kiss without the passion ...thats how it felt to me
the lightest touch the smallest peck
a feathers breath indeed
The fire without the rage ...passion was the key
a kiss without the passion a real... fate comply

A touch that had no loving ...no hold or guarantee
no eyes to see just blackness
No life for you and me
Her look that looked right past me..blinded out to sea
the touch that missed the feeling ...life in misery

The mist rolled in along the dusky cold green hills
air so dead yet wilderness so alive and wanting
waiting for the dread of darkness death
predators hold.. teeth so sharp so white so clean
waiting for the blood red taste ...a longing from the devils breath

Smelling the fear its all around us ... so so in the misty hills
green is gone and darkness shrouds us ....
time to run ..run from the ****

My valentine wish is for a kiss from your lips
a kiss so sweet ..make my heart so skip a beat
my valentine dance ...

a touch from your hand maketh me grand
so alive and wanting you
be by my side my valentine bride
my love from me to you
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love ya in the morning ..luv ya more at night
yes ya make me *****..***** beasty right
be my valentineeey..be my sweetheart night
bathe me all in chocolate ..lick me likey like

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