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andy fardell Feb 2013
My my
To touch the sky
To reach out to the moon
To hold the air
Breath out the world
Sing life
We love you so

Take care my friend
My sugar end
You cannot hide
The thought

Sugar diamond high
Yeah !!
Sugar diamond high
Sugar diamond high
Yeah !!
Sugar diamond

Oh my private demons
Know
The way I want to go
They know whats on
My lips

Sugar diamond high
Yeah !!
Sugar diamond high
Sugar diamond high
Yeah !!
Sugar diamond
andy fardell Feb 2013
The sadness came about my eyes
A call I'd not expected
His pa now gone
This life his soul
Another place  
To young to be departed

A suffer him for a while
Now peace to come
A different style
His man has climbed his mountain

For family grief
For hands to hold
For life to bless the living
The time to share the old and new
A rally is a calling

Stand shoulders wide my bro
The time has come
The man you grow
Be brave for all around you
Your father stands
He's there so proud
Puruṣārtha complete
A tribute to a close friend's father who passed away this week
andy fardell Jan 2013
I'd seen that look before
As the ghost in the mirror
Smiled its haggard stare
I blinked and stepped away
From shock
Not blinded to the glare

So many nights of drinkers ale
To many spirits high
Had left my face a
Broken soul
My life a drunken fail
Yet I was me inside It all
A mess that's on the rails

This face that fell all from
It's grace
The beauty into beast
The wine of gods had done
As much
Sweet nectar has
Revealed  

My time to change had come about
The mirror scared my soul
The ghost that met my
Reddened eyes
Not welcome anymore
This road so long
The bends not straight
Let water be my wine
So one day ghost you fade away
One day
One day at a time
andy fardell Jan 2013
I could feel it coming for me
It's sound was whipped in time
The trees did give me warning
Crying out they cried

I ...can hear it calling ....out my name!!!!!!
I... can hear it calling ....out my name!!!!!!

Can you hear it calling me...
Can you hear it calling me...
Can you hear it calling me ......

The sound was getting louder
The noise became a din
My prickles on my skin did rise
My ears began to sing

Can you hear it calling out my name !!!!!
Can you hear it calling out my name !!!!!

My life was all but ended
Unless I found a way
The sounds they were a calling
Death was on its way

I ...can hear it calling ....out my name!!!!!!
I... can hear it calling ....out my name!!!!!!

Help me into silence
Hide me from the roar
Suffer me not this time
Death stay out my door

Can you hear it calling
can you hear the call

The monster from the sound that frights  
Is knocking on my door
He's coming after me tonight
I'm ready for the fight
andy fardell Jan 2013
Sometimes I feel like it's not me
Here
My dream
My world
My life
Sometimes I see the earth unclear
My vision
Lost
Gone paradise  

Sometimes my look upon the sky
I see grey
When all is white
I see black when all is bright
Sometimes when I sleep not at this night
I feel so wrong  

I wish I knew the why of reason
I wish I knew the reasons why
I wish I looked up from the heavens
I wish I saw the blue of sky

I want to smell the new of spring
I want to see life born again
I want to taste the salt of rain
I want to live my life
Again

One day will all be clear
Will my want become a fear
Will my wishes blow away
Will my heart be broken
Blackened day

Sometimes we don't know what
We have
Sometimes don't live as if its past
Sometimes be thankful what you see
Sometimes just be
andy fardell Jan 2013
As my nightmare finished
My mind began its wake
What was that dream inside my head
If only it was fake

I'd woken with a panic
His rage left me for dead
The colour of his face still shines
The mist was crimson red

It's crazy ..
See .....

I'm all tucked up in bed
But rage upon this face of his
has left me out of breath

Such pain before my mindful eyes
Why was this thought in here
This madness from my sleepless wake
Left me a troubled fear

Still two days on and still I feel
That look that scared me out
Those eyes still shone of red
Up here
His anger not in doubt

The trouble from this raging soul
Was playing me
My head  
My inner peace still broken here
I need some kindness fed

I dare not sleep
It's 5 am
I'm scared to close my eyes
The anger and the rage from
Him
Has left me terrified

What do I do
Please help me out
I need some inner calm
The raging man inside of here
Is showing all his charm
andy fardell Jan 2013
That look
That feel
Standing in the dark light
Glowing
Holding hands
Looking from our room
We see
The city


Shimmered candles view
Ripples like the sea on a golden
Moonlight walk
I knew our love would last
That touch
I knew you were the one

Sounds made yet nothing heard
Past your lips
This time meant we never left
This place would be ours
Now
Forever
One last year in New York

One last year in New York!!!!!
One last year in..... New York
One last year in New .....York
One last year in New York
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