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andy fardell Sep 2014
The drink has left me silent
No screams to out the loud
No words to shout
My silence
Now so comes the colour

Black
Heavy
Wanting

Ready to take me
Beyond
My conscious

Ready
For the call
Ready
Comes to break me

Come
Come and watch my
Fall
andy fardell Sep 2014
The scent of summer fell sweetly on these lips
From the soft breeze that followed
I knew you had come

To find me so wanting
To taste you so well
These senses are screaming
The rising
Our quell

I'm here
All but waiting
So come take my hand
Let's make it our future
Our love
Understand

Then I lost you
To the sea of old tides
All washed on the beaches
An emptiness cries

So I looked
For the scent of your summer
Oh.. the scent of your summer
andy fardell Aug 2014
The August felt like November
and my mood followed
suit
A wind that held no silence

From a cool blow that battered
me
As if
I wasn't bruised enough  

For I was the broken one
A mind so empty of full
In a world so barren of soul
And so I pained

I pained for others
I pained for help
I pained for relief

From this madness we call Earth

No pills to change my eyes
No laughters
Fill my heart

These tears are all but wasted
Left
I'm left the all behind

The walk into the emptiness

I'll join the blinkered mass
Condition red
We fall in line

The face behind the mask
andy fardell Aug 2014
I'm trying to think to what to come
in write
A head imploding
Left in a fright
All starred to the walls that don't come
co exist
A mirrored for horror
Faceless in bliss

This prison that holds me
My breaking the free
Unleash me this message
Set me the free
Go
Set me the free

Climb up on unset me
For I need to breath
Release all this in me
For I need to breath
Just let me
Be free

Then the cracks in my wall start to shatter my view
I'm out of my inner
I'm free break the through
The wall has come down
Yes
Now let dust fills my lungs
It's good to breath in out
This writing is done
andy fardell Aug 2014
My best friend saw his life as chapters
In a book
From this book many things come and go
Yet like all books
Once it is written
It is there
For all to remember
For all to judge
For all to question
For it is said

A description of life I will never forget
In this journey we face
From the chapters we close
To the new beginnings
Be I the wiser one
For my knowledge
Or the fool
By the side

His words still sing to me
When my ebb has flown
And my worst is before me
For I know
It is just another chapter
A page that will pass
To a memory
Be that of pain or the glory
For I know
I'm still on that journey
andy fardell Aug 2014
Into the night wind I walked
A walk I would never forget
From the delicate dust that fell onto my lips
To eyes reddened by the mist of my past
A taste to a memory
For where we all end

Dust is to dust as for all that we fall
As is the water we own
This whispering vapor
Forms the rain from our souls
Yet the spark from old beats
Goes on
Into an never ending ocean rippled to life  
Gone still the breath

A lick to a wipe
Gave way to my past
Gave way to my parents for they have gone
Gave way to faded stones from dirt filled holes
Gave way to lives lost
And for what ...and for who

Life does not disappear
Water does not just fade away
Nor does the life spark inside us die
Even so
Our memories do
Our understanding wanes and our perception falters

Into the night wind I walked
To taste test my gone past
To remember old loved ones
To know still.. they are here
In one form
In take my breath
In be my life  

Dust
andy fardell Aug 2014
I can hear it
I can smell it
Can you see the rain
I'm wet

Cos I'm stuck inside my shell
This home
All ready
Drips the death

Waiting for the animal
Waiting for the dry  
My thirst is breaking out of here
My reach is for the sky  

Water water
Cleanse my soul
Wash over me
This hurt

A drop once more
Falls by my side
One taste  
My slip.. the edge  

So breath me in
And wash me out
I'm looking for the sun...
One day we'll be together soon
One day
That's sure to come
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