My hands are tied
Our love
Your lies
I cry to a whisper

Eyes blinded in the bind
Lips cold
From your heated breath
I stay still

I'm gone yet stay
Mystified
Lost
Broken

Why all my hurt
Did you fade
Loose the feel
Love again

So I wait
Just one touch
Reaching out
Falling
Yet again

Drips of life fell into my dreams
As the rain leached onto my window
Echoes bouncing as I struggled for the light
Another day needs a beginning

Still as I wake the pain returns
Aches from a body faded to grey
Years of the enslaved bite my unseen
wounds
Once the days were good

Life was young then
Life was free and I cared no further
Only now do my regrets take their toll
As my mind smiles through a face in pain
Bitten are the yellow stains in my grin

Take me
Take me from this ever decreasing circle
That lays claim for my body
Show me the other turn
Claim me for the better off in life
Cold is the dawn

Cold is my life
The empty bed leaves no comfort
From my curse to stay  
Life work me hard so my pain can continue
Let my destitution come true
My day has begun

No sense came about me as I woke
A dream in wide open eyes
My lair broken
True madness commenced

This is my like as I sleep
So why scare my awakened self
Limbs in numbed state
Mind heated in sweat  

Just 5 minutes of time gone
Turned me over
A placed hidden horror
My sleep quivers  

You know that place
It hates you well
Awake yet not knowing
The dream

I know not now of my face
or my voice
Will I be tall
Maybe walk with a limp
I do not know these things that I be
Because I'm not born yet
A zero you see

I have some 9 months for I
breath in this world
A time for my life base
A boy or a girl
No sky to look out on
I'm waiting you see
I need to kick out first
Let roar
Let me free

I need to grow strong so I cope with
your world
I need a new voice
Some fingers and curls
I hope I'm all there but it
Don't matter to me
I'll be who I want to
As long as I breath

The time has moved on
and the hour is ready
My clock is near started
I've zeroed the hour
Awaken the world cos here I do come
New life for the future
A fathers new son

One day the world will come to an end
And we will return
To the dust of the universe
Life will be no longer  
And the
Zero covers all

Yet with a rye smile
I know that I have lived
Many times in many bodies
As have you
Dust be life
And the
Zero covers all  

Many gods promise life
After life
And it sooths me that
I drink the same water
And taste the same sea
And breath the same air
For they
Must be in all of us
And the
Zero covers all  

One day the world will come to an end
But there is no end
Only a new beginning
And the
Zero covers all

This twitch in your eye screamed at
my soul
So here I lay
Ready
Waiting
Wanting
Do you love me
Can you care as I care your need
Am I wasted
Wasted to your precious dream
So here I lay

Later

Night light faded the eve
My view is echoed in the ravenous butterflies
as they dance to the light of the silver moon
They look beautiful
Sighing sadness I slide to sleep
as my wanting thoughts
drift into my other world  
So here I lay  

Dawn

The rise of your breath stains my lips
I am spellbound in your toxicity
Look at me
Let me see the sun rise through your
eyes
Love me
Take me
Hold me
Drink me out until I'm dust
For all I want is all you need
So here I lay

I've never met you
Yet
I know our love is true
I feel that all I trust is
The trust in me and you

No sense from past betrayals
Now
Two birds sing loud in swan
I wait in desperation
I be your magic wand

So darling as you view me
Please take my hand as yours
My hope forever always
Forever in your heart