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andy fardell Mar 2013
The day started with a whisper to my ear
I knew you wouldn fuss
That day
Time of year
My thoughts of you smiling
Looking my way
This world has one missing
I miss you today

I looked in the mirror and saw in your eyes
The son of a father
Sweet tears from his sighs
The time had not healed
The sea that I shed
I long for your voice
Not that
Found in my head

The date started early
My time for reflect
Another year missing
My heart torn and dead

The smell of the coffee brought smoke from my thought's
This need of your fixer
From a bygone of tucked in dreams
Such memories hold me
Those past in my hand
The sadness evolves me
This day be the dammed

Time made the move that held me and cried
Reflections of mirror's
That look in my eye
Hours of laughter now echo's rebound
From times in our fighting I'd beat you a cry
Stop cos its hurting
My laughter our high

Violins to trumpets filled ears dipped in wax
Remember the music
A classic be had
I never quite got it
Yet now understand
You passion not doubted
Beethoven commands
Deep breaths steal my wanting

Dusk brings me home to a family of three
My son to be proud of
A wife next to me
They all miss your knowledge
Your kindness
Your love
Without you
There'd be ghosts in my love

We thank you my father
I'm proud your my dad
Happy Birthday
andy fardell Mar 2013
Simple
That I breath the air
Simple
Life be my despair
Simple
Writing life not fair

Hard
Wishing you were here
Hard
Change my inner fear
Hard
Hurting those so near

Simple
Smile to all that see
Simple
Be depressed thats me
Simple
Jumble all the words

Hard
Takes your breath away
Hard
Stopped and cried all day
Hard
Wishing life away
andy fardell Mar 2013
They thirst for my madness
In their own little way
These demons within me
Are here for the stay
The craving is blinding
As taste tests my soul
Sweet sips of this nectar
My own private goal

They want me to follow
Like sheep to the pen
The demons want hold on
That drinking commence
I cannot deny them that sweetness
Tastes good
Can feel for the falling
My world gone the thirst

So madness take on me
And do you this worst
The nectar has hold on
I'm ready to burst
The demons have won now
So down on my luck
I'm reaching the limit
This bottle I glug
andy fardell Mar 2013
Belittle my mind as nature does its
Work
The droop in my lids feeds this passion
In these fingers work's a
Bone

See's my head feel a sway
Seen thoughts come and pass
Me
This sleep I must lay
Fog in my clouds as I struggle to
keep

This body on meltdown
Awake I must
Stay
The writing continues
The coffee feels
Great

A zombie this feeling a scream
Be it fake
My life is of dreaming
This writing dictates

Sleep a little my friend
Slowly to fade
The page will be waiting
Wet ink
Still my mend
andy fardell Mar 2013
The face looked outside of the inside
With a stare of beauty
No world to prepare
Eyes of an angel met lips from the dark
Blood red tastes from the portrait of dreams
Such a saddened look
That baited breath would never know

My beautiful angel
My heart on a string
My dream in a passion
My love near complete
My beautiful angel    

I knew we would never meet
Though you look burns into my eyes
From the minute I wake
Said to the darkness that wins me over
An iris made of gold fills my heart
As I sleep till shattered hopes see the dawn

My beautiful angel
My heart on a string
My dream in a passion
My love near complete
My beautiful angel    

The face looked outside of the inside
Stares that met then
Passed  
My reflection pitted from rained filled beads
This glass my only barrier
Your view my only want
A line never to cross
Two world's fallen
Our life's
Be apart
andy fardell Mar 2013
Eyes that look lost in a sea full of souls
They wander
Looking searching
Needing
Hoping that one day the hook will be real

I cannot hide these torturous ways
My body aches for this love
A heart full of shattered dreams
And a head
Screaming
Needing
In need of a world complete

The cast is thrown
A baited breath be ready
Heart
Mind
Body
Feel the breath of a thousand need's
andy fardell Mar 2013
If only life did take my turn
And give me all I ask
Could I be wise and take the good
And take all that
Like that

If only I had looked this left
Then once I may have won
This time of passing me all by
Be stopped I'm on
The up

If only I had turned my back
My fight would feed my fire
This hunger stoked
I'm ready folk's
Bring it on ..desire    

If only
I knew the hurt
My ways could pain
These others

My place be written
The memories hollow
This world my living
If Only
If only
If only
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