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andy fardell Apr 2013
I share my life unto you
Yet tell you nothing is written
Be that said
I am joined by many waters

Family and friends stay to leave
As time takes it toll
My arms do stretch and fail all the same
Mountain high
Looks afar  
As I view the world

My world is a picture of many
colours
Still my pen draws lines in sofer
It is you that holds the key
You are my wings
Release me from this haven
andy fardell Apr 2013
These eyes filled with a sadness
To a dawn of day to come
Another wasted moment
A life not on the run

So should I smile to the sunrise
Smile a new day in
Just smile another morning
A new day can begin

In the brightness of the sun  
My darkness comes complete
This heart as dead as stone  
The reaper needs his feed  

So should I smile to the sunrise
Smile a new day in
Just smile another morning
A new day can begin

Dark glasses hide my worry
A lifeless look inside
This failure in my life all good
My thresh is past its hold

So should I smile to the sunrise
Smile a new day in
Just smile another morning
A new day can begin

Not soon I wish my time away
I hate the way I is
Another doom off if I try
That's how the way it is
That's how the way it is

So I should smile upon the sunrise
Smile the whole day in
Just smile another chance in life
My new day can begin
andy fardell Apr 2013
My mind is a blank page raging war on its self
But somewhere around me they whisper
I can hear them screaming
I see their voices  
To sounds of my aberration echoing
On scratched vellum

You know not how I feel in the twilight
From the shadows I sense a presence
Vivacity stolen
A turn I dare not make
I focus
In the dimness of a candles flicker
I blink

They say that night has a glow
Yet I could only taste fire from the music
Lurid on my lips
The screaming continued  
Eyes reddened in the devils darkness
This burden before me
Vacant letters fill my page  

The ghosts in my shadows hide as the
Twilight returns
Breath inhaled to a musical silence
Rapturous dawn to a new beginning

A page has been turned
andy fardell Apr 2013
If I call you
Would you call me
Would you call me back

If I hold you
Would you hold me
Would you hold me back

These words on my lips
All came from a kiss
That came from a smile
I love

These thought on my mind
Did bring me alive
That came from a look
My love

If I hurt you
Would you hurt me
Would you hurt me back

If I love you
Would you love me
Would you love me back

These eyes fill my heart
All wanton desires
That raced me a beat  
Our love

These hands by my side
Did hold me so close
That want me the most
In love

Be this our love
Be this our life
Forever more
One love
andy fardell Apr 2013
Shhhhh I say
It's here so quiet
The music of the world sounds silently to my ears
No songs of joy
Nor laughters ploy
Such a sad lonely world I fear

Before there was silence
The world did rage against itself
As countries did battle
Over dust unto dust
No lessons of happiness
Until the quiet

Now only echoes of faces fill this earth
Shadows of dreams reach my mind
I am the only one
Left to shout the silence

How do I survive my future
Be no chance of moving on
Let the silence come greet me
The end is near
Earth is in song
andy fardell Mar 2013
The place of the lost souls brought no resemblance to the reality that surrounded them
In their world the end only came as the bell of time sounded its echo's through clouded thought's
As I entered their domain the faded memories flooded to my senses,times from the past brought a sadness to my glow.
I was once part of this scene
I was once into the show
A place for the ended ... one place left to go

The bar fitted like a glove that never left ,a stool made for worship.this place where I rest
And so I looked around
Familiar faces older and darker and closer to the place we all fail to want ,bearded features followed where once clean cut chins held aloft .
Mumbles from silence only showed in the crowd as the deserted wanted nothing, nothing but silence.  
My place was once this home,these bodies once my friends.I know now that their spell did once near lead me
Lead me well to the end.
The tree had its markers, a shudder in me showed.The place was un special, no more about those hours be heard.
And like an old friend the nectar returned,my glass tasted heaven as the buzz into orbit entered my veins,the rush of that feeling gave me the power.Power to rule my enemies,power to fight the fight .Oh sweet sweet nectar how missed could you be as golden as honey as sweet as a peach.
My hook was inserted the fogginess faded and the trap lay before me as my thirst for the power returned.
Was then I knew like I always knew that I was lost, I was soulless, I was one of them and that my end had been written,written to end
andy fardell Mar 2013
My 3am kick has lasted an hour
I'm still wide awake so maybe a shower  
This time seems so quiet I wonder to scare
Is boggy or spider hiding somewhere

My eyes come all foggy I'm straining to see
The coffee is awful this hunger to beat
I've looked at my facebook and emails all read
I should be so tired and in my sweet bed

The hell with this sleep as long goes the dead
That's what I keep saying but still want me rest
I'll buy me some matches and prop up me styes
I may look quite funny but look at me eyes

Oh sod all this writing its sending me nuts
My mind is still racing no foot on me clutch
No doubt as I pack up and wake for the day
My sleep will be knocking but up I must stay
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