Sometimes I feel like it's not me
Here
My dream
My world
My life
Sometimes I see the earth unclear
My vision
Lost
Gone paradise  

Sometimes my look upon the sky
I see grey
When all is white
I see black when all is bright
Sometimes when I sleep not at this night
I feel so wrong  

I wish I knew the why of reason
I wish I knew the reasons why
I wish I looked up from the heavens
I wish I saw the blue of sky

I want to smell the new of spring
I want to see life born again
I want to taste the salt of rain
I want to live my life
Again

One day will all be clear
Will my want become a fear
Will my wishes blow away
Will my heart be broken
Blackened day

Sometimes we don't know what
We have
Sometimes don't live as if its past
Sometimes be thankful what you see
Sometimes just be

As my nightmare finished
My mind began its wake
What was that dream inside my head
If only it was fake

I'd woken with a panic
His rage left me for dead
The colour of his face still shines
The mist was crimson red

It's crazy ..
See .....

I'm all tucked up in bed
But rage upon this face of his
has left me out of breath

Such pain before my mindful eyes
Why was this thought in here
This madness from my sleepless wake
Left me a troubled fear

Still two days on and still I feel
That look that scared me out
Those eyes still shone of red
Up here
His anger not in doubt

The trouble from this raging soul
Was playing me
My head  
My inner peace still broken here
I need some kindness fed

I dare not sleep
It's 5 am
I'm scared to close my eyes
The anger and the rage from
Him
Has left me terrified

What do I do
Please help me out
I need some inner calm
The raging man inside of here
Is showing all his charm

That look
That feel
Standing in the dark light
Glowing
Holding hands
Looking from our room
We see
The city


Shimmered candles view
Ripples like the sea on a golden
Moonlight walk
I knew our love would last
That touch
I knew you were the one

Sounds made yet nothing heard
Past your lips
This time meant we never left
This place would be ours
Now
Forever
One last year in New York

One last year in New York!!!!!
One last year in..... New York
One last year in New .....York
One last year in New York

The room seemed lonely
The room seemed bare
I knew you sat beside me
That look
That laugh
That stare

But now the seats gone cold
As my hand touches
Your not there
Yet I know
You are right by me
I miss you
And I fear

My memories start to fade
From a pictures haze
Your mark is burning out
All worn
A started doubt

No one else remembers
Your kindness
And your love
No one else remembers
The good you did
For good

In the end there was a
Beginning
And the beginning
Was the end of it
All

As I stood facing the sunset
I could hear birds singing,calling.wanting    
They knew
Yet sing they did
Creating a song that would stay with me forever
Today was a day to remember
Today was a day to recall

The sun would change tonight
Gone the day gone the light
Tree's would fall
As we have failed
Our greed outweighed
Our planet sighing
Tears of dust from the ocean's cry

I enjoyed the sunset
I remember light
The end of time is coming
Welcome here the night

Inner kiss from my heart
See's your eyes shimmer
Like silver
My body turns to crystal
From tears in the sky

Just to feel your look
To see your touch
To fight your love

Hold my hand so
We can fly forever
I'll draw a map
Lets live together

My faith in us has fell away
A world we lie this
Wasted way

All want
Pure greed
A fatal hack
Gone the day's we loved
That's that

Gone the day's of friendly hugs
Gone the time of love
Life's rough
Gone the times we help
Each other
Times of sadness
Be the hour

Words of power mean so
Little
Morsels eat us
Fed the greed
Leaders rule the say's and how
Sheep we follow
Black ones out

Does this make me
Wrong ??
To challenge words
To take them on
To speak this verse
No doubt the cast for me is out
Gone the day's  
The word is out