As I breath I feel it
Stirring that
Pain
Inside has started churning
Chest feels weak as I
draw breath............
Fighting for a living death

Pops of anger shoot my veins
Coursing
Looking
Gaining aim
Fingers
Toes and god knows where
Pain does cometh
With its fear

Hold my breath its gone away
No
No
No ..to soon to say
It's spreads inside yet I cant stop it
Eating, living
Feeding ,dying

Bide my time as death
comes calling
No more pain and no more crying
Feel that itch is this
the time
Breath so short so
In decline

Time did call and float I did
Saw a world that I not lived
No more pain this freedom waits
At his doors a knock
I gave

Welcome arms from someone
strong
Welcome to a world of
Love
Welcome to a world of
Peace
Welcome to your
Destiny

My body empty inside
No thoughts to hurt me
No pain said lies
Tis another day

The rain makes my mood
Unpleasant at will
Drowning me out
In a quiet scream

Yet life goes on
See my will fade away
To a faceless crowd
Be counted sometime

Followed the fed
To our own wanted end
Darken the sea
Consumed inner
Me

Fields turned yellow like the sun
from the old rain
That felled like paint on a canvas

Red Kites hovered a dinner
In their grasp
Amongst the golden wash of life

Trails of steel from above left
lines of snow
Into the clear bluest sky

As the silence of nature bleated volumes
The earth felt a good day from a
mad mad world

The cool wind blew gently over to
a wave without a sea
As my eyes shone to the wonders
of earths senses before me and it felt good

Hills from a distance showed
a landscape
Built on years of time from a land
riddled in blood
In a yesteryear that we chose
to forget

Yet in the center of the field stood a lonely
old tree
Its life still strong from Gnarls of time etched in
pain for all to see and feel

New buds bore a life to prove a life to live
And this was a time to live
A time to grow
A time to give

To give love to this Earth
Our Earth
Our Mother Earth

The sly in the eye would
not deny
The way you really wanted
That look in there did show
me fear
To hide from you forever

A look so full of
hate
A love so gone
Your sly eye looking
me on

A cunning tale inside
your fail
To magic me beside you
I'll leave your breath remove
the death
Done run for love and kindness

So now I'm free to be
the me
To live a life in freedom
No more pain or loveless
aim
A sly eye gone the
madness

As I walk this earth and feel
Its birth
To breath in natures perfume
A freedoms gift
A life to live
No looking back to
life-less life

A blackened cloud on a
darkened day
Blow wind blow
This gloom away

Feel the clouds
touching out
Feel It's power
Feel It's clout

Cotton candy in
above
Yet pure danger
This evil touch

Blow wind blow
My thoughts away
Leave me clean go away

Give my soul some peace
Give It freedom
Give release

Charge my mind with happy days
Fight the fire
Damp the blaze

Clean me out
So I can see
See a future
Happy
Free

Eyelids that wont close as
dawn awakes
Oh the dread of another
day

Pain behind my eyes
Yet no end from the pills
that blind my soul

Lifeless in a world so full
of gold
So full of hope
Torture from the past
Now hunting for my very future

Pain behind my eyes
Yet no end from the pills
that blind my soul

Stretching ...waking
Yet sleep evades another days
night

Pain behind my eyes
Yet no end from the pills
that blind my soul

See the world from a place
A place in fear of death
Light into my eyes show
no life begun
Just a past behind

Pain behind my eyes
Still no end from the pills
that blind my soul
Till the dust takes my breath

Is Heaven in a shoe box
Has god just waved goodbye
Did life just pass you over
Are you about to fly

Was you so bad  
That life betrayed
thee
Could you have been
Much more

Is Heaven in a shoe box
Did someone close
the door
Did life just call your
final breath
Regrets all in recall
Is Heaven in a shoe box
A knock on heavens door

Devils is in the detail
Or so we,re told
So much
Why do we so bother eh
If life was simply such

Is Heaven in a shoe box
Did someone close
the door
Did you see life a
Different way
Blackened to the core

No-one told you how
Its done
No-one questioned why
Devils in the detail eh
Go mess it up
Lets fight

Is Heaven in a shoe box
Did someone close
the door
The draft is getting cold outside
Let's breath a little more
Let's breath a little more.....

So pick your box and
find within
The shoes that fit your soul
Its your one chance to
change your way
A new way walked In life
No more detail
No more sin
Just Heaven in a shoe box
Its open
Lets begin ........