Simple
That I breath the air
Simple
Life be my despair
Simple
Writing life not fair

Hard
Wishing you were here
Hard
Change my inner fear
Hard
Hurting those so near

Simple
Smile to all that see
Simple
Be depressed thats me
Simple
Jumble all the words

Hard
Takes your breath away
Hard
Stopped and cried all day
Hard
Wishing life away

They thirst for my madness
In their own little way
These demons within me
Are here for the stay
The craving is blinding
As taste tests my soul
Sweet sips of this nectar
My own private goal

They want me to follow
Like sheep to the pen
The demons want hold on
That drinking commence
I cannot deny them that sweetness
Tastes good
Can feel for the falling
My world gone the thirst

So madness take on me
And do you this worst
The nectar has hold on
I'm ready to burst
The demons have won now
So down on my luck
I'm reaching the limit
This bottle I glug

Belittle my mind as nature does its
Work
The droop in my lids feeds this passion
In these fingers work's a
Bone

See's my head feel a sway
Seen thoughts come and pass
Me
This sleep I must lay
Fog in my clouds as I struggle to
keep

This body on meltdown
Awake I must
Stay
The writing continues
The coffee feels
Great

A zombie this feeling a scream
Be it fake
My life is of dreaming
This writing dictates

Sleep a little my friend
Slowly to fade
The page will be waiting
Wet ink
Still my mend

The face looked outside of the inside
With a stare of beauty
No world to prepare
Eyes of an angel met lips from the dark
Blood red tastes from the portrait of dreams
Such a saddened look
That baited breath would never know

My beautiful angel
My heart on a string
My dream in a passion
My love near complete
My beautiful angel    

I knew we would never meet
Though you look burns into my eyes
From the minute I wake
Said to the darkness that wins me over
An iris made of gold fills my heart
As I sleep till shattered hopes see the dawn

My beautiful angel
My heart on a string
My dream in a passion
My love near complete
My beautiful angel    

The face looked outside of the inside
Stares that met then
Passed  
My reflection pitted from rained filled beads
This glass my only barrier
Your view my only want
A line never to cross
Two world's fallen
Our life's
Be apart

Eyes that look lost in a sea full of souls
They wander
Looking searching
Needing
Hoping that one day the hook will be real

I cannot hide these torturous ways
My body aches for this love
A heart full of shattered dreams
And a head
Screaming
Needing
In need of a world complete

The cast is thrown
A baited breath be ready
Heart
Mind
Body
Feel the breath of a thousand need's

If only life did take my turn
And give me all I ask
Could I be wise and take the good
And take all that
Like that

If only I had looked this left
Then once I may have won
This time of passing me all by
Be stopped I'm on
The up

If only I had turned my back
My fight would feed my fire
This hunger stoked
I'm ready folk's
Bring it on ..desire    

If only
I knew the hurt
My ways could pain
These others

My place be written
The memories hollow
This world my living
If Only
If only
If only

My mind calmed to the sound
Of the flowing river
These drips from my eyes still
Pounded the rocks as I sat to a cross
Why I ask ?
The answer not here

Yet here before me is a beauty that
Few can afford
My jealousy friends
Would be saddened to thoughts
The blue from the mountains meets
Green from the wash
As the birds sing a sonnet
I miss you
My love

One hand be the giveth as the other departs
The lords have their masters
We bow to their thoughts
This place be my heaven
For you I feel free
But always your master
A slave that I be

This breath that I draw
Smell your scent at my side
I know that your with me
I miss you
My life
One day all the flowers will
Part for our earth
So we hold our hands
Together forever
My love