This blur held me
As dust fell upon dust
The speeding devil
A race upon not won

A corners cut
From a crosses held
The end a must
A drivers tale

This leadened foot
I know so well
Can only lead
Forgotten tale

This is the end
The crash foretells
A marriage broken
The in
Exhaled

The sun shines yet my mood has
Faded
Wind nor rain can make it cry
The hurt is gone
My life is crackled
Burnt within
I am the scorched

One look around and these I see
Failed beings
Lifeless souls
That deserve no breath from my
Lungs
Fire gods go do your work
Rid me of these sheep

Ahhhhh the very thought
Lightens me
Ohhh how I love to pain
Those worthy
My grinding teeth feel so
Mmmmmm
The pleasure is greeting

Come join me
Walk the walk of a path in plenty
Taste the earth like never before
As we deserve the better
We deserve the more
Let the fire in these eyes of mine
Be seeking
Feel the pleasure
Reap the burn

This taste from my mouth
All bitter,twisted and dank
Another memory from the night
Ready for the forgotten
Pain of the body waiting in relief
Yet I know in the noontime wait
The itch that has my willing
Will thirst me to the well

But now is now and aches pain
These bones that creak to a
Lost record on repeat
Help me please
Let me up
A lost thought hidden from the
Noise inside these drums
That pound this wall

All for the pleasure of the night
In a blurry haze where laughter
Won on faded jokes
My path is so well trodden
This pain so well read
I long for all forgotten
The noontime comes
My friend

Let the petals fall away
Be my eyes in motion
As beauty bestows the very words
You breath
No flower has your colour
No rainbow has your look
An angel heaven sent
Is what you are to me

I love the look you love
Lips touch for your skin
The purr of a longing kiss
of red velvet
As you become my side
Silently you tell me
Let me tell them all
Our love
Let the petals fall away
My love
Fall
Fall
Away

6 years feels like 6 minutes ..6 minutes feels like 6 seconds

And still it hurts
:....((()

It hurts me to be here
A soul in broken
This life a sadness
Please hear me
Hear me cry

Help me rise above
Lift me high
Listen as
The end has spun
My voice shout's a silence  

Let me scream
Let me in
Cry me out
To a silent roar
Till I beat no ....more

My night time nightmare came true
I visited a place where the strange
Is the norm
The sun takes its blame in allowing these leeches
Of the earth to creep into our shadows
And last night they sought my eyes  

This room that they beckoned me
Felt so cold
In every way  
Icy chills blasting my heart
Searching my warmth
Quenching their thirst
And then

They sit
These men of the dark
Waiting
Staring
Mumbling nothings
It felt very cold

Their faces so ashen
So ghostly
A look not from my world
Yet here I sat amongst them
This was my place
This was my time

I too have joined
My darkness feels good
Only my blood redden eyes
Give away any life from my being
A life I once remember
Yet am now banished to the
Graveyard shift
And memories begin the fade
Away