6 years feels like 6 minutes ..6 minutes feels like 6 seconds

And still it hurts
:....((()

It hurts me to be here
A soul in broken
This life a sadness
Please hear me
Hear me cry

Help me rise above
Lift me high
Listen as
The end has spun
My voice shout's a silence  

Let me scream
Let me in
Cry me out
To a silent roar
Till I beat no ....more

My night time nightmare came true
I visited a place where the strange
Is the norm
The sun takes its blame in allowing these leeches
Of the earth to creep into our shadows
And last night they sought my eyes  

This room that they beckoned me
Felt so cold
In every way  
Icy chills blasting my heart
Searching my warmth
Quenching their thirst
And then

They sit
These men of the dark
Waiting
Staring
Mumbling nothings
It felt very cold

Their faces so ashen
So ghostly
A look not from my world
Yet here I sat amongst them
This was my place
This was my time

I too have joined
My darkness feels good
Only my blood redden eyes
Give away any life from my being
A life I once remember
Yet am now banished to the
Graveyard shift
And memories begin the fade
Away

The leaves on the apple tree sprung
As the sun burned in through my eyes
She lay there beside me
And the air smelled good
This was a time of love

Flowers befell the tree
As we lay there into love
Love under the apple tree
That was a time
That was a time in love

Branches buckled
The weight of the fruit
Green with envy
We lay under the apple tree
Hands were held
Love was found
This was our love

Autumn fell and so did the
Red Rosy apples
I liked this fruit
I loved her so
Love under the apple tree
In love

The winter came in cold
This tree of life
Barren
Empty
And so was I
Lonely and wet
No hand to hold
Love gone cold
Lost to life
Still I wait
Under the apple tree

I take one look in your eyes
And see that smile
That brought me to you
Changed my life
Gave me child

Ohhhhh Baby you know
I love you so
Ohhhhh Baby please
Please don't go

We passed through the years
In laughter and tears
Changed my life for the good
Like I knew you would
My woman

Ohhhhh Baby you know
I love you so
Ohhhhh Baby please
Please don't go

Now old as we get
I still look in your eyes
I still love in that smile
Please hold me
Hold me tight
My love

You sound so sad it was said
Be my memories broken
Is my face so read
Does my voice not hide the weakness
Do they ever know within

Masks in a park
All looking like they know
Smiles form the jokes
From no funny lines
Rehearsed

And so it continues
From news not to be heard
Such hate
All perverse
In papers only use
For warmth

Inner sighs fall
For the night has it call
From the coffee now cold
Like my mind
Right as they knew
My sadness grew